by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Oh yeah, this post is referred to someone that LOVES to critisize people around him.
like hello? yeah, i know i wasnt perfect at all, yes i know i have a fuckface or whatsoever you;re calling me like almost everyday. but please, have you ever realise how fat you are now compared to before? you realise that? no? then again, you want to insult people, hello? u get on a diet first then start of critisizing people yeah, coz somehow u wasnt that perfect either, even when u stand infront of the mirror, i know the mirror's too small for you. ohmygod, i pity you,KS. so yeah, heres what i gotta say, when i was trying to be in good terms with you yet you just cant resist commenting on others, look, i dont wish to insult you but please dont let me start aye. what i know, i dont comment others and i dont wish to do so, atleast i do appreciate that i have 2 eyes, 1 nose, a pair of ears, 1 mouth. ((; what more you gotta say? hate me, then keep it to yourself, coz i aint gonna listen to those comments you people gotta say. what i know, i lead my life without those unwanted comments coz you wasnt insulting me only but GOD too, HE created me(; so go on people;D i wont be listening to those critisisms aye. ;D
Okay, that was one thing, yes i was damn annoyed with these people that just cant keep their mouth shut! whatever luh, okay, heres something today, im disappointed and i regretted. on every single thing that ended up this way, "" , it hurts me to see you this way, i know. you;re trying your very best to move on but people just wont let you be.. i understand deeply how you felt, and with those eyebags i saw on your eyes, it hurts me even more.. i know you can move on slowly, bit by bit, i have faith in you, you're the strong and sweet that never gave up whenever it comes to getting something you wanted. and yeah, im sorry for all the things that've been happening last year, i dont know what else to say or do, im tongue-tied.);
when i really thought i could move on, yet in the end, getting myself hurt alot more.
yes, i was being dumb, yes i was such an idiot, yes, i know, i wasnt perfect at all.
but i knew nobody could turn back time now. i just wanna see you smile, the way you smiled when im with you. yes, i wished to see that smile of yours, still, whatever happens, deep within, my heart still wants you. just hope theres gonna be someone that could turn your life around. i'll pray for you every night for your happiness, i just wanna see you smile, "s"
okay, thats all about it. yes, im really upset to see the one i loved to fall and put on a frown on the face. i dont wish to see any,
and yeah, i dont care much about whats happening in life, im trying hard to get up and fuck off from his life and fucking dont bother him and act as if i didnt met him in life, im trying my very best to do so eventhough those memories were like stains on my mind, i couldnt remove it but i'll cherish it in the deepest side of my side.
no matter what, whatever happens, i just want you to be with the one you actually WANTED, not being with me all along when you dont even love me.
whats the point? i dont see it in you.
and enough with those famous last words of yours, "i'll prove it to you".
Like wow, the sky will fall if you were to do so.
well, by all means, just remember, ONLY have a girlfriend if you really think you can manage time well for both studies and girlf, and yeah, be much more faithful in a way and not to ever LIE. well, guys. what you expect, just come and go.
they wont be with us forever for i know nothing lasts forever.
well then, im much happy, im away from this miseries, away from his drama, away from getting my heart being torn apart once more, yes im free.
but only smiling and crying for at the same moment.
smiles on my face, tears in my heart.
oh shit, i just missed everything!
till heree.
