Wooohooo,hellohello bloggy! (:
Heheh, im so damnxzxz tireddddd. -.- really.
Hahahahaa, I just got back from Library with SITI ,That oh-so YELLOW girl ! HAHAHHA! Its really, funny. Cause we went to do something for dearly Kok Peng's birthday thats gonna happen tomorrow! :D Thennn,Shahidah have to settle some stuffs with Haadli while me and SITI go to the library. We've chosen the books we wanted to borrow BUT in the end,we cant borrow. WHY!? My card is like ALL FINED! grrrrrrrr. hahah! I havent pay a single thing. who cares eh! ahhaha!
we put back the boooks and went home!
Siti,Sorry i brought back your green band xD You know i know ^^
Andand, what about today?
any banglas called? Hmmmm. I may not say Banglas.
But unknown numbers, keep miss calling and its SUPERly irritating.
i called back and that person rejected the call.
fuck, damn annoying siaa. haiyaaaa.
Okay bagus, i went home early and didnt study -.- ! GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Geram manxzxzszxz!
Okay luh,i going Causeway now!
BYEBYE!
<3 you readers!

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TODAY:D
Oh welllll, Morning was ughhhh. Thennnn i slept in class during English and Kramjit and other disipline committee came in the class and asked to move all tables top the back cause theres, C-a-n-i-n-g uh. i was like, WHAT!? WHO!? thennn i saw my classmates.
Awww man! Fuck i got a bit disappointed and i didnt dare to loook a lil when they're punished. sigh. why oh why man? aduhhh~
Thennnnn after school went home straight and yeah.
Know what? Black dog called again! In school. FUCK! I was like,
Me: Eh cheebye,what you want again!?
IT: YOU shila?

Then i passed the phone to Samuel,asked him to talk in INDIAN.
LOL!
Samuel: (indian language) anyhow only luh xD
Then the IT hung up the phone, wah fuck siaa!
Ughhh, That IT just called me recently and i just kept quiet and he hung up. fuck. takde keje siaa.
Pape aku report pat polis , abes cite kay bangla! xD






YESTERDAY :D
Ohhhh okay, Monday was like, BLUES. really sleepyyyy.): So yeahh, i didnt really paid much attention and WE HAD MACDONALDS FOR RECESS~ Best kan best kannn? :D Mesti luhhh! :D
Thanks to Ariff for buying it for us! xD
After that,we went to classsss and theres aseembly -.- MENYAMPAH. hahaha!
Thenn went to stufdy with Bestie,Nabilah and Haadli. DAMN FUNNY! i was like, Laughing out loud when Haadli's reading newspaper when he FLIPPED on a page when theres BEYONCE, Damn hot kan?(if you guys read the papers yesterday), Then bestie was like covering it,not letting him see a LIL bit. LOL! and what happened next? They both fell! HAHAH! FUNNY! I should've taken the video luhhh, aduhh! So then went homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D and I got Mummy all mad at me cause somehow my words defamed her. I was like mad with Dad, cause the minute i step out of the room, hes like, eh do this,do that and words like BODOH and blablabla,I was damn pissed! So when im done,i went to my room and said, "buat org mcm anjing sial!", Mum's inside my room and she got hurt by my words, Tros fight. sighhhhhhhh. Then yeah, I texted Masquerade Angel a poem, Hes like,Reply my text. Then yeah, I was kinda NO MOOD. so i just say whatever and like, BYE. he didnt reply then, whatever siutttt. Then after i ate my chicken rice, Some black dog call me with a private number,
BLACK DOG: HI DARLING!
Me: Darling your dog uh! *I hung up the phone.
"IT" called again. UGH.
I picked up,
Me: EH dog! where the hell you get my number? and who the fuck are you,bitch?!
BLACK DOG: Huh? You liza uh?
Me:Wahh,Liza you dog luh fucker!
I hung up again.
He called again at 4am in the morning.
wah fuck mannn!
then i go to bed, PISSED.




LASTSunday :D
After a long night when im back at midnight i guess? hahah. T-I-R-E-D still. ughh, then the next day went for raya visiting,cousin's house andand also dad's friends houses. lalalalalalalaa~
Thennnn, reached home. Wahh, I landed on my bed and like, HEAVEN. LOL! its damnn hot,really. Wearing a kebaya for the whole day under the hot sun. aduhhhh. cant tahannnn. okay thats for sunday :D

LASTSATURDAY! (:
I hadddd muchmuch funnn, cause whhyyy? I went out with girlfs and my clique ! (: Haadli and Fadli come along too! And yes, I wanna thank everyone for making it a great outing afterall, heh. Im happyyy BUT TIRED. Last house was at Shahidah's. Dad picked me up at her house theree. And yeah,Sent Fadli home, he seemed super happy when hes home ! HAHHA! he thanked me alot of times. LOL! funny luhhh, reached home. Damnnn F-A-T-I-G-U-E. Wooohooo, this outgoing is special cause why? Theres two chinese with us! Kok Peng and Yi Xiang, You guys were really cute luhhh. hahaha! Okayyyy thats for saturday. Photos (points down) !







Okayyy uh byebye. <3

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Hellohello!(:
Hehhh, Im back from school, long ago actually xD hahah! I was helping my Sister wiping plates for her friends laterrr. :D
wooohoooo, just now after school. I Just realised, I looked much better outside school than in school -.- ! I dont know why but its true, really! Then girlf say, maybe its cause of the mirror kot? HAHHA! I dont know luhhh. zzzzzzz.
kayy then its like, she talked in Philipine accent kind you know.
Saying "I want to buy a shirt with Cotton and i want Choco-LARD cake".
Kay figure it out luh how a Philipine talks, In the mrt got alot ! xD
Hahahah! then that Haadli reached, so i went home ;D
Got home and yeah.
I was like, B-O-R-E-D!
So i tooook pictures, Got retro not? i Siow already luh.xD
okayyyyyyyyyyy later my sis's friends all come,Kecohhhh .
xD

Okayyyyyyy i want GO STUDY! (serious) ;D
HAHAH!

Kayyy byebye!
Love you readers !:D Mwahmwahmwah !

Masquerade angel;

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Hellohello humanns ! Aku udah pulanggg niehk xD
Heh, rindu kannnn ? rindu ckp okay! xD
Heh, Selamat Hari Raya eh syg syg aku sume ! :D
First day was like, sedihsedihsedih.
We asked for forgiveness, first was mum then sister and its my turn Laughs*
hahhaha ! and i cried when Dad said He'll love me always and Mum asked me to listen to what she has to say and yeah . sedih ):
hahahahha !
First day was tiring ! really! Thank god theres holiday xD
monday went for visiting againnnn ! fuhhhh, bag cannot zippppp xD!
Om kate bawak Luggage !xD
hahahhahahaha!

kaykaykay, sume dah lepasssss.
22nd september !
Two days ago, Happy Birthday my babygirl (:
Heeh ! I bought for her a heartshaped pillow (:
And yeah, we celebrated it after school, :D
Besttttttttttt !
heheh.

Okayyyyyyy, I dont know what else to say uh.
I wanna screw people ! Grrrrr !
First was _____, I hate you sia ! early in the morning made me angry,laugh what laugh,i look like clown meh? Fuck you siaa!
i scolded him yesterday and it finally SHUTS him up !
Thennnn, This morning, siaaaak !
I check my phone,i thought someone i hoped for would text but its unexpectedly someone else, darah upp sia.
Ya luhh, anyway accuse me say i steal that dog away from a bitch, Sorry eh?
Ive got no time to play TUG-A-WAR for a dumb-fucking-shitty-phony guy like him .
kayyyy ;D understood uh?
fucking pissed siaa . Then yeah,on a sudden i cried. why? He scolded me vulgar, wah fuck ! big uh? (LOL)! tsk. you talked like some Malaysians xD Hahahha !
Kayyyyy geraaaam uh geraam!
sengkelet betoolll !
Okayyy, after school.
Met up brother at home and went to Far East Plaza (:
Waaaah,shopshopshop !
I bought two tank tops ! weeeeeeeeepeeeeeeeeeeey ! xD
And one faded-denim skirt and shorts ! xD
Alermaaak ! :DDDD
Thennn went to Bugis !
again,shopped.
Waaaah, My legs went so soft and jelly-like xD
Hahhaha ! reached home,waaah CHAOS!
People from Malaysia come!
Walaaaao !
LIKE ZOOOOOO SIAA.
Pillows all here and there, like kena ransack like thattt .
Pissed off :/
HAHAH!
Kay they fuck off readyyyy . Thank god they'll never come back. xD
Okayy IRFAN ,I update alre uhhh !
You cheerup okay !(:


Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy bye !
Love you readers ! ;DMwahhh!

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Yooohooo, Im bacccccck :D
Heh! Miss me anot ? I knoooowww.xD
Two days to Raya mannnn! Two days, gila pantat me at school with friends talking about raya. LOL!
Hahhaha!
anyway, School was fine but i cant stop dozing off whenever i have to. and i did.
HAHHA!
Okayyyyyyy, after schoool. Its like a chaos somehow.
Bestie fought with boyf and we got all messed up and got no time to set up my hair. aiyoyo. But its okay luh. Then i had to cancel my meeting with Om. Sorry Om! Next time, we study together-gether okay xD ahahha! so yeah, me and bestie headed first for Lavender while Ashura and boyf go get a haircut.
It toook quite some time finding the shop plus the rain, we walke through the rain with our bags over us ! xD ahhaha! Its damn funny lorh but its so much fun and i love it :D
We laughed like so hilarious cause we did the same thing like LAST YEAR!
ahahha! xD
Thennnnn ya, after i got all my hair set up! Time to go !
Shahidah sent me to the MRT and off i went back home ;D
Heh.
It was fun and its like, twooooo days till Raya !
Cantwait cant wait BODOH.
xD
Hahahaaaa! Om was like so GILA. he texted me like Matrep kind you know. then we had some gangster language, "suntek, xiaa" all come out.
HAHAHA! you know i know eh xD
LOL!

I kinda,Put my ex aside for now cause im super excited for rayaaa./ xD
Heh! Top up soon okay love, I tunggu nieh diam2, menggatal pon tak.
Hmpfft! I miss you okay,I know you dont (:

heh!
Puase in two minutes time!
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Love you readers,
Aku rindu kau uh Pikachu xD

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Hellooo backk.
Currently fucking no mood.
tsk,
Ohhh well, yesterday was a blast! Its damn fun after schooool. waited for Haadli at school with Ashura and Shahidah (:
Ohhhhhhhhhhh, Thennnn, we went to Dhoby Ghaut to find something that Ashura planned for their first anniversary. so yeahh. We walked all over yet the shop's not there so we walked all the way to Far East.. Thennnn reached there! we've found the shopp! ;D weeeeeeeeee! ashura's so sweeet! xD
Ohhhh well, Behbeh we all sat by some fountain and played with the water, Shahidah's extremely cute ;D
Heh! I got the video but cant upload, Zzzzzzz.
Thennnn, we're off to Woodlands, My place (:
heh.
Thennn, they bought their contact lens. so cuteeee !
Then we taught haadli to put on contacts and hes like so hilarious uhhh!
HAHAHHA!
Seriousss! Ive got the pics in my phone./.
thenthen, ya, hes like screaming and moving his eyes.
Ughhh!
But its fun afterall ! ;D
Woooooooooooos, Then went under my block and chill-ed ;D I brought my lil brother downstairs and its like soooooo funny uh, all disturbed him, and he stayed still, that lil devil. HHAHA!!!
then they went homeeee...


Well today, i just put down my phone, Ex called.
Thennnnn, Its like funny, yeah, funny.
Had quite fun chatting with him uh,. (: Somehow, i was abit upset yesterday so i didnt bothered to text him the whole day till he texted me.
Thenn ya. Im glad uh, He explained that hes been having moodswings cause of the weather, i understand that clearly, cause i,too, had some hard time to adapt with the hot weather nowadays.
Then he planned for after his N levels to patch back with me./
Still im not sure.
He said that i'll leave him and stuffs.
I was like, I will, If you remained the same maliciously you (:
Thenn he's like, Ohmygod.
hahahahaa.
kaykay, i cant wait for Hari Raya ! ;D
Threeeeeeeeeeee daysssssssss moreeeeeeeeeeeee! ;D
Heh! Happyyyy uh xD

Kay byebye!
love you readers (:

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Ohhhh hellooo bloggy (:
Yesterday was likeeeeeeee, watching Wujud the 2nd part cause ive watched the 3rd part alre.
And like, WOW ! Its super damn scary , ratings: 9/10 (:
Go catch it lovely readers !;D
So yeaaah . I slept at 2am yesterday after i had my advance pre-dawn meal.. And like, Hot fudge was like saying that he'd accompanied me till i go to sleep but in the end, he was dozing off alre! Hmpfftttttttt ! then yeahh, its really HOTTTTTTTTT at night. Serious shit! ughhh.
Then the next morning which is today!
I woke up at 6.11 am !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh, super damn late!
Grrrrr! i buzzed and got all rushed up! ugh! Thennnnn rushedrushedrushed, Then reached Novena, i went walking so damn fasttttt.
Phew ~ I wasnt late. LOL xD
Then ya, its really drag and my eyes were like so S-L-E-E-P-Y !
I slept for Maths, and Last period was History, i was like, sitting at the front as my chair;someone broke it -.-!
Thenn yeah, while i was paying attention, my head landed and i closed my eyes, man its heavennnn! ahhaaahahaha!
xD
Wooooooooh !
Thennn on my way home, I was about to alight from mrt, Hot Fudge called, and i went like, what does he want, what does he wantt ????????
Then i picked up, Phew~ Hes like better now, he said hes home (: and he said sorry for not replying my texts., its okay i understand.
Thennnnn ya, he asked me to text him once im home. yet he didnt reply.
nevermind, maybe hes tired...(:


so yeahh, i wanna sleep i wanna sleeeep.
dead sleeepy!
Byebye!

HARI RAYA IN 4 DAYS! xD yabedabedoooooooooooooooooo!xD

Bye lovely readers
<3 lovves!

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Heyhey bloggy im bacccck.
Mannnn, I missed blogging ~! Ughhh! So yeahh, let me start about yesterday okay? (:
It was sundayyy. hell yeah, i thought its gonna be damn B-O-R-E-D . But it wasnt since the whole family had house-cleaning ! ;D Weeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Heheh! It started with my room and i wiped the windows in and out, it was so damn, funnn ! xD
hahahha ! Thenn yeah, We checked out our old shoes that has been dumped in the store for dont know how many Days/Months/Years. HAHHA! Weeeeeeeeeeee.
Thennnn yeah, soooon, we broke fast and my aunt and uncle cameee ! gerek abesss ! xD Heheh! They brought along their scary horror DVDs ! ;D So i was like playing the comp when they on it, i was like, ughhh! wrong timing ! thats the reason why i didnt update yesterdayy. ahah! you know i know gituh lorhh/.

Okayyyyy, Then today was likeeeeeeee, A DRAG.Serious you knoww. aduhh. I didnt woke up for Pre dawn meal and morning, i woke up lattttte ! at around 5.45am ! Maaaaaak ! Thennn i quickly got all ready for school and packed my bag and blablabla, then i went out, im alone ): Hahaha! then half way, i gotta know my ezlink was like low-low-low-low ! I blew uppp and raced back !!!!!!!!!! Toook some money and buzzed home, i realised its my second time and my legs's been very fasssssssst ! xD hahahahaa ! Okayy, so morning was very sleeeepy ! Sighhh. Then recess was great, planned to go Geylang and blablabla, i searched for Fiona, but i didnt see her around ): sighhhh. then went back for classsssssss.
Bored luhhh, aduhhh/
Thennnn, after school. went home and got all ready for GEYLANG ! xD
Met up with Ashura ! and followed her buy something and exchanged my lil monster's clothes xD walk here and there and its alre 5pm , met up with the Mum and shes sexxxxxxxxxy ! xD heh! Thennnn, we stopped somewhere, and its like, DONUT EMPIRE ! Thennn, the Mum wanted to buy for me, *blushhh*, Thenn went back home by train and it PACKED with humanss ! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Then ya, upset ! ):
My batt was low, and i tried to call him up telling my batt's low, he didnt even bothered to pick up and dont even bothered to reply my texts ): Very disappointing you know.
sighhhh, now also havent replied my text.
i wonder what hes doing mannnnnnnnnnnnnn! ugh!

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I will will will update tmr.
holiday's come to an end xD

My eyes went swollen cause i cried for a total of 3 hours yesterday night ); Its just too strong and im just too weak.. ): I was shocked, damn shocked that He havent broke up with his current ex and he asked me for a patch, is it fair? man, I felt like a bitch. I wanna thank Riah for telling me. serious. Sigh, he ended up asking me why cant i trust him and why must i trust Riah better? i answered, i know you better but how many times you lied? Sigh, Love, You're too much love, too much ): You never stopped disappointing me, had enough alre a not? enough? What more you want me to be? How many more pain you want me to endure? Sigh, I was blinded by your words yesterday night. serious. I was so so in love and its just to good to be true ): Sigh, till now, you havent wake up, yesterday i try to wake you up for Pre-dawn meal and i called you for two times and you rejected, i texted asking you whether you're awake alre, you never have a sense of initiative to reply... whats this love? ):
Is this what you called Eternity?
Its those simple things that you do really hurt my feelings ): , you went out yesterday and didnt even tell me.. I asked you to wake me up when its time to break fast, you didnt. Mum helped me get up and break fast. ): Why cant the person i really loved make me smile when all the while he only made me cry? ): whyyyyyy ?!
ughhh!

ohmygod, ive made up my mind uh.
its too much, really.
I'd rather go for someone who appreciates me way better and loves me more than himself !
Rather than you, expecting me to do the first move,EVERYTIME.
fuck you okay!
No matter how hurting it is being with you, i endured and i stayed cause my love for you is so stronggg , i loved you more than i loved myself and it cant be expressed in words ! unlike you ): Love, if you ever wanna be with me, prove it to me, show me that im someone special, tell me you love me, tell me you need me, show me that your love is really true.
But i know you wont, cause you never loved me through out the 10 months !
I know that.
till here,
):

love you readers !


Omah bagi aku dengar nieh, aku ngah sedih, ini luh pasal nyer, dengar kayy (:
(Omah gave me this to listen, im sad, this's the reason why. listen aite (: )
Thanks OMAH ATOK.;D

and this song made me cry,badly ):

sorry for those who dont understand malay ):

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I wanna wish i wanna wish Hot Fudge a happy 10th month ): I was damndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamn SHOCKED. Never thought he'd replied cause i typed at the end of my messages saying, "Dont Reply", Yes he replied and i felt so relieved when finally my prayer's answered. Remember that dream i had about he wrote a big, I hate you on his book ? God answered my prayers and im glad, somehow, relieved and secured for that moment, i couldnt control myself cause i cant believe its happening so i asked him, "am i dreaming?", Then hes like, " NO luhh! Im serious sygggg. ", I was like, *was about to faint*. Thennnnn, He called me at around 1.11am. Its really the accurate time. So i answered and i went like, "umm hello?", Then hes like, "hello, u ngah buat aper tuhhh?", aduhh, i remained silent throughout cause im still at that state,SHOCKED. Thenn ya, Soooon we texted and yeah, thats when the whole thing started, man.

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