by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello bloggy.
I've been so moody these days.
Which i knew the reason why but i dont wish to state it here.
Im just so worried, i meant TOO worried.
Im not sure whats going on now.
I cant be bothered anymore.
I dont know why i would i cry all night knowing his not alright.
Haiyy, Ive got nothing more to say,
Im so down): I miss the old him when he goes so weeeeeee.
But now, i only see a very sad soul.
and it bothers me alot.
ALOT.
I'll pray for you, every single day, For i knew you're gonna be alright and you're strong enough to pull through all this.
i know, and you will.
You're a man with a heart , You deserve a smile.
always.
I hope you're reading this.
I'll wait for your text though.
):
School's been lazy, slacky, sleepy.
Thats all i could say,
I slept till i got scolded alot of times, my eyes were too heavy,
): Im still not ready for school, plus im TOO tired.
For no reasons.
kay, thats so unreasonable.
haiy, only god knows whats ahead.
I hoped things gonna turn up really well on people around me, ): I want to see them smile.
Oh please, for once):
Theres something i'd wished to say out, i cant lie.
just that, I cant lie to my feelings.
I wont elaborate.
Ohmygod, im so god damn sick!
I know you're gonna be just fine,
I'll never stop waiting.
I'll never stop waiting.
Till here readers,
With Lovve.
With Lovve.
Labels: I dont like it at all.
Pissed,Pissed,pissed,NO MOOD. ada paham? @ 10:30 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
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For some humans, sorry if my words went abit harsh, seriously, people just cant stop making me pissed. so ya, mind me.
SO yaa, Todaaaay,
Went to catch a movie at Ehub With Dearest Soffy honeycomb(:
So ya, i realised i went out too early that day and took 969 at 10sharp!
ahhahah! ;D
Then i reached, i was like waiting for Soffy to reach,
then we walked around and headed off for Ehub ;D
Serious shit, i was damn pissed off just now .
I knew everything now.
People!
Please get me for once! I CANT MOVE ON.
aye, keep that in mind, PLEASE.
Enough, I dont wanna be a burden to you guys.
Im serious, i did nothing wrong at all.
You guys are just my close friends, Thats it(:
FULLSTOP.
If still cant understand, then i dont know in what language you want me to explain it to you.
Reached Ehub ;D Then we bought our foods and stuffs ;D
then we sat somewhere and took quite a number of pictures, aahhaa! as you can see, right above.
Then, not long, the show started, its 12.20 when we rushed to the Theater.
hahah! ;D
Then ya, Soffy's bag was like bulging.
hahahahaha! then someone at the counter stared at the bag and said, WAAAH!
i was like, Okayy, nothing happened.
Then we walked in.
HAHAH!
Then not long, the show started.
it was filled with screams plus laughters.
while me and soffy were busy eating our KFCs.
hahahhaha! ;D
Then we finally stopped eatig halfway when the thrilling part starts!
Serious shit, Its A great showww.
Superrrrb!
10/10 ;D
You guys should catch it,
Drag me to hell.
Okayy , so after the movie.
We were like, Oh ya, that part so scary, oh ya that part so disgusting and blablabla.
HHAHAH!!
Then we sat somewhere,
pssssst, minah tudungs zaman skrg, Fuuuuhh.
No comments, they're on the same level as us,
hahaha!
Cannot lose!
hahah !!
So then, i went to Soffy's house for awhile.
Then she sent me till Tampines Interchange ;D
SO yaaaaa,
went to Grandma's house straight awaaaay.
i was dead hungry!
I went to the kitchen .
psssst, i swear im getting more fat now.
especially my stomach, Boncet oit!
haahah!
kaykay, then forced my dad to go jalan2.
so we went to Changi Aiport,
I just got back ;D
Its abit boring but with the acts of my Baby brother that really makes me laugh so loud , made the outing greaat ;D
ahhahah!
and tmr will be PICNIC with Family ;D
Its gonna be greaaaat!
Went to catch a movie at Ehub With Dearest Soffy honeycomb(:
So ya, i realised i went out too early that day and took 969 at 10sharp!
ahhahah! ;D
Then i reached, i was like waiting for Soffy to reach,
then we walked around and headed off for Ehub ;D
Serious shit, i was damn pissed off just now .
I knew everything now.
People!
Please get me for once! I CANT MOVE ON.
aye, keep that in mind, PLEASE.
Enough, I dont wanna be a burden to you guys.
Im serious, i did nothing wrong at all.
You guys are just my close friends, Thats it(:
FULLSTOP.
If still cant understand, then i dont know in what language you want me to explain it to you.
Reached Ehub ;D Then we bought our foods and stuffs ;D
then we sat somewhere and took quite a number of pictures, aahhaa! as you can see, right above.
Then, not long, the show started, its 12.20 when we rushed to the Theater.
hahah! ;D
Then ya, Soffy's bag was like bulging.
hahahahaha! then someone at the counter stared at the bag and said, WAAAH!
i was like, Okayy, nothing happened.
Then we walked in.
HAHAH!
Then not long, the show started.
it was filled with screams plus laughters.
while me and soffy were busy eating our KFCs.
hahahhaha! ;D
Then we finally stopped eatig halfway when the thrilling part starts!
Serious shit, Its A great showww.
Superrrrb!
10/10 ;D
You guys should catch it,
Drag me to hell.
Okayy , so after the movie.
We were like, Oh ya, that part so scary, oh ya that part so disgusting and blablabla.
HHAHAH!!
Then we sat somewhere,
pssssst, minah tudungs zaman skrg, Fuuuuhh.
No comments, they're on the same level as us,
hahaha!
Cannot lose!
hahah !!
So then, i went to Soffy's house for awhile.
Then she sent me till Tampines Interchange ;D
SO yaaaaa,
went to Grandma's house straight awaaaay.
i was dead hungry!
I went to the kitchen .
psssst, i swear im getting more fat now.
especially my stomach, Boncet oit!
haahah!
kaykay, then forced my dad to go jalan2.
so we went to Changi Aiport,
I just got back ;D
Its abit boring but with the acts of my Baby brother that really makes me laugh so loud , made the outing greaat ;D
ahhahah!
and tmr will be PICNIC with Family ;D
Its gonna be greaaaat!
To Hisham, Have a save journey there! Sorry cant reply your text, prepaid was low in the morning..
And oh, i missed someone badly.
that someone luh.
haiyy.
no comments.
Till here readers,
Goodnight(:
that someone luh.
haiyy.
no comments.
Till here readers,
Goodnight(:
baceen ): @ 11:31 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
To Dearest Bacen ):
I got so worried about you, Like i swear.
If my prepaid's not low, I should have accompanied you through those sleepless nights.
Haiyy, I understand how you felt.
you know, i wont forget a guy that've been helping me out throughout all those bad times i had in life, i appreciate it so much.
But i cant help it seeing you this way,
It hurts me too ):
So i just wanna see you smile atleast and put away those negative thoughts that've been bothering you,
I will text you right after ive top p my card,
I just wanna see you happy.
Thats it (:
Love you Buddy((:
I hoped you had a good sleep tonight, Do sleep tightly (;
I got so worried about you, Like i swear.
If my prepaid's not low, I should have accompanied you through those sleepless nights.
Haiyy, I understand how you felt.
you know, i wont forget a guy that've been helping me out throughout all those bad times i had in life, i appreciate it so much.
But i cant help it seeing you this way,
It hurts me too ):
So i just wanna see you smile atleast and put away those negative thoughts that've been bothering you,
I will text you right after ive top p my card,
I just wanna see you happy.
Thats it (:
Love you Buddy((:
I hoped you had a good sleep tonight, Do sleep tightly (;
Cant wait for tomorrow's movie to catch with Soffy ;D
heeees!
Goodnight readers! ;D
heeees!
Goodnight readers! ;D
Some people(: @ 9:52 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Oh well, Just for your info humans,
I wasnt singing for you guys ;D
SO SIAPE YANG TERASE TUH.
Sorry luh (:
HAHA! i know its not nice though,
but it comes from my heart for SOMEONE SPECIAL.
haha! Dont need any opinions pon (:
So ya, some people ehy,
nobody's perfect (((:
Laughs.
I wasnt singing for you guys ;D
SO SIAPE YANG TERASE TUH.
Sorry luh (:
HAHA! i know its not nice though,
but it comes from my heart for SOMEONE SPECIAL.
haha! Dont need any opinions pon (:
So ya, some people ehy,
nobody's perfect (((:
Laughs.
Wasnt being sarcastic anyway, But some people just cant keep their comments to themselves. awww.
I cant be bothered luh(; gees, its my blog anyway , ;DDDD
So yeah, i just got back from Sembawang ;D
Went to eaaaat!
Like woooooooooh! i ate for 4 damn times todayyy!
Fuuuuuuh!
Takleh angs! ;D
hahahhaha!
Okayy thats it ;D
I cant be bothered luh(; gees, its my blog anyway , ;DDDD
So yeah, i just got back from Sembawang ;D
Went to eaaaat!
Like woooooooooh! i ate for 4 damn times todayyy!
Fuuuuuuh!
Takleh angs! ;D
hahahhaha!
Okayy thats it ;D
Its MEANT for my ex though, Peace ;D @ 3:40 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Okayy people, Theres something FOR my dearest ex.
Still love him though,
so here we go,
The song Dont Forget . I miss you still. ;D
Love you readers (:
Wavvvvy @ 8:54 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Ive got nothing better to do, so i got some hands-on , ;D haha!
i made my hair wavvyyy! ;D I dont know whether its nice, was it?
HAHA!
SO yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, Today was all about BORING.
i posted for two times.
ayeee.
hahahah!
Okayy, I miss somebody.
just that somebody):
Okayy boohoo.
till here,
Goodnight Readers sweet apple pies ;D
ahhahahha!
Mwaaaaaaaah!
Short post, lazyyyyyyyyyy! @ 2:41 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Baby, Dont ever Leave my side?
But no point saying that over and over,
Its really saddening luh whenever i think about it ): Haiyy.
what to do, im too helpless now);
I dont know about his whereabouts now. Only get to contact the mum. );
So yeaah, Ummm, Yesterday was like a shocking day for me, First was in the afternoon, yes, i understand your feelings aite. But for now, we getta know eachother first. andand, yeah, thanks for everything. Yes you're a sweet guy afterall from the first time i meet you(; Okayy, that was afternoon,
Around evening, some arguments that turned out to be so violent between sis and brother, damn it was reallyreally not expected. End up, both getting hurt.
Parents rushed home and they both get some punishments.
and blablabla, i was in my room lying around and reading my diary from the start,
nothing more to say, ;D
Okayy, Like todayyy.
One word okayy,
BORING!
Like i swear it is.
hahahahhahahahahhaha!
Kaykay, maybe after this i should get some sleep.
anyways, i took some pics, belowwww~
Sorry if today's a short post! ;D
HAHAHHAHAH!
Okayy, Love you readers,
I miss _______. ):
BORING!
Like i swear it is.
hahahahhahahahahhaha!
Kaykay, maybe after this i should get some sleep.
anyways, i took some pics, belowwww~
Sorry if today's a short post! ;DHAHAHHAHAH!
Okayy, Love you readers,
I miss _______. ):
I cried writting this down ); @ 11:12 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Dearest Love,
i miss you so damn much,
I need you like everyday,
I love you every single day,
whenever my eyes were closed,
every night,
I wanna see you in my dreams,
And everyday before i sleep,
You're always in my prayers,
Whenever im deep asleep,
You're always in my dreams to keep me asleep so tightly.
And baby, Eventhough i got all angry on you that day,
I felt bad,
And i cried out loud,
But in a silent way,
Not wanting people to know how bad it was for me,
To go through this torture i had,
since he left my side.
Im all alone,
Trusted those promises you've promised me,
why must you promise me forever?
when you KNEW,
You're gonna leave me,
when the time is right,
i knew this nightmare's gonna come,
and it happened.
I faced it now,
Every night when i closed my eyes,
I dreamt all kinds of scary things that'll happen in life,
This time,
Theres no shoulder for me to lie on,
Theres no fingers to let me play with,
Theres no one beside me whenever i walked back home,
Theres no onthephone kind of thing before o get to bed,
theres no more goodnight wishes,
No more,
I'll never hear it coming once more,
For life,
Forever.
And eventhough im all alone right now,
In my mind,
my thoughts,
You have my soul.
yes, you have my soul and my love,
You may have my whole heart,
I'll give you the world.
But somehow,
My love is just wasted,
Wasted to a man,
whom i really loved and trusted,
The one that i loved whole-heartedly,
who doesnt even know how to appreciate me,
as someone whos willing to sacrifice anything for him,
sadly, hes gone forever.
Hes no more the guy i knew,
The one that i used to adore
and felt so close with.
We're in a distance,
Eventhough we're in a distance now,
the day you entered my life has been always going on,
In my heart.
till now,
We're now 7 months if we could make it.
I knew we could make it till,
the end.
as promised,
My love for you remained the same,
cause i know
Promise a Big Thing in Life.
and i cherish you like a treasure,
a diamond,
Like the stars above,
when i'll look up and wished you're by my side ,
like we used to,
sadly, i dont see the love coming in you,
its like one sided love now.
I love you, Ashraf.
I need you like everyday,
I love you every single day,
whenever my eyes were closed,
every night,
I wanna see you in my dreams,
And everyday before i sleep,
You're always in my prayers,
Whenever im deep asleep,
You're always in my dreams to keep me asleep so tightly.
And baby, Eventhough i got all angry on you that day,
I felt bad,
And i cried out loud,
But in a silent way,
Not wanting people to know how bad it was for me,
To go through this torture i had,
since he left my side.
Im all alone,
Trusted those promises you've promised me,
why must you promise me forever?
when you KNEW,
You're gonna leave me,
when the time is right,
i knew this nightmare's gonna come,
and it happened.
I faced it now,
Every night when i closed my eyes,
I dreamt all kinds of scary things that'll happen in life,
This time,
Theres no shoulder for me to lie on,
Theres no fingers to let me play with,
Theres no one beside me whenever i walked back home,
Theres no onthephone kind of thing before o get to bed,
theres no more goodnight wishes,
No more,
I'll never hear it coming once more,
For life,
Forever.
And eventhough im all alone right now,
In my mind,
my thoughts,
You have my soul.
yes, you have my soul and my love,
You may have my whole heart,
I'll give you the world.
But somehow,
My love is just wasted,
Wasted to a man,
whom i really loved and trusted,
The one that i loved whole-heartedly,
who doesnt even know how to appreciate me,
as someone whos willing to sacrifice anything for him,
sadly, hes gone forever.
Hes no more the guy i knew,
The one that i used to adore
and felt so close with.
We're in a distance,
Eventhough we're in a distance now,
the day you entered my life has been always going on,
In my heart.
till now,
We're now 7 months if we could make it.
I knew we could make it till,
the end.
as promised,
My love for you remained the same,
cause i know
Promise a Big Thing in Life.
and i cherish you like a treasure,
a diamond,
Like the stars above,
when i'll look up and wished you're by my side ,
like we used to,
sadly, i dont see the love coming in you,
its like one sided love now.
I love you, Ashraf.
Theme park, 21st June @ 5:26 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
BOOOOOOOOOOOO! And yes, Im back from Theme Park with my lovely cousins ;D Heheh! So its like yeah, Its kinda weird you know, I didnt sleep till 7, which i dont know why i cant keep my eyes closed when i was sooooooo sleepy! then, Yeah i guess its cause im worried about Him, He went for gig, questions kept playing on my mind like, "did he drink?" "is anything bad gonna happen to him?" "Is he gonna get into trouble like fights?" "is he gonna be back by tmr?". I swear theres alot more.Been hearing to the talks my cousin and my sis had when they're dead asleeep, hahah! i was like giggling away listening to those (((: 
SO , we got ready as soon we wake up ((: And then, went to tampines and meet up with my aunty and uncle at their house, Soffy got quickly changed and off we goooo! First we reached, we went some place to eat and we ate Prata,No offence, Prata nya sungguh lembabs! From hungry to satiated. hahah! SO then after that, we're off to Theme Park, :DDDD
First Ride was Go Kart! ;D Superbbbbbbbbbb! All single driver;D Then yeah, i went all shouting like as if the car's dricing by itself. lol. especially when u get on the high slopes, makk kauuuuu! scawyyyy! Sungguh, Then after that, we went for Wet and Wild, ;D with Soffy since the others dont wanna get wet, so we went on (: Fuuuuuuh-lerrrr-makkkk! Best, serious, especially the 15metres . ahhahahah! i got all wet seyhh! The picture's on top! ;D hahah! next was, 
The Haunted House :D So yeaaaaaah! we got in, First was damn shocking uh, but overall, its like those cartoons in tv you see, hahahahhah! so we went on laughing and acted as if we're SOOOOO scared. hahahahahhahahahhaa! Then Uncle was so damn naughty lorh, he kept on making the ghost noise u know. haha!
After that was a smally RollerCoaster, ;D hahaha! i thought it was a small one, but its quite huge u knowwww, i did took the video while we're on rideeeee! ;DSO yeaaah, Mamat was like screaming like one mad woman, obviously hes faking.HAHA! then next was the Big so called Pirate Ship. HAHAH! Kayy, that one was scary cause we sat at the very end of the ship, Then yeah, when its coming down, i felt like falling off, worst than commiting suicide. LOL! hahahah! Then I wanna get more wet! So we took another ride, now im with my brother, sister with soffy ;D Then its extremely fun! ;D Then next was, Some spinning thing when 4 can be seated in one cable , Then we got all spinning, then i realised, Today is like, ALOT of u know, Mama lings, i sweaaaar! then one old granny took the ride, i was like, "if the teeth comeout how?!" HAHAH! then yeah, after that, we took the Superman ride before we got something to eaaaaaaaaat!
Soon, My uncle stopped halfway, cause there's some F1 game or something when u actually sat on the real car and got into some race like that,SO yeaaaaah. Then we grabbed some drink after that and got to Soffy's crib ;D But for awhile only): Cause father came and fetched us. So yeah,Today's the powerful day ;D HAHAHH!
Kayyyyyy!
Love you readers, the video, go seee! FUNNY! ahahahahha!
Kayy, Takecareeee!
