by Nur Faiqah Shahri
I was lost in your guidance to be inlove;
Hello Bloggy (:
Like yaaaaa, In the morning, I woke up and find myself alone in bed as Sister is out early in the morning. Then yeaaaah, I was a bit disturbed actually by a few things thats been happening. sigh. I cant sleep at night and i realised, Love can change a person, even the brighter side of them and slowly, They're leaving me. ): Sedih kannn? I knowww. But i understand luh why is this happening. They're happy with their own life and i should too, I guess? tsk. Even my friends. sigh. Im like the odd one out.
So yeaaaah, Saturdays and Sundays were as usual, B-O-R-I-N-G. Cant describe how boring it is, stayed at home yet doing nothing . sigh. I updated my diary yesterday, with two envelopes that i had; One was for my thoughts, Second was for "that someone".
It made me calm for awhile and a lil bit secure. I only know one person whos been there beside me all this while, God.
And He will never fail to leave my side, and from there, i know the existings of those un-needed humanbeings that got me pushed down the ground with those wounds that remained un-cured. Sigh, I realised. I was being TOO patient towards them and im being TOO humble till they have a control on me. Sigh. Maybe next time, I should remember all those. I shouldnt be too nice, next time then,
Okayyyy , this hot sunny weather is making me not in the mood.
Which i dont know whyyyyyyy,
HAHAHHAHAHA.
K tmr's school and every day is B-o-r-i-n-g than ever.
SIGH!
Gimme a break , I'd be please!
Till here readers,
Love you much ;D
Like yaaaaa, In the morning, I woke up and find myself alone in bed as Sister is out early in the morning. Then yeaaaah, I was a bit disturbed actually by a few things thats been happening. sigh. I cant sleep at night and i realised, Love can change a person, even the brighter side of them and slowly, They're leaving me. ): Sedih kannn? I knowww. But i understand luh why is this happening. They're happy with their own life and i should too, I guess? tsk. Even my friends. sigh. Im like the odd one out.
So yeaaaah, Saturdays and Sundays were as usual, B-O-R-I-N-G. Cant describe how boring it is, stayed at home yet doing nothing . sigh. I updated my diary yesterday, with two envelopes that i had; One was for my thoughts, Second was for "that someone".
It made me calm for awhile and a lil bit secure. I only know one person whos been there beside me all this while, God.
And He will never fail to leave my side, and from there, i know the existings of those un-needed humanbeings that got me pushed down the ground with those wounds that remained un-cured. Sigh, I realised. I was being TOO patient towards them and im being TOO humble till they have a control on me. Sigh. Maybe next time, I should remember all those. I shouldnt be too nice, next time then,
Okayyyy , this hot sunny weather is making me not in the mood.
Which i dont know whyyyyyyy,
HAHAHHAHAHA.
K tmr's school and every day is B-o-r-i-n-g than ever.
SIGH!
Gimme a break , I'd be please!
Till here readers,
Love you much ;D
