Like dear bloggy, Eventhough just a few days theres been alot of things that kept bringing me disappointments and end up making me cry in my room. haiyy. theres nothing i could do to stop it nor even go through all this pain but i have to accept it cause i know, God is trying to test my patience to see how strong i am, I realised it all, This is my retribution, to what happened last year, 13th May(Long story). disappointments that ive given to someone that wasnt even in the wrong); and now, Im in his shoes and i know how bad he feels and how bad he goes through , right at this very moment. I feel the pain ive got onto him and the hurtful things that ive done, promises that were left undone. I realised it all now. Even last time, i really knew this things were to come in future and it did, God's fair enough. I thank God for being there to let me realise what ive done that hurts someone that wasnt in the wrong)); I deserves this punishment im facing now and im gonna go through this challenge with sincerity. and yeah, one more thing, I realised that Ashraf's much more happier now which i know their relationship could make it far and im reallyreally happy for him(; Therefore, i had to let go though it cuts through deep inside my heart); , thats the way of life and i have to adapt with it. Take it easily, like what he always used to tell me when im having problems(; and this is what i am now, Im going with the flow;D Thanks to the courage of those people around me that never fails to let that smile brighten up everyday when i see them;D Without you guys, i wont be wearing this broad smile im having on my face right now;D Those people((; I love you guys, Kristal-Thankyou so much Honey! ;D For almost everything, you've been there for me like every sec! i appreciate it so muchh! ;D and i love you!! Shahidah- Thanks for all those sweet words and never ending cheerups you'll put all over me, im thankful to have you around, and i love you! Irfan(Nafri)- I wanna thank you for every sweet words you have to say out and you even promised that the next will be a great guy, i'll have to consider! thankyou super muchhhhhh my bacen-est abnormal! ;D Hariz- With your long message you;ve sent yesterday, it really makes me stronger! thankyou so much buddy! ;D My parents-The lovely ones that have all their attention on me when im downdowndown, they were there by my side when i cried out loudly, Thankyou parents, thats all that i neeed;D I LOVE YOU, MUMMY&DADDY!:D Aunty;Mama- Thankyou for the sweet advice, I'll keep those in mind! ;D Ms.Mai- she never fails to lookout for me eventhough shes not my teacher now, but yeah, I LOVE HER MUCH! Siblings- The ones, always close to me, my blood, my everything. they'll never leave my side and makes me laugh like one mad girl. THANKYOU ! i love you guys :D and lastly, Ashraf's Mum, Thankyou mummy for the encouragement you gave me just this morning! ;D I appreciate your help and for all those advices you;ve given me, You're always there for me when i needed you, therefore, i love you mummy;D
Ayul- The one hahah! never ending laughters, thankyou too! ;D Just that! Im back on my knees, SLOWLY! :D I love you people! ;DDDDD
