YOOHOOOOO! Happppyy teacher's dayyyyy wahai teacher-teacher yang aku sayanggggi dan yang aku benciiiii xD Wahahhahahaa!
Today was likeeee mondayyyy, waduhhhh!
I got up early and i cant fast todayyyy dehhh. ): BOoohOOooos .
Okayyyy, Then first was attire checking, aiyoyo, i put on my brown contact lens since school's gonna end in 7th Sept! hahhaha! So when teacher checked meee,
I was like, looooking down! Serious xD! heheh!
Luckily i escaped, I only went for first period,MALAY.
andand, I didnt do homework cause i've forgotten , ZzzZZZ.
Thennnn, second period, we buzzed off for performance(eventhough i wasnt in it) hahahah! ;D So yeahhh, just helped out lorhhh, fuyoooooh, my stomach, cannot carry cannot dragggg. super damn painnnn.
aduuuuh. Okayyy, then the school ended around 2. -.-
Boringggggggggggg. Thennnn, FUN TIME! Wan came! And a few others!
Wooohooo! i miss korang too muchhhh! xD Heheh! and,
Wan started calling me "chipmunk" , like how he used to! and with his nonsense! grrr, but i missed the laughters! xD Yesssssssssss!
Im so glad when i saw ______. Sigh, at least luh kannnn, thennn, we slacked at Canteen while waiting for Ashura then we went off to Toa Payoh and i went home! Shahidah gave me a big HUG! ;D and Wan ! xD NO LUH!
Aduhhhhhhhh, I punch him uh if he does xD! just kidding,
sorry guys i cant tag along for the berbuke puase gathering thing ): I want to, actualllyy. waduuuuh ):

Then went homeeeee! Tomorrow meeting Soffy and LEPAK xD


the picture semalamannnn. xD



okayyy till here dehh,
Lovve you readers. <3
Suke tak suke tak my new layout!? xD

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Today's great (: Serious, first, waited for mum to reach home and Soffy came (:
Then all parents went to Johorr. Soooooooo, we're off to Peninsula Plaza once i bought my lens(; Okayyyyyyy, so its like really difficult to chop seats! hahaha! xD
Thennnnnnnnnnnnn, we got to Cityhall and got ourselves lost! xD (inside story) heheh.
thennnn, we reached Peninsula, and Brother bought everything he wanted to buy. blablabla..
Then went to Bugis and toooook mrt for a full round till Jurong east and back to Woodlands. Thennnn, at night, watched Michael Jackson's tribute at Channel 5 (:
Thennnn, went to buy bubbletea and sat downstairs for awhile and have fun chatting with dearly cousins; Soffybacen and DinieSotong! xD and we pranked, Muhd Azrizal! ;D that Havoc uh Havoc! xD Wooooohooooooo! SKINHEAD uh xD wahhh seyhhh! Wooooohoooo!
and on Tuesday,MAYBE, I'll be following them to go lepak at Tampines but im having some phobiaaaaa. hahaha, you know i know luhhh . ^^ heh. Thennnn ya.
They went home around 10, i just sent them downstairs just nowwww.
man, its so funnnnn.
and tmr's sunday, hope its not DEAD. >.< Okayyyyyyyyyy, till here !


I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU READERS :D
Muahahahhaahhahahahha!
BYEBYE! GOODNIGHT! ^^

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Ithinkithink,isawyoujustnow): You're in the bus facing the other side laughing so happily with your friends ): Im not sure whether its you but it might be you cause i didnt see you around for half of the year now ): sigh. I cried walking back home,its just that, the past just cant be put behind me, it kept coming back. for example,justnow. ): im so miserable now.
super much.
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ ):
Can someone help me?):

sigh, till here, byebye.):

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わたし 愛 あなた ; It means, I loveyou.

Oh helloooo Bloggy ! Im feeling super happy,cause whyyyy ? I fast for 4 days ! FULL! xD hahahahha! great achievement gituh lorhhh. ((: So yeahh, People changed super much, last time so close, now so far away, tsk. No comments seyh. Very sedih lorhh ): sighhhh, Aper mau jadi daaaa? _________ comes to me only IF he needs something or whatever and blablablabla, IF not, _______ dont even wanna look at my face or even smile or even talk to me. I mean like, COME ON. You;ve changed so much luhhhhh, wahlaoooo. and some people also luhhh, No COMMENTS, serious. Sigh.
Okayyyyyyyy, just now, stayed back after schoool to do DNT, and we have to do something.. ! Very funny ! but the product IS CUTE xD (inside story) Tsk. So i went home with Laren then, hahahhahhaa.

Okayyyyy, going Grandma house to Break Fastttttt ! I CANT WAIT! ;D Another 2 hours ! xD

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,byebye!
Lovve you readers;

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Yessssss, I CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT BANGSBANGSBANGSBANGS. ZzZZzzZzZzzzZZZ!
Some people say its okay, Some people say its cute and some people say the otherwise. I was like hiding behind my file when i reached schoool, STUPIDMS.CHENGBITCHBITCHSPOILEDBACKBONECAN GOLIEONTHEHOSPITALBEDANDDIEEEEEEEEEE~
Ask me go cutcutcut and got myself all embarrassed infront of the whole schoool, how bitchy was that huh!? grrrrrrrrrr ! Then, yeaaah, Teacher seemed to be SUPERDUPERULTRA Happy when she saw me cut bangs. T.T , kurangaseeem!
Somehow, I miss i miss i miss, Someone. ): Sighhhhhhh. A lover who respected me like a lady and a lover who can never be the same compared to other guys. Lover's the best but He's gone now, But im a lil bit glad when Ex-Lover replied me yesterday eventhough its short, sigh, I Prayed for some many people yesterday night, hoping for the best with people whom im close to and also the ones who broke my heart ): for example, Ashraf. I prayed to God and released a tear after another praying that he'll realise his bad deeds and lead a good life and be a better person and also, Ive forgiven every single thing he did to me ): I hope my prayers will be answered ):

AKULAGISEDIH,AKULAGIKANGEN,AKULAGINAKSIR,AKUKANGENCINTA):

And my stomach's grumbling like maddddddddddddd, Im gonna play UNO now at FACEBOOOOOK ! xD

Till here, LOVVVE ;D

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Heyyyy! Bloggyyyyy :D
Im sooooo damn crazyyyy ! You know whyyyy ?!
Cause just now, I explored my handphone and somehow just play around with the camera, and LOOOOOOK ! (above), The pictures were like super clear luhhhh. hahahahahah! xD
Thennnnn, Brother was like, LOL, crazy uh you. xD wooohoooo !
Yesterday, I fast for the WHOLE dayy, Great achievement kannnns ?! ;DD
LOL! Saturdays and Sundays are really boring, LIKE NOW.
Like i sweaaaaaar, Grrrr, I woke up late actually ((:
Okayyyyyyyyyyyy deh, I cant wait i cant wait till this fasting month END! xD
:PP

Okayyyy, Sorry for the short post cause IM BORED .
xD
Kk, Love you readers,
Jgn puase yok-yok okayyy,tuhan marahhh! xD

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SO yeaaah, It was Tiring!!
Since its like FASTING MONTH, Im like dragging this morning to wakeup at 4am. sigh. Then wokeup again at 7, Went to Mum's work place. somemore at Orchard, then the MRT filled with humanbeings !Itu dah satu hal ehyyy. Then reached the workplace, went straight to the sofa and restttt. Can die you knowwww! Im so damn exhausted. grrrrr. Itu aja dehhh. I very boreddd, now chatting with Hariz's girlf ((: counting till the break fast time! Cepetinnnnn! waduuuhwaduuuh! ;D
Till here thennnn ;D
ahahhah!
Lovve your readers ;D

Im broken;

and im torn apart):

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Oh well, Its like todayyyyy. Boring lorh as usual . and i slept through out the last period! ((; Cause its so damn boring plus the teacher's smelly.Like im serious. really. So yeahhh, Finally, My workpiece for DNT's gonna finish! Just a lil bit of this and that ((: Woohoooo ! cant wait you knowww . Heheh! So yeaaah, Tomorrow's Fasting Month!

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oh hello. So im asking, When can this torture ever come to an end? Nobody knows, and nobody will. sigh. Somehow, People just come and people just go, CLICK. Im actually pissed being in this situation, Like why ? If theres any problem then you'll be here, when you're not having any, Did you ever make an effort to be here,still?
Sigh. Ive got nothing to say about this luh.
Then yeah, People i trust, They changed,
changed becoming to someone i could never recognise, sigh.
Hes like a stranger. And ya, Hes the one i really trusted all this while,
He has been really ignorant towards me, and let me ask,
Why ? anything wrong that i did? No. Sigh.
There, Watching that friend of mine mixing around with people he shouldnt.
Sigh. There goes another one. God, can you please tell me who they are?
Cause i dont seem to recognise them,
The friend whom i really knew, thats really supportive. sigh.
Its really unexpected that you'll changed this way, sigh.
I hate you,friend ): so much. ):
sigh, So yeah, I got home quite early today and yeah,I was disappointed actually. ): I was like, "oh where you going?" ,
Replies was, "Oh, I have something on after this,you go home luhh . " ,
Tell me, smile or sigh?
Then ya, ______ go with the friend. tsk.
I was really not needed aye. ya luh ya luh, I know who am i.

So ya, I reached home around 3plus i guess ?
Then ya, I suddenly broke down and cried. ):
I kept talking to myself and asking myself, why cant this nightmare ever put to an end? When, Tell me when?):
Ive been longing to smile wide but all i get were just disappointments every time i open my eyes for a new day ):
Was it fair for me?):
Watching stupid things happening and recalling stupid memories that seriously cant be erased, it remained so vividly in my mind. Why cant i just pull away?
Like comeon, Hes not WORTH! Not WORTH!
sigh.
People, can you just make me smile and dont let it fade away?
Please ):

Till here then ):

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is it gonna be another red font colour? ahha! Noooo :D
Today is Greeeeeeeeeeeeen! Since for the sake of my teacher to SHUT UP, I wore black hair accessories today, And she seemed super happy.(: I loikeeee. But like i was shocked uh,She complained to Brocolli that i was being rude ? Thats what i heard, the teachers were like talking. waaaah fuck, I just answered her, Not being rude,Not much but A little bit. Fucking old hag. Grrrrrr . Good thing im in good mood xD
Okayyyyy, Somehow class was okay.
and i somehow copied for Chems test xD ahhah! Cause theres a graph (periodic table) at the back of the class, everyone crowded there and took the picture. HAHA! so i joinedddddddddddd. ;D Then yaaaaa, I get to zooom in during the test.
HAHAHA ! damn funny luhhh .

Then i went home after when i was like waiting for Shahidah to end, Yet shes having something after schoool. So ya, I waited for nothing -.-/
sigh . So i went home, thankgod it didnt rained ((:

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Okayy let me post in red, since im wearing red in the pic above xD, So let me start, Yesterday night i was feeling rather weird, somehow i felt SO heartbroken kind of thing till i cant sleep and i feel like killing that someone who made me down, But the thing is, (i dont know who that person is) xD hahah! Okayy, so morning was fine. Went school alone ):
So today's nothing much luhhhh. Besides, Im a bit screwed today,actually. Thought of fasting yet with the influence of Bestie , HAHA! made me buy HL chocolate at canteen . tsk xD So thennnnnnn, Was Maths and then DNT!
I just find that im HATING DNT nowwwwwww. Its plainn boringgggg !
And somemore, theres test NEXT WEEK, test ! Not some plain paper okayyyyy .
Grrrrrrrrrr, I'll screw the whole paper xD
Then had Practical since theres nothing much to do in class plus NO THEORY! ;D Furlemaaak . ;D
Thennnnn, finally my product's DONE! xD
But half way only when i was stucked at NAILING. shhhhh/
Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
Till here deehhh ;D


Love you readers! (:

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Now, its time to smile. No more crying;
In the morning, Girlf;Fatin open up my eyes and made me realised everything and im happy and thank her alot for everything. Her strengths that i really admire . I love her much. sigh, now i know the reason why those unwanted dogs appeared in my life and in my dreams, sigh. They haunt my life ever since i started falling in love. And its the pain that i felt right inside of me that i couldnt pull through. Im trying hard till now, Eventhough its been months till i put that dog aside, I felt uneasy but i have to adapt with it. man, Thats life. and the reason why im being hurt and all the while im still standing right here, cause im all along with the heart that stands. That never failed me help me out all this while. And im happy. Happy that he's gone for good and thats the best for me from God. And ya, I decided to not fallinlove again. Cause i find it, bullshit and just to make me fall into traps and got myself trapped till i cant even go on with life. man, Its misery, Thats love, for me.
But for those people who are happy with relationships,Im happy so much for you guys plus, for girls, If you happen to have a guy with a heart,treasure them and show them that they're special cause i know they're true.
For guys, If you happen to have a sweet and faithful girl, Dont ever have a mindset to break her heart if you knew you loved her, you should make her feel secure and remind her that she's the only one you loved.

sigh, Im gonnnnnnnnna gonnnnna forget everything in the past, I cant promise.
But i'll try.
and as for Riah, That was BEFORE i chat with you yesterday, Maybe if you misunderstood then thats your problem okay. I dont wanna argue with anymore cause i know their no point fighting over a dog that'll never realise. tsk.

So yeaaaaah, I created Tagged alre(AGAIN). hahaha. Okay so just add me up if you happen to pass around my profile ;DD
Okayy till here lovves.
Love you readers (:

Goodnight!

Like whatthefuckwhatthefuckkkk. I want update blog frommmm YESTERDAY! But Tak kesampaian. ):