AM sorry if i didnt blog lately. so far so lonng. i felt lazy to update. I just felt the whole world is really drifting awayyy from me;far away, Friends & Ashraf. I dont know what else to say about friends. Im no more having that confidence that we'll be as close as before. No confidence, Therefore, i felt as if i wasnt myself;now. I felt so anti-social. Not going for recess and just updating my diary in class. Then Anwar was around just now, to accompany me and somehow shared something. so yeah, i told him everything. I realised, myself today wasnt as cheerful as i was, the one that used to laugh so wildly. haha, i miss it. ); and as for Ashraf, I dont know, we fought almost over every single thing, once we're okay, the next we would fight like hell. i hate it. You know, girls love to think too much, and thats what happened. I began to think wayyyy out of the box, yet he cant make it right for me. he'd rather scold me and yeah, showed me no confidence in having to accept him once more. you see, i cant help it anymore luh. So its better this way, I wanna be alone, I dont wish to talk much, I dont wish to create to much noise in class, i'd wished to just shut my mouth and mind my own business. I felt so weird . so so weird. im too feeble. Thats all i could say. ); Me; wasnt like before.
