by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Im broken;
and im torn apart):
sigh, Idontknowwhatswrongwithme):
Somehow those times when i used to smile so wide,It all fade away and i dontknow why):
Looking back,I used to be so happy and im the girl that never puts a frown.
But everything changed so much since that day when i was left and torn by a person whom i truly loved,so much):
But what can i do?
Time just passed through me when i couldnt pause and rewind time.
And hes so faraway now and theres no way im gonna have him back,
With those inertia changes in him that pulled me back and pushed me far away from him,
Its that heartless guy that i always think about that occupied my mind whenever i sit down and reminisce. ):
But why must he do this to me ?
I kept on asking why, but theres no replies,no answers.
Im left unknowing why,why must this things happen):
Im shattered and i dont know how can i put things up back to myself,
After this clean break,Nobody's there to save me):
Hes the one that usually made me have that confident to be inlove and have a blissful relationship.
But why must he end this so harshly?
And left me for another after he made a full use of me and never had a sense of appreciation.
God,Why must i be a victim when im being so selfless when it comes to love,
I sacrificed every single thing cause i thought he'd feel the same way,
But no,I was just blinded by those sweet words that made me indulged into darkness where i couldnt find a way out,Like now.
Im living in my darkest dream,
In my deepest fear,
In my very worst nightmare,
In reality.
sigh,
Love you readers):
its the simple things you did that hurt my feelings,
and how many times i gave my heart,
to how many times we fell apart?
And how many times ive given me,
Divided by so many memories?
Dont think i forgot, I dont care if you're lying or not.
Ive given every breath ive got.
But sometimes i'd just have to breakdown and breath.
Here i am, Breathless without you,still.
So dont promise me ); cries;
Somehow those times when i used to smile so wide,It all fade away and i dontknow why):
Looking back,I used to be so happy and im the girl that never puts a frown.
But everything changed so much since that day when i was left and torn by a person whom i truly loved,so much):
But what can i do?
Time just passed through me when i couldnt pause and rewind time.
And hes so faraway now and theres no way im gonna have him back,
With those inertia changes in him that pulled me back and pushed me far away from him,
Its that heartless guy that i always think about that occupied my mind whenever i sit down and reminisce. ):
But why must he do this to me ?
I kept on asking why, but theres no replies,no answers.
Im left unknowing why,why must this things happen):
Im shattered and i dont know how can i put things up back to myself,
After this clean break,Nobody's there to save me):
Hes the one that usually made me have that confident to be inlove and have a blissful relationship.
But why must he end this so harshly?
And left me for another after he made a full use of me and never had a sense of appreciation.
God,Why must i be a victim when im being so selfless when it comes to love,
I sacrificed every single thing cause i thought he'd feel the same way,
But no,I was just blinded by those sweet words that made me indulged into darkness where i couldnt find a way out,Like now.
Im living in my darkest dream,
In my deepest fear,
In my very worst nightmare,
In reality.
sigh,
Love you readers):
its the simple things you did that hurt my feelings,
and how many times i gave my heart,
to how many times we fell apart?
And how many times ive given me,
Divided by so many memories?
Dont think i forgot, I dont care if you're lying or not.
Ive given every breath ive got.
But sometimes i'd just have to breakdown and breath.
Here i am, Breathless without you,still.
So dont promise me ); cries;
Labels: i count on you when i really need it):
