I'm in your heart,like a genie in the bottle.

Disappointment @ 10:50 AM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Im damn mad, disappointed, ANNOYED! GRRRRR!
Yesterday was one thing already luh. _________ was given all the journal book from teacher, so yeah. ________ get it all back then ________ can study, while im at home trying my best to get everything into my head. yet, i cant even study a thing! somemore, its D&T, what a disadvantage. Mummy told me to get EVEN. i'll try be strong enough but i was damn down with this thing luh, what a best_______. haiyy, theres nothing i can do luhh. what i know, im just doing my own things now since you're so busy with your guy now. Since im like always a troublemaker to you guys, thats the reason why im just avoiding you guys for now. its not that im wanting a fight or what. i meant it well, i dont wanna be blame for no reasons again for your arguments when i was just helping out. so yeah, its so wrong yeah helping you guys out? fine, Im going with the flow((; Okayy whatever. I know, my DNT is gonna be so damn low for theory, i just did the toning,shading on products which i liked best. It contains only, 6-9 marks? i dont think it'll even gave me a passing mark. Haiyy, what a disgrace); Im so damn disappointed luh. One by one, problems kept passing by, i knew all this are just challenges in life, im going through it slowly.

I notice, Nowadays, i feel like loosing every single loved ones in my life,
Mummy was damn angry at me like everyday, which i dont know whats the reason for? just because i dont wanna tag along with you to go to grandma's house? i find it no point, Mummy, you kept making me upset, keep throwing tantrums on me which i knew, you dont mean it. This morning, you gave me that angry look, i would just look down, not even saying a word);
Mummy's not okay, i know. But Dad's been more than understanding. besides, i prefer Dad now, Haiyy. damn upsetting lorh.
Not just family, friends too. We're like drifting apart, such a distance that we cant even spend time like we used to like last time, with those laughters. But now, what i notice, you guys are just too busy with your own life, i felt so left out. so i tagged along with Kristal, I find her true friend, being there to hear me out without fail and went home together always, i had fun laughing along with her like all day, yes i appreciate it, But still, i cant accept the fact that my bestfriends wasnt with me); Haiyy, maybe i should just take it easily for now.

Thats all about it then.. ));
Yesyes, i MISSed you DADAshyg((; Hope you're doing great with Acap;D Happy for you guys! extremely;DD
Okayy, like soon? I'll be going Sentosa with Lovely Kristal. okayy, weeeeeeeeeee! exam's come to an end. am happy i could relax and not be too stressed up for now.

Okay, I LOVE YOU readers.
WitthLovves~