1 IEQAH!2IS CHUBBY!3 PLUS "CHUMCHUM"!4I LOVE YOU (:
@ 3:32 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

A second post, since im so dead bored right here. new song on my blog. I loveee it(: tapi sedih):
Cintaku
cintaku padamu
Tak besar seperti dulu
Pernah kau begitu menilai cintaku
Begitu rendah di matamu

Sayangku sayangku padamu
Tak indah seperti dulu
Maumu begini maumu begitu
Tak pernah engkau hargai aku

Oo ooh i am sorry
Ku tak akan love U lagi

Ku peluk memeluk dirimu
Tak hangat seperti dulu
Ku jadi selingkuh karna kau selingkuh
Biar sama-sama kita selingkuh

Oo ooh i am sorry
Ku tak akan love you lagi

Biar ku putuskan saja
Ku tak mau hatiku terluka
Lebih baik ku cukupkan saja
Ku tak mau batinku tersiksa

Jangan kau slalu merasa
Wanita bukan dirimu saja(I can add, LELAKI(: )
Lebih baik ku putuskan saja
Cari pacar lagi
Okayyyyyyyy, I want go sleeeep now luhhhh.
byebyeee!



unexpected; @ 2:43 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri


When i feel like confessing when i cant):
Hello bloggy ((:
Today was, Happy-->Sad--->Angry-->Frustated--->Pissed--->Disappointed.
Okay first start, D&T was like a laughing lesson, Serious! Teacher was like laughing away with me, Non-stop youuuuu! Then like, Everything i did, Its like senget, Then i did things all wrongly. HAHA! then i complain complain complain! then teacher was like, You uhhhh! Then he laughed. LOL! Then like, I cant do things myself,There must be someone to guide me then i'll do it right, tsk. Then I cut my piece , its damn senget lorrh, I dont know why, maybe my eyes went senget too. No wonder. HAHA!
Okay after D&T, Was recessss, We rushed. Bought some cake and HL chocolate((: Then went to classs, we sneaked in actually (; tsk.
Then after that was POA, and theres a freaking test! Urghhhh, But it was, Quite easy. But teacher was so damn SELENGER. Hes like, "DOnt do question 4, cause its very hard and i dont know how to do. " Laughlaugh! hahahaha! Damn funny luh, when actually hes the teacher siaaaa.
K, Then was CME, bell rang at 1.50.
We escaped from the back dooor. ^^!
Then quickly went to the office to accompany Bestie to meet "Brocolli" xD .
Then yeaaah, It was unexpected uh,
(insert name) called us, Then (insert name) was like scolding us out of no reasons, I went so blur when its actually the guys who did it all and me and bestie kenaaa. waaah best. Then (insert name) told us not to bother (insert name). So i was like,Okay then. I FOREVER wont be bothering (insert name). Its really disappointing luh with the way (insert name) talks, i find it really arrogant. and its really a mistake. I cant help it luh, sigh. Sorry friend, I wont be bothering you anymore alright. Thats it. Love you.
Then went to Toapayoh and waited for Hariz . Then went home together, with his guitar and the pink phone, tsktsk. Then keep saying, Im hotter nowadays kan? I was like, YAAAA LUH YOU! LOL!
Then ya, he boarded at YioChukang and i met Brother at Admiralty and went home ((:

Till here deh.
And Nafri Bacen's like painting right now, you know i know ^^. ahhaha! I MISS YOU, top up soon okay ((:

Ini budak degil! Geraaaam !

Looooove you readers, And oh no, No moood. HAHA.


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ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww. @ 3:53 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Oh hello bloggy(:
Guess what?
School's really dumb plus urgggghh.
No comments.
Thenthen, On my way home just now, ITS SO DAMN SHOCKING.
When i walked past a BANGLA, He's MASTURBATING!!!!!!! I mean like, Its reaaaal!
right infront of me, I mean like come on, theres better places to do those things;toilets and privately,of course! I cant stop saying ewwwwwwwww, And i quickly run my way back home, I still can visualise the BLACK thing. urghhhhhh,
its really DISGUSTING.
Okay thats for today. a short one will do.
And, I missed somebody):
sighs.
Til here, Lovvvvves.

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@ 4:23 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri


Like hello Bloggy(:
Finally theres no busybody at my tagboard(:
Those pictures, all in one day, But theres more of course. tsk. hahahha! But im lazy to upload all luhhhh,
Theres something i'd wish to say, To (insert name).

Everytime when you're there, I never dared to look nor do i ever wanna see you. But i dont whats with this feeling, Thats been bugging me all the while, Yes, I Loved You. But im scared make a move so i just kept quiet and kept on going with the things now. sigh. Only people close to me knew why and who this someone is. I find you different, Never the same with any other guy out there. But i dont think you'd feel the same way, thats why im backing off now. Not gonna fall in love once more. There may be hints , but you'll never realise, i dont know. Its bothering me still. Sigh, Nothing more i could do, Cause all ive been thinking about, was, future.
Are you gonna fade away any sooner or later and leave my life in a glimpse?
I dont know. i dont know, i dont know. Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
If only i could let you know, I devol you. ):


So ya, Thats all i gotta say, Im scared.
sigh.
Till here peeps.
Lovvvves.

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((: @ 3:43 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri



Foooooh, Bitch ALERT! bitch ALERT! (:
funny uh my tag board if you guys really do understand a bitch's language? Tsktsk.
If i translate them one by one, I guess you'll guys be cracking your ass out!
hahahahahhahahaha! Funnnnny luh some human beings ehy.
Oh wow, So imma prostitude? Ohmygoodness.
How did you know ehy?
tsktsk, you're my big fan? I knowwwww.
Paparazzi on the go luh tuuuh! hahahah!
Kay best uh girl,
you;re saying things as if you do really KNOW who i am.
Tsk,
Ini luh aku panggil, Kanak2 strobeli(:
Perangai setengah masak, belum rebus, belum goreng.
SO masih Mentah. HAHA!!
Minah luhhhh kannnn. ((:
Wink2. Minah step powerrr aperrr.
So kire, I scared uhhhh!
Ishhhhh ! ya i knowww, hes lembut dari dulu siyaaal!
Kau kenal dier baru bape hari? 1 hari ?
aku kenal dier dah beraper bulan makcik?
Tak guner ehy gadoh psl konek.
Stop it siooooot.
Yang penting ehy nieh, alamak. Nieh anak tak paham aper aku bbual uh.
English tak jalan,
Melayu pon tak jalan?!
Abeh mau bahase aper girl, Keleng?
Cine? Thailand?
gelakgelak! hahahahahaha!
AKU DAH MALAS NAK LAYAN KAY.
Kau nak tag bape ribu pon, Aku tak heraaaan.
tag aku makin hidop lagi aderrr. tsktsk! ((:
Perangai mesti mau matang, dah 15 uh,
Itu manusia, dah 16 pun masih bawahan.
Adik-adik lorh gituhhhh.
haahahahah!
Kayyy go ((:



Menang tak menang, Ini bukan competition. HAHAH! piker dapat duit? Trophy? tsk. Taik pon takde. So minah, kau menang 1st prize kayy ((:
Ikhlass niehhh. ;D
Like Wooooots, All about the bitch RIGHT ABOVE (:
All done now, i couldnt care less already luhhh, sungguh takde makne nyer gituh lorhh, She started it first and asked me to fuck off?! Like oh come on, She really cant understand english, I pity her so much. tsktsk.
Okayyy, Basically, i wanna talk about yesterday and today ((;
Finally, Dad was QUITE okay alre. SO im happy about it. and tell you whatttt, ive got a new phoneeee ((: HAHAHAH! Okay, i wanna share about the nonsense i and Bestie did during our D&T lesson, (: We played with my spongebob. and its so damn cute plus we laughing so loudly like fuck, till teacher called our names for quite a number of times, ini luh, Dah lamer tak have funnn. hahah! (: Sumpah besssst!
Okay, then Today ((:
Morning was like a dragggg! Cause i barely getta sleep yesterday due to my back, Which i find it weird when it hurts everytime when i lie down. tsk.
Then like today, Last period was FREEEEEEEEEEEE.
So i went out to the toilet with Bestie and we took a million pictures. LOL! Not exactly luh, LOL! then when we got back to class, Everyone's out and the bell hasnt rang yet.
So aper lagi?!
Took our bags and zoooooom (:
And home nowwwww.




baceeeeen saw the girl picture ready kan? Hot i knowwwww! tskkk!xD

Till here sayangsayangkush! ;D
Lovvvve! ;D



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Bitch comes around again (: @ 12:18 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Bitch comes around again (:
Bitch uh bitch on the go (:
K, she tak puas hati lorh cause i scolded some vulgars to her dearly soft boyf. seriously no comments.
First she say, hes nothing luh, she dont care luh.
Fuck her ehy.
Talk much, then text me like one big fuck and in the end asked me to shutup? -.-
thats so lame luh bitch, you come you go. I dont have such precious time to spare for human beings like you that shouldnt have even exist in this world.
Oh black bitch, so you want me to raise up the post and make it a big show (:
i will and i can ;D
so now, listen carefully, read it with your eyes open up until it bulge out aite.
I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU(:
so fuck it and get it right straight to your bloody big black ass and stuff it in your mind BITCH.

you bitched around first , no comments uh girl ;D
you wanna play bitchy, i can be your worst.
okay black one, go for skincare aye.
Lose alot of those fats in your big butt;D
k golekgolek((:
so yeah, take that !
((:
k, i miss Baceeeeeeeeeeeeen ):
Okay the tag from Ifan/
Sorry aye, we'll just remain friends. sumpah. I dont wanna be in any relationship;D good that you've changed then.
till here, im in school now (:



And the game;s over, Victory baby(: @ 2:10 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

A displeasant sight's approaching/
other than that, I bitched him out! (: Like finally and Knock-out, he didnt reply((:
Okayy, yes, i realised somehow the games over.
The bitch even changed her blog link. tsktsk.
You got me laughing like the whole time. HAHAHA.
Yes, I miss Irfan.
Okay, i update tomorrow. gonna watch the Teacher's day audition baby! (:

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Bitch (: AT school (: @ 2:05 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Specially for a cheap kind of bitches like you, Riah (:
I know, the post is meant for me.
Nama pun macam PARIA. LOL. kaykay continue horrr.
Pretty well, I aint a bitch, besides, Im saying whats facts.
Oh ya, People like you usually cant understand whats really ENGLISH ayee. haha! (:
Funny luhhh, Okay uh girl, Let me say.
Muke aku pecah ke kau skrg nieh ?
Ohhhhh, what a mistake, I look much Perfect than you.
In terms of studies and facial PLUS beauty (:
(pssst, if you guys want me to put her picture, i know it'll spoil my layout, Zzzzzz~ )
Like oh dear, Dont you ever had a second thought that "HOT" girls like you usually attracts guys cause guys really have a good brain. Cause cheap girls like you, usually can be MAKE USE OF(:

And its pretty shown (:
hahahaa, Go trust him go, Im not forcing you to trust me either. LOL.
Nieh zaman 2009 punya ehy girl.
Bbual cara relek punyaa, Takda maki2 ehy (:
Nieh cara baik aku bbual ehy perempuan,
Kau nak dia, Kau amik luhh,
Aku sikit pon dah tak heran pasal dia.
Yang aku tawu, Jantan macam dia tuh tak bodoh (:
heheh. Once bitten twice shy. Oh ya in case kau tak paham ehy girl. Budak TECH luh kann. Aku dah kena, aku tawu ehy girl(:
Aku sebagai perempuan ehy. Aku tawu aper perasaan nyer dipermainkan.
Aku tawu, Satu hari ehy girl, satu hari luh.
Dia tinggalkan kau lepas dia dapat apa dia nak (:
Aku piker cara matang ehy girl, YP zaman dulu uh, Dah abes.
skrg aku patut ckp, Kau tuh, YP(:
Pikiran maseh kanak strobeli luh kannnn. (:

Biar matang ehy bbual girl.

oh ya, plus you dont have a picture with him before right? you've even meet him before and you're trusting his plain full of lies, Its just the first chapter, bitch. See how thick the book's gonna get (: and im gonna give you applause when you gonna get hurt(: tsktsk. One thing ehy girl, IF HE LOVED YOU, HE'LL LET HIS FRIENDS KNOW ALL ABOUT YOU , Andand, perhaps when you guys took some pictures, HE'LL BE MORE THAN BRAVE ENOUGH TO UPLOAD THOSE PICTURES IN HIS FRIENDSTER, im gonna see the outcome(: Lets wait ehy girl(:
Boleh lastlong uh? HAHA. Aku tepuk tangan babe tengok korang lastlong, In what way. (:
And lastly dearest black one ,

Dah kena takmu nangis hor?
Dah menyesal tkmu nak salahkan dia.
Tuh salah kau,
Problem kau,
selesai kan sendiri.
Takecare uh "pretty" girl (:
take a step by step, dont fall.
Cause i know, its hard to get up :D
and oh yes girl, The Quackquack are meant for you couple!(:
Nice right? I knowwwww.
Im kept on laughing at it whenever i read it out loud, like the ones on my shoutout at friendster(:
Plus, I wasnt trying to ruin you guys, Who the hell you think i am?
Piker aku takde life mcm kau perh siaa?
Hot perh muke luuu, Siyaal uhh. Takde laen word perh siaa?
Oh, Kau hot ehy?
Hahahahahahaha, Kay, nnti bile2 aku tayang muke kau pat nieh blog ehy girl,
tengok aper orang boleh ckp psl kau peyh HOTNESS xD
Kau gelak uh,
Btol punya joker uh (:
Keep on quacking with your FATS (: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!
Takecare ((:
Lovvvvves, NOT (:
You see, you see, nieh luh manusia yang tak pernah menghargai (:
Dah advise, tak mau dengar.
Tengok luh aper jadi nnti k (:
Sorry if i talked in a way that some people cant really understand,
Its specially meant for the bitch,
so i have to type in another language in order for them to understand well(:
Wasnt being harsh, Im being a civilised human being,
I talk in a nice way,
Not like those Barbarians, Understand not bitch?
Oh i make it clear, Un-Civilised human beings like you(:
k uh, Peace out(:
The things on top, just a topic i wanna showcase. HAHA. My ex punya new girlfriend uhk(: Shes too hot uh, takleh deny punyaa.
Kaykay, So yeah, Thats how things go at home.
Serious shit, Am struggling in my room and have been really irritating cause all i kept on asking for was, That somebody(:
But sigh, Until i get my phone back. sighsighsigh.
I realised i hate that old bitch more than the bitch right above , Winks~
okay set, home was like a hell, not even heaven nor you can call it sweet or even Sugar.
I'll call it sour. Sour like a bitch, Sour like a plum .
LOL. Okay, im crapping now.
Like oh, I missed Ashraf's mum, particularly not the son (: No thanks uh, Riah punya oit. Laughs~ Mummy,mummy, Did you get the chance to see the new girl? (: I bet she cant communicate well with you cause shes trying to work hard with the languange xD Laughs !
Oh so funny, Mummy i miss you super much, you know you know? The morning sms-es (: You're like my mummy (: and i love you, More than anything thati treasured in my heart . I love you super much . And i know you do too (: Andand, I miss Mikhail, Ashraf's lil brother. Oh mushymushy, You lil boy, Miss you super much and your lil sister (: I wont forget the times we had on the playground ;D Wish i could rewind time.
Okayyyy, Shhhhhh.
Thats another family of mine. :P
LOL. and soon i'll be going home and will be catching the Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire. I recorded it yesterday cause somehow the old bitch reached home. sigh.
andand, Plus, School's been really colddddd. at class especially with the new air-conditioner fixed(:
Brought along my jacket but u dont seem to have use it for comfort. LOLs.
Oh well oh well, will be going home soon, But just waiting for Ahmad before i leave, Cause hes been trying hard to help me out, LOL! thankyou ehy Ahmad((:
Plusplus,
I wanna do multi-tasking (: Now facebook-ing, Soon Tagging (: and Soon, Friendster (:
awwww, i miss a lot of people alreadyyy. and like alamak, while im browsing! My leg went so numb and its ticklish now, Im smiling while typing, Like lol.


I should say im done blogging now .
been a few minutes on this.
I realised, i typed really fast(:
LOL!
Love you readers, Not totally all of you, (except for the Bitch (: )

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Living deadly in a lively living ): @ 12:01 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Hello blogg.
Life's been a bitch, a trash, a nightmare that im never gonna ask for. and it happened. sighs.
Its been so bitchy, Its been about two days since i used the technology, oh well, i may say, the computers and handphones. And fuckingly yeah, the old bitch still hasnt grown up to be more mature in handling stuffs like this. Some people may know whom im referring to. (: Suckish way of life. Every night i prayed, but somehow my prayers arent answered yet. Plus, Ive been having such hopeful dreams for the someone that Ive been missing lately ): sighs, Ive been missing that guy for long and've been spending my whole time writing on a piece of blank foolscap with I miss yous plus I like yous. You know, bored. Plus, sunday was the worst, Thought it was supposed to be a family day, i would call it Doomsday. LOL. dont laugh its not funny. Plus its been a misery for me being at home like ive never lived. -.- I hate everythings thats going on now, May it be Dad, oh school stuffs, oh the PASTS. I suddenly came up with the pasts. Like oh well, When he used to sent me home and yeah, the first time we met with his pink earstick ): Sigh, im sheding tears every night hoping after a tear i would sleep soundly, but i hardly did so. And yesterday was one. sigh, I kept listening to the voices of the past when he called me, Baby. Again and again. Its been a nightmare, its been horrfying me like deadly. I cant bear seeing him moving a step. i cant bear SEEING someone I LOVED to be with someone else. I cant. I cant accept the fact that he slipped off my bare hands when i cant reach out to him! Urghhh, Its been so haunting, Its been too scary, its been too hard for me to adapt with this new life im heading to. OH fuck, shit ass. I wanna move on, someone please move my damn ass. ): sighs. This morning, went to school alone, like i swear, im all alone. Its been so dark. plus its so early in the morning, I cried out that morning. sitting down alone at the living room. sighs. I was visualising the pasts when it starts rushing through my mind, I felt a tear flowed down slowly as i looked at the mirror and realised im hurt ): I never wanted this to happen to me, But it did. And the question is, What did i do wrong? What went wrong half way through our lively love journey? ): Cries.
I'll continue right after school. I need to do some calculations for maths now.
catch ya later,and psssst, I missed you, B ):



Daddy): @ 12:47 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Hello bloggy):

sigh, i was so so upset on what happened yesterday. let me write it all down. Yesterday, Brother was asked to helped out some things while Dad waited downstairs for him and yeah, Brother helped out unsincerely. It was unexpected as he straightly went upstairs when Dad went angry cause he was giving some look. Then sunddenly, i was ironing my school uniform when Dad stand infront of my door room and said, "you guys, dont ever ask me for anything anymore! Babi(pig)! Sial! ", i heard it all and it hurt me really bad inside. ): so i went out and asked mum whats going on and yeah, I did nothing wrong at all and i got all the blames): Then Dad went out from the house and kicked a few things): Then a few minutes, he came back in and suddenly say, "you guys, DONT ever touch my things anymore and dont even think you guys wanna eat, buy those food, YOURSELF!".. Yes , my heart shattered into pieces listening to my own Dad saying all those stuffs to me, his very own daughter. How can i not be upset? How can i not be disappointed? And how can i ever forget those hurtful words? It hurts, so badly. That wasnt the worst, He used to say that im such a burden to him and such. I cant forget those words,): Other than that, Finally i know all the things he had to say after all this years ): Then yeaaah, i remembered, everytime, I wasnt treated like a part of the family, im like an outsider. A stranger that knows nothing. Sigh. Everytime when i looked at the pictures hanging on the balcony, recalling those memories i had when i was a kid, when i was really treated like someone, someone special in the family, a daughter that he once dotes on. ): I dont see a thing now. In that picture, it just shows a girl, his daughter. Now im not. i dont seemed to be. sigh. Yes, i understand all this while , you guys (parents) has been concentrating on just one thing, Baby brother. I dont wanna be childish to say that they're biased and stuffs, in a real fact, yes. I was ignored. Nobody listens to me, except for my dearly friends out there and my siblings who are close to me. Other than that, Nobody): It brings me tears typing this down, knowing that it wasnt like the family/environment ive been before. Everything changed now.
and now phone's were confiscated yesterday night. everything's his's. Not mine. what a sleepless night yesterday thinking about all this stuffs rushing into me. Sigh.
Just yet, Im gonna miss someone badly): Sigh.
till here,
Lovves. ):



fumble dumble fumby dumby chubby fat fat chumbs bitch @ 4:24 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri



Despite being told taking pictures is not something good. (:
Like oh greaaaaaaaat, second post. Okayyy LOL.
Went to NTUC with Mummy(:
Then yeaaaaah, i realised im feeling okayyy. except for my voiceeee. grrrr.
Then yeaah, i edited my blogskin.
Nice kan nice kan nice kan?
I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
hahahahha! then chat with Hariz, ya ampun,
your wink btol punyerrr me-nye-spell ehyyy.
SO yeaaaah, Soffy knows why i laughed so hysterically that damn day ehyyy!
Quackquackquack, fumble dumble fumby dumby chubby fat fat chumbs bitch with a BOTCH (:
rabak ehyyyyyy i bagi ((: Baguuuuus punyerrr.
hehhhh!
Okayy till hereeee,
tomorrow i go schoooooooooooooooooooooooool((:
Happy bods ;D
Till here, readers(:
Lovves!



funneh @ 12:22 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri


Like hellooooo Bloggy((((:
Like yes, i Cant GO TO SCHOOL TODAY! >.< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Soffy):
Ajik):
Missed you guys so much you know. ):
Cries.
LOL! kayyyyy, it was damn funny luh when i logged in to facebook (: Saw some quizzes took by that Bacen, then yeah, got one part, the first three letter words of his admirer or something, and the name started with, P,A,T. He said it was Patimah. So i commented and laughs so badly. Then yeah, he and his penyawak. and he called me Amuk, due to my voice. Grrrrrrrrrrr.
LIKE LOL.
then i took some ghost quiz.
im gonna be a candywrapper, you know.
the one that jumps.
Okayyyyy.
sheeeeesh!
Kieth called me just nowwwww, like sorry!
Tomorrow, i PROMISE i will come to school.
Dont worry (:
Till here people((:
Lovves(:





IMLAUGHINGMYFUCKINGASSOFF! @ 12:06 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Likeeeeeeee, zoooootszs! Hello Bloggy(: LOL! Im still LAUGHINGMYASSOFF from just now! Like, I SWEAR. Cannot take it siaaa! HAHA!!! I informed my dearly bestfriend and Mum, LOL! Mum was like, what!? I want seeeeeeee(:
You know, i know (:
Theres something funny that made me laughed watching sombody moving on in life(: I thought you could do something BETTER than that. Tsk. I was damn jumping like fuck when i got to know everything. Like, WHATTHEFUCK? okay lol! Stop it siaa (:
But people, seriously! Its FUCKINGLY funny if you guys were in my situation right now. Ohmyfuckgod, i feel like screaming on the top of my voice eventhough i lost my damn voice now! LOL! woooooooooooooooots. Im like so happy, i dont know why.
Besides, I think IM BETTER than that (: like seriously, am not boasting but in a real fact, serious shit!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHHAHAH! Im still not satisfied siaa!
But in a good way, That someone really has a good heart but in another way round, the another someone is such a DESPO, Serious shit ehy. hahhahhhhaaa!
like whatthefuck.
Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskan ku dari mu.

Till here humans! Im so BLOODYFUCKINGSHITTY HAPPY(:
Okayy, Lovves (:

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SICK @ 1:02 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Like awwwwwwww, Hello Bloggy. I didnt make it for school today ): sighs. All because, This morning, when i was in the bathroom, Im like so dizzy, so i squat down. when i got up, still i felt like fainting for sure, so i rushed out from the bathroom and knockout at the kitchen. Then Grandma was like so panic and shouted for my mum&dad, Then i went to my room and put my palms to cover my face and just close my eyes. Then mum came in and was so damn worried and kept asking , ARE YOU OKAY? yes, they were really caring. then yeah, Dad rushed out from his bedroom toilet with his towels on. then yeah, i got my clothes on and, yeah, Grandma was like so sweet, she wipe my face(cause ive just finished having my shower) Then she dry my hair for me and put on some medicated oil behind my neck . Then yeah, i put my head to a rest. Then woke up at 8 and Mum brought me to the nearest clinic, then had to put the mask on, aiyooo. Then yeah, waited for my turn was like 30 mins? Then blablabla. sigh. Then went to Nyai's (grandma's) House. then yeah, ive got no appetite to eat a single thing ): sigh.
Then yeahhhh. now at home.
I missed schoool ): and i missed someone right now):

Lovves you readers (:

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it sucks it sucks. @ 6:30 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)[?]

Sagittarius

The Bottom Line

Suddenly, everything's upside down. It may take a while to orient yourself again.

In Detail

Unless you have a crush on a mind reader, you need to start being more obvious about your feelings if you want a new romance to bloom! And if there's no current cutie to crush on, then be more romantic toward your very own self! Take yourself out, show yourself a good time, and enjoy the fact that as a solo act you can do whatever you want to do, whenever you want to do it. That freedom is priceless, and it's something you should consciously enjoy more often.


Sighsighsigh, Thats all i do ALL day, Other than being safe from being knocked down by a taxi this morning, man. Things are really going out of control this very moment. No comments at all, Having a "going to be" Sick kind of temperature which i really cant tolerate no more with the tiredness and blablabla. Fuck this life ehy. sigh~And like this morning, yes i did enjoyed some of the activities with Dearly Shahidah except for the fact when i getta know SOMEONE, with SOMEONE else. Yeaaah, indeed. I dont wanna cry no more. man, Enough. I dont know WHEN are you gonna make a good use of your life,rather than wasting for precious goldly time for girls for you to have pleasure. FUCK YOU. Yes im so plain sick of all these luhhhh. urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!


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It was unexpected. @ 12:27 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Hello bloggy,
Super upsetting ehy, yesterday, i stayed up quite late, well somehow, i just felt uneasy. And i felt like let it all out, so i did. I typed out a very long poem asking him , "what did i do wrong, till you're this way?".. so yeah, i sent Ashraf that long text, and for goodness sake. I never wished for him to replied but he did. Wasnt like what i expected, i expected him to realise what actually he did wrong, but no. Sadly, he'll never realise what he did luh, he can even said, "wow, the poem's for me? Thanks alot! Imy, ilymm", I was like so damn pissed, well the last two word, "imy, ilymm" , dont know whether it comes from his heart or was just some words to fill up the empty space, sigh. I got so damn pissed and i cried badly though yesterday and i kept on asking, "why cant he ever realise?!". whyohwhy? Then ya, sigh. I went to sleep soon after that but i cant really close my eyes and yeah, having a stupid sore throat that makes me have that Rock&Roll voice...
Then how happy was i the next thing when i got up in the morning, Bacen texted me (:
Huhu,

Okayyyyyyy, Till here people(:

Lovve you guys, ;D



Oh finaly; @ 12:50 AM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri


Okayy, hello bloggy,
Second post of the day yaw ;D
Like okay, went to Cousin's house(Wee's) .
Then yeaaah, had a great laughters with the others watching some dumb videos at Mamat's phone so i was like cracking awayy, so yeaaah, funnyyyyy! sumpaaaah, then got some part, some prankers shaked hands with some bangla and sooooon, Ta-daaa, they flipped the kain, like you know, normal banglas. so yaaa, i was like, WHATTHEFUCK, so black? (: HAHA!
hahah, thenthen, sooooon, had to go home alreadyyy,
yeahyeah, i was like waiting for Bacen's message from 11am,
Okayy lol. till night you knowww.
then finally he replied me, i felt a slight relief. lol.
SO thats it, uncle sent us home(:
since Dad went for Fishing, and yadayada,
SO goodnight readers (:
Sleeptight,
Lovves.




sore eyes went away, Happy 8th month ex partner/ @ 12:27 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Like hello Bloggy (:
Im awaaaaaay from those deadly sore eyesSo yaaaa ;D
Am really happy about it luhh ;D
Then yesterdayyy, i was like waiting patiently for that bacen to onlineeeeee but he didnt! Hes outside HAHAH!
So yaaaaaaaa, after that i went to sleeeeeeeeep.
And oh ya, to be remembered, i wanna wish Ashraf a Happy 8TH month for today Dont worry, I aint gonna think too much about this thing right above ;D Just a random thing and just want you to know that i do really treasure you. so yeah, hurray.
Thennnnn ya, I cant really sleep yesterday night luhhhh,
Cause i realised, a few minutes before i dozed off, Bacen replied my text!
He topped up already! I guess? HAHA! huhu,
So yeaaaaaaaaaaaah, i missed him super muchmuch! ):
Specially for this special date, 110709;
I wanna wish my dearest Shahidah, Happy 8th month you and Haadli ;D
You guys will last long, i strongly can feel the love between you two.
Can never part, I wish all the best for you two, ;D
May you guys last long(:

And for dearest Sister;
I wanna wish 1 year 5th month with your Fanfan ;D
May you last long ehy, eventhough those past were kinda bad for you, its still, a lesson to learn from. May you guys lastlong till whenever?
;D
Im happy for you guys(:

Okayy, Till here lovely readers,

Lovve you readers (:





DUMB SORE EYESSS. @ 9:13 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

STUPID FUGLY STUPID DUMBDUMB SORE EYES!


My eyes keep tear-ing you knowww. It started since at school actually! Then yeah, i took out my contact lens luh, then slowly it swells, then teardrops keep flowing, and its really annoying plus people think i cried, for no reasons. lol. Then ya luhhhh, i rushed back home cause i cannot tahan alreadyyy! then yeah, while in the mrt, i swear i used A LOT of tissues. for goodness sake, its super irritating!! I got back home and jumped to bed , and the first i did was, Sleeeeep. Just to sastify this damndamn eyes. SO yeah, i realised when i dozed off, the tears never stopped flowing, i cant really sleep that well actually, Stupid contact lens solution, gotta get a new one then tmr, :D
Hope it'll get better lorrrh!
GRRRR!
Then yeah, i woke up 4 hours after that, I barely open my eyes, especially the left, alermaak! Then i swear its super damn pain! ): Haiyaaaaaa. and mum scolded me. -.-! Then i just got back from Bubble Tea ;D LOL! As usual luh kannn (:
Heheh! then like ya, some you know, minah tudung , right behind me while ordering bubbletea, Maaaaaaaak kauuuuu! I was damn pissed off by their reactions, i swear, somehow they're HOLY, somewhat, they wasnt what you think off, they boast about all those things they did(BAD). I was like, LOL! Then after i got my bubbletea done, i looked at them and say, "waaah, Minah tudung mane peh gedikkkk. " (Wow, Holy malay girls are so girlishhhh. ) ewwww. disgusting. Holy luh seyhhh! ;D
Thennnnnn, I got back home now.
Waiting for that Bacen to onlineeeee. still waiting patiently!
Tak online online pooooooooon! ):
Boohooo,
Alysha syg, Cheerup sweet one, When you faced some downs in life, dont forget to get up once more cause people around you right now, loves you more than ever. DOnt think too much and standup tall with a wide smie ;D I'll pray for you sweetheart. smile always, with lovve , sayang you aloooot !

Soffyyyy! :D Im gladdd you happy now (: Plus all those fights and those down days are over for you, im glad you overcomed it well (: Smile slalu sayang ku ;D

Till here people, Lovee you readers (:
Goodnight ;D
Sleeptight,
'Sweeeeeeeet love, I miss you ):



must i be, happy or not? @ 3:54 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri


Oh yesyes , Hello Bloggy(:
Im much more than glad, much more than happy. The reason was; It happened just now. will tell you guys later,
Okayy,
As usual, Yesterday i was kinda knock off with my bad mood. Like yeah, i got myself in my room and listening to some songs and slept early at 9plus. i swear ive got no mood, No reasons why. Okayy, then school. Nothing much except for the extra super duper free periods i had at school, First was English, for two damn periods, did nothing but sleep. LOL. yes im like a pig, Okayy after that was Malay, Ewwww, Boredness. Ohmygod.
I was like looking at my phone;the time. And somemore my battery Lowww! Spoil you know! Grrrr! Then yeah, soon the period ended and it was RECESS(: Heavenly. LOL. Then got to mac table and meet up with Nabilah. Then went and eaaaat. Then again after recess, theres supposed to be Social Studies, teacher didnt come . so yeaaaaaaah, then was Maths and blablablabla and POA's teacher is baccck. ohmygod, im so slacky. I wanna study for god damn sake and these eyes of mine are just too heavy to open up and PAY ATTENTION! Grrrr!
Okayyyyyyyyy, After recess actually when the whole thing started and i went so happyy, Kristal told me something, man, i was waiting for that moment. and it happened. Yes, i felt so calm not like before. (: Yessssss!! Okay, somewhat i dont wanna put on high hopes luh, so yeaaah. (: I wasted my Ipod battery on Michael Jackson's songs, i sweaaar, all the way man. hahahha (:
Okayyyyy, then after school, went home straight! (:
Now back home.
everyone's not home yet.
im free luh kaaan(:
Boohoo, That Bacen tak online lagi, Tengok!
Grrrr!
Kayy, till here readers(:
Lovve you guys(:
love MJ too;D




People are just living in their own world, IMY,MJ ): @ 5:07 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri


Criessss~
Hello Bloggy): Im was abit down after watching the Tributes of Michael Jackson, ReallyReally sad, like i swear, the children's situation, its like im in their situation, I was like crying while watching the video )))): Afterall this while. i wasnt really into him, but after his loss, i kept listening to his songs again and again, non-stop. I realised, He's been the BEST song writer, plus his songs really touched my heart, Plus his voice, fuuuuh, no comments, cries~ urghhhhh!!! may you rest in peace, ):

The last rehearsal before the "This is it" tour, and then hes gone):
Like oh Great, Morning was like a draaaaaag, serious shit! I was like rushing! Thenthen, i got up and stuffs, Theeeeeeeeeen, I realised, Dad was in a really good mood today, so its kinda shocking for me as all this while, it feels like im not a family member, serious. So yaaaa. Then he gave me some cake before he got to work. so ya. sighs~ Ive been hearing voices from my past, so its like yaaaa, ): Im still stucked with the past, shit luh!!! Grrrr! then yeah, school's boring as usual, as bestfriend didnt attend school plus im only left with Nabilah , but im better alone by then. so yeaaah, im like a part-time friend then (: what to do luh kannn, and people are just not informative and no initiatives at all, Not replying my text, as a bestfriend, at least inform me if you;re unwell and why you didnt attend school, sighs, my messages was ignored then . haiyy. Then people will not be coming for 3 days as people get MC for 3damn days, yeah, not telling me anything. Good job luh bestfriend.. sigh. Sometimes i just wished i could be invisible so that i could be left alone and have a world of my own and not bothering this stuffs thats just making me much more restless. Life's been so unfair plus so bad. nothing more i could do luh, oh ohmygoodness, I miss someone already, since 3rd July ): sighs. Life's really really cruel ): Like Oh great, Had Chemistry Test today, For goodness sake! I didnt studied! i forgotten theres test todayy! Oh fuck, Confirmed fail luh, the test was like a smack on the ass.
LOL. haiyyyy, been really slacky luh this days, fuck it ehy . sighs.
and lastly,

He said, I love you, ): I love you too Michael ):
Till here then (:

Chaloooooo~
Lovve you readers(:

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Hold my hand/ IM HAPPY(: @ 1:16 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri


Song introduced by Soffy, Hold my Hand By Michael Jackson and Akon, A nice song afterall ehy? I kinda miss MJ )): haiyyy, been listening to his songs lately, veryvery nice afterall(: May you rest in peace MJ;
Original ;D
Edited (:
Afterall i locked myself in the room , and snap some photos. heres just one.
Alot more at facebook and tagged, Friendster will be uploaded(:
SO yeaaaaaaaaah, yesterday ive been rubbing my damn eyes cause its damn itchy plus been sneezing a million times, serious shit i hate it man! Thenthen, Got to sleep. The next day, which is today, i hardly open my damn eyes! Walaaaaao! Then after i bathed and stuffs, my eyes have been really blazing red, LOL, like dragon? Im not sure luh. LOL! kaykay, so yeaaah, Finally, IM IN THE MOOD! ;D
Im SO SO SO happy luhhhh, basically of what happened a few hours ago, a few minutes after i got online! Urghhhh! I miss him): so yeaaah.
But yeah, eventhough im in the mood, i wont be that nice to reply messages from people whom i dont wish to talk to, so ya, messages not replied. am super sorry.
so yeah, today not schooling due to Youth Day (: Happy Youth Day to all!!! and hahaha! Relaxing now at home (: happy luh korang ehy!
LOL. Kaykay, thenthen, i'll be going to buy bubbletea in a few mins ;D
Dont be jealous okayyyyyyy! :P
heehh!
IM happy, nothing more i could say to express this feeling. Okayy.
Chalo!
Thanks for reading, readers(:
Love yaaaaaaaaa, too mcuh! ;D

Soffy syg, Cheerup always, be really positive in thinking aite, everything will be alright if you keep your mind at ease, not to think too much and stuffs, you know(:
I wanna see the Soffy thats Giler, Kecoh and Biseng2 you knowwwww!;D
I want that Sofia Edora Bte Azman!
Smileeeeeeeee always my sayaaaaang! ;D
Mwaaaaaaah! Lots of lovve!



I dont know myself/NDP preview @ 6:51 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

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Oh shit, Im going down again, DOWNDOWNDOWN.
Like, i dont know why, i dont know whats with myself, i'll just fall down ,touching the ground every moment, and sorry people, especially Hisham, For not having that mood to text you nowadays, sorry. But somehow, im just waiting for some text. This very text from that very someone.
Thats the reason why, oh shit. sorry people. not trying to be heartless or what. im just, pissed.
A big SORRY. ):




















Like woohooo ;D
SO yeaaaaaah, Hit NDP Preview yesterday with Lovely Soffy ;D
Thennnn, We got there,
A huge number of humans lining up in red, and some kiasus making their way, HAHA. singaporeans.
So yeah, we got there, then we sat at the BLUE corner. Since the Ticket we got was blue.
Then we got our goodie bags, and i got myself a Hot Green Goodie bag ;D Then ya,
we sat down and waited for the show to begin.
and blablablablablabla.
It was totally great.
Then finally we had our Fireworks, Like i keep on snapping and snapping after each fireworks went up and lightup the night sky. I swear, its really funny.
hahahahhaha.
kayyyyyy, then we made our way back,
ALOT of people rushing to go out, i was like, sighing, with the pushing and stuffs. you know.
aiyaaa, everybody getta get out at last right? dumb assholes.
Then we meet Aunty at the Marina Sq stairs, Then we were like searching for the toilet, and the toilet was damn FULL.
haiyaaa, then after that, we searched for some places to eattt.
KFC. BUT! Alot of people, no seats.
So we made our choice to go Tamp and eat there luh,
then we took the mrt,
SOon we reached,
KFC,
Then like, as i just settled down and put my stuffs aside,my eyes caught something,
LIKE OH SHIT!

There goes my appetite! Fuck, You see that black ass right there.
like so eewwwwy.
Such singaporeans ehy, i alerted Soffy and Sister, With Aunty and Uncle laughing away so loudly, Ohmygod!
Then Soffy and sister was like saying,
"Aye, Take the picture goooooooooo! zooom in! "
I was like, HAHAHAHAHH! So i zoomed in , sorry guys, cant see whats inside.
LOL.
Okayyyy, this picture, what a memory.
we left KFC as the Burgers are out of stock.
so yaaaaa, we set off for MacDonalds.
again, Lots of People.
Aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, then yeah, we decided to just pack and go home.
Then some seats ;D
So we got our seats and ate our dinner ;D
Like, FINALLY.
Thankgod, No more butts sticking out. xD
Then, yeah.
Got home, had some supper with Aunty.
Gossiped a little :D
ahhah! Then yeah ;D
Nicenice suppper afterall.
Okayyyy,
Sorry people, abit disgusting ehy that part.
hahaha.
Kayy, till here,
Tmr Youth Day, Amaaaak.
Going out with Bestfriend ;D
Okay, Lovvvvves]:

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