yesterday, i stayed up quite late, well somehow, i just felt uneasy. And i felt like let it all out, so i did. I typed out a very long poem asking him , "what did i do wrong, till you're this way?".. so yeah, i sent Ashraf that long text, and for goodness sake. I never wished for him to replied but he did. Wasnt like what i expected, i expected him to realise what actually he did wrong, but no. Sadly, he'll never realise what he did luh, he can even said, "wow, the poem's for me? Thanks alot! Imy, ilymm", I was like so damn pissed, well the last two word, "imy, ilymm" , dont know whether it comes from his heart or was just some words to fill up the empty space, sigh. I got so damn pissed and i cried badly though yesterday and i kept on asking, "why cant he ever realise?!".
whyohwhy? Then ya, sigh. I went to sleep soon after that but i cant really close my eyes and yeah, having a stupid sore throat that makes me have that Rock&Roll voice.
