by Nur Faiqah Shahri
oh hello. So im asking, When can this torture ever come to an end? Nobody knows, and nobody will. sigh. Somehow, People just come and people just go, CLICK. Im actually pissed being in this situation, Like why ? If theres any problem then you'll be here, when you're not having any, Did you ever make an effort to be here,still?
Sigh. Ive got nothing to say about this luh.
Then yeah, People i trust, They changed,
changed becoming to someone i could never recognise, sigh.
Hes like a stranger. And ya, Hes the one i really trusted all this while,
He has been really ignorant towards me, and let me ask,
Why ? anything wrong that i did? No. Sigh.
There, Watching that friend of mine mixing around with people he shouldnt.
Sigh. There goes another one. God, can you please tell me who they are?
Cause i dont seem to recognise them,
The friend whom i really knew, thats really supportive. sigh.
Its really unexpected that you'll changed this way, sigh.
I hate you,friend ): so much. ):
sigh, So yeah, I got home quite early today and yeah,I was disappointed actually. ): I was like, "oh where you going?" ,
Replies was, "Oh, I have something on after this,you go home luhh . " ,
Tell me, smile or sigh?
Then ya, ______ go with the friend. tsk.
I was really not needed aye. ya luh ya luh, I know who am i.
So ya, I reached home around 3plus i guess ?
Then ya, I suddenly broke down and cried. ):
I kept talking to myself and asking myself, why cant this nightmare ever put to an end? When, Tell me when?):
Ive been longing to smile wide but all i get were just disappointments every time i open my eyes for a new day ):
Was it fair for me?):
Watching stupid things happening and recalling stupid memories that seriously cant be erased, it remained so vividly in my mind. Why cant i just pull away?
Like comeon, Hes not WORTH! Not WORTH!
sigh.
People, can you just make me smile and dont let it fade away?
Please ):
Till here then ):
Lovve you readers,
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Labels: When can i get up from this nightmare?
