by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello Bloggy (: AND i was boredddd yesterday, so i just drew a word that kept on playing on my mind, Im crushed;

why do you have to put down my dreams?
cause you're the only thing on my mind ):
Its so called, "creative". Tskkk.
SAW MY NAMEEEE?!!! ;DD
Mr Lim's at the back, Posing as always ((:
Peiling said, Anwar's her boyf, so i kaypoh inside the pictureee ((:
Greeeen is NEEDED;D
That was in schooool. Yeaaah, So called National Day Celebration and i find it STUPID; Serious shit, It seemed to be soooo, Last minute kind of preparation.
So i was like sitting at the front,
And its like so stupid cause all the student leaders sat on some benches infront of our view, tell me how to see whats really going on at the front?
It was so dumb kannn. tsk. Then like after that. Went to class, -.- .
Then we had to cut something and decorate it about Singapore. LOL.
like some primary school workkkk. So we just did lorhh,
then we have to collage some things and Siti came up with some idea to draw our hands , overlapping on eachother.
I was like so shocked when Samuel,Desmond,YiXiang and the others were like interested and drew their hands too,
Super shocked, seriously. then like so damn funny lorh Samuel, Got details somemore. then after that, I went to my table and lie downn, Then teacher asked me to clean up the class,
so i did. I was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice.
You know, I sweeped the whole class, Sprinkling cleaaaan! ;D
Then like, around 10:30am? then released, tsk. so slowwwwwww.
Mr Lim's fault ! grrrrrrrr. Then i was like waiting for Shahidah infront of the office,
That naughty girl, shes downstairs with Ashura! hahahah!
so i went downnnn then went to Toa Payoh ((: saw haadli waiting patiently...
Then yaaaaa. saw the "smiley face" ,
Theres eyebrows, Eyes, Nose, Hair, Mouth. LOL! we used some things to put onnnn. damn funny, Thanks People of lovee who really made my day and got me smilinggg ((:
I cried whenever i reached home; I went on running to my room,
I hugged myself and cried out loud and locked the door.
and i got my eyes swollen after a few minutes and i talked to myself,
The same question,
"why?".
Yes, Im back on my knees, But im really weak when it comes to Emotions.
My weakness ):
I wished to talked to someone, But i felt that its better if i keep it to myself.
Sighhhhh, I feel like screaming out louddddd.
whyyyy cant i accept it? Like oh come on!!
and again, The pasts kept on passing by,
It hurts me deeper,
Im crying like the raindrops right above,
And i wanna be blown away by the wind and be away from this world,
Oh god, listen to my prayers and bring happiness to my needs.
Ive never asked to be this way.
I needed you to breathe but i have to Breathe, Without You;
Im Offfff.
Kristal, I know how you feel, Love. Stay calm.
ily(:
anddddd, ya, Lovve youuu readers (:
Blow me away by your presence,
Let me be away from this nightmare,
Im sick and tired of crying,
Cause every second, I feel like dying.