Yesterday was like. HAHA! reached home then slept till 7? then yeah, woke up and mum asked us to follow go grandma house, i was damn lazy, so i just lie down on the bed and heck care. LOL. then mum was somehow angry at me. nevermind luh cause' grandma cooked alot and somemore i have not eaten yesterdayy. so haiyaaa, stayed at home with Sister, then we made French Toast((; at least i wasnt that hungry kann. HAHA! Thenthen, we talked and shared some things, but one last thing! ); I MISS HIM D; boohoo! then yeah, continued with revision and studied some vocabs with dictionary on my lap. HAHA! then took some pictures, serious, i was damn sleepy)); Then texted people(; they accompanied me, how thankyou but i was somehow pissed off but some people! suddenly text me and point fingers without even knowing and was like saying i was a flirt! fuck siaa, then got no mood soon after that, fuck siaa. Like hell yeah, i dont care what you wanna call me luh haadli. what i know now, you dont have to say sorry yeah? what kind of friend are you? pulling my reputation down just because you wanna cover those things you did behind him? whatthefuck. one day he'll find out himself luh. i was damn pissed off by you! You changed alot siaa. i dont know why! Im really disappointed, haiyy. first was Ashraf, then now you. then soon, i dont know who else gonna let me down. enough man. please!
Todayyyyyyyyy!
yes im damn sleepy since morning! then yeah, rushed to school like fuck cause' i really thought its still early, like fuck i saw my phone and its already 6.17!!
had to go out before 6.20 siaa!
GRRRR! then rushed like mad luh. Okayokay, the sad thing! )); i fell at the escalator!)); dont laugh okay! it hurts!)); so abnormal ehy IRFAN! HAHAH! :P
then yeah, First paper for today was ENGLISH.
like weeeeeeeeeeeeee! everythings great luhh(; Paper 1 was abit complicated, i just did anyhow for the letter writting and and composition i did on the topic, "someone who made a great impact in your life". thenthen yeah! ;D
recess was from 0945 till 1030.. then went i went in the canteen, i was like, FUCK! so many people!!!!! >.< i was damn annoyed luh! somemore im so hungry! LOL.
then went searching for ashura. then Shahidah dont want eat. ya ya ya.
then weeeeeeeeeeeee, 2nd paper, im glad i understood the stupid LOOOOOOOOONG dumbdumb passage! LOL! HAHA! okay, then i answered every question! WEEE! haha!
after school. went to meet Kristal at Novena, went home together from there,
shes really a good friend:DDD
Okayy, then we board the train, we kept on laughing lik one fuck! serious! i was HAHAHHAHAHAH! then some atok went in the train, all GREEN with a mask over his mouth! i was like, FUCK! LOL!
hahahahahah! then yeah, Kristal alighted at YioChuKang,
then i went home((;
Thankyou Kristal for the LOLLIPOP!;DDDDDDDD
Weeee, till here luh okayyy!
Abnormal btol! ;D

Yes, This post is specially for someone that i really cant stop thinking about or even be without him for a second, and its damn unbearable. whatever it takes, baby, if you were to read this post, i just wanna let it all out, about you and me since 1st November when we first started knowing eachother after Hariz passed you my number, yes, its nice knowing you, the first time i met you. i swear i had butterflies in my stomach when i was waiting till you reached. then yeah, i was damn nervous, then i walked to the lift and saw you standing right there.. haha, yes i would like to admit, you're cute(; then yeah, we sat somewhere around there.. you brought along those sweet strawberries, yes, i love it(; i thank you a million times for those strawberries.. then we talked, slowly.. with your pink earstick which i still remember.. haiyy, then yeah, i cant accept you on that date cause' i wanted us to getta know eachother more first.. then yeah. soon, its already around 6? i had to go home, he sent me till the lift and yes, Im glad we met! i remembered when we used to hang on the phone each night till 3am in the morning or more than that, i still do have that sound clip which i recorded(when i said, i didnt record!) haha, when u disturbed your bibik's boyfriend, ohmygod! its reallyreally cute, like i swear, i still do remember all those and im still listening to it every night before i went to bed... but then again, something happened on the end of January after about this JIV thingy, you've changed so suddenly... when i dont know the reaosn why must you be mad about.. yes, i still do have that patience with me... then yeah, we fought so badly over that JIV thing.. haiyy. i still do remember those. then yeah, i went to your house area and played with your lil brother and sister, oh so cute (; then yeah, i get along quite well with them, yes, im happy with that, we took alot of pictures together, mikhail is really so sweet, picked some flowers for me which is still vivid in my mind... then you get some ice cream and forced me to take a bite but then i didnt. HAHA! then mummy saved our picture in her phone.. awww. yesyes, i missed all of that, soon, school started, we met like almost everyday, we walked from admiralty to my block. haiyy. we had so much fun together, then he showed me his year book); thenthen, i remembered when i went to meet him when he needs to do his art, we sat somewhere near the swimming pool and he drew some birds with those different positions you have to go with, haha, yes, you shifted your chair and sat right next to me and held my hand while you drew... ); i missed that so much. damndamn. then, he bought for me snickers, yet i dont want. :P haha! then you sent me to the bustop.. haiyy. then the one that i really cherished deep inside my heart, was on your birthday;19dec08. we went to watch Twilight, my phones still with me eventhough mum;s still mad about my bill, then went to meet you at your block, you held my hand and say. "nevermind, we'll go through this thing together okay?" you smiled. then yeah, we took the LRT then from ChoaChuKang to Angmokio, then we watched Twilight, ); we sat not accordingly.. hahah, then some couple came to us and said we were sitting on their seat, so we went to change place. haha, some scene, the shows really sweet, i still remembered, we turned and looked at eachother and kissed); haiyy. then we took 169 to woodlands, but we didnt stopped at Causeway, so we walked.. we had some little "fights" when i kept on disturbing you. HAHA! then yeah, we sat somewhere beside my house and talked and laughed so loud from 1800 till 1900 like that? yes, i admit, its the longest time i spent with you, i treasure it so much... But then people do change as time comes, less love, everything changed luh, i really cant help it luh, then we fought like almost everyday, from say till night and didnt celebrate our 3rd month and 4th month since we wasnt in good terms, even after that break up we had recently, its not that i want, its really over my limits, my patience just cant tolerate with your nonsense, im sorry. but seriously, i really dont know whats going on now, and i really wanna thank mummy for giving me that hope to not give up and have been there for me whenever i need someone to talk to... But its okay, whats done is done, im not gonna think of moving on with anyone else cause' i dont wish to be in the same situation as i am in, right now. Just stay single((; and yes, You're my last love, too feeble to get a new one. ;D
still, 111108 is going on strong;in my heart, You have my soul(; below are the pictures we took, precious memories.


Dearest Mikhail, I missed you small one);


Supposed to be taking a picture, he turned and said hes not ready.
Sweet aye? missing it so much,

The one you edited so long ago, so damn cute luh! he sent me through msn(;

I always hoped we could be this close once more, if God's willing enough, i wished i could.


You told me, You really loved emo pictures, and you made this as your wallpaper last time........
You asked me to take a picture of you((;

I really wished i could have my spidermonkey);

The picture that really meant alot to me.
So baby, I really hoped you'd cherish me like the way i do cause' i meant my words when i say, "im not like your exes".. may this journey ends here. But deep inside, im still counting the times from the first time ive met you and till now.. i counted our monthsaries at the side, )); But now bby, Just concentrate reallyreally hard on your N levels, its really important, i understand you. Dont upset me once more, Do well! (;

In case, you still havent listened to the song which i asked you to do so, Heres the lyrics, meant for youuuuu.......................
Saw you walk into the room
Thought I'd try to talk to you
Babe am I ever glad you wanted me too
It's been two years to the day
Half the time I've been away
I know I'm not there enough but that's gonna change
Cause I'm coming back
To show you that I'm keeping the promise I made

When I'm with you I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you

Yeah we've had our ups and downs
But we've always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
Cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you

Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you

Yeah, when I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
(Make every second count)
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
Yeah

Like i say, when i said LOVE, i meant it well.
so here it is, specially for you.
actually theres a lot more, but im just too tired to type it all out.
I'll miss you baby, Badly..
Till here!
For my spidermonkey<3 i love you...

Heyyy DadaSHYG, Thankyou for giving me the encouragement! ;D Appreciate it alot taw! ;D you're so sweet luh by! GRRR! You last long with Acap taw kayy!
Korang sweeeeeeeeet sangat! :D Any problems, come to me plakk. HAHA!
I LOVE YOU A MILLION TIMES! ;D

as u can see, IM HURT.
fuck this shit luh.
why must you do this me, man? why?
what did i do to you? have i ever hurt you before? have i ever treat you this bad?!
why must....?
urghhh!
i dont know what else to do.
everythings hopeless.
fuck this shit!

Ive tried hard, so hard to pull you out from my heart! but why the hell i just cant let you go? even when now, i see nothing in you! nothing at all, only with the hope of your mum helping me out in this situation that made me stand strong but still, i cant really cope with this life, with your reactions, shows nothing at all.
haiyy, i dont know what else to do to you. no, i cant force you. Boy, keep on doing the things you;re doing now. DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN!
how could you be so heartless? you never think about how i felt throughout those dumb 4th months we've been together.. sometimes, i just cant get the reason why i accepted you in the first place and WHY i trusted your empty promises and been a stupid girl which i should've known that you;re the one who tears me up right inside.
have a second thought please?
i lost my soul to a man so heartless);
what the hell luh? mid year's exam approaching in a number of days and ive been thinking bout this dumb stuffs which i shouldnt have, im just wasting my time, OKAY! i have to do some revision, fuck you, boy.
im bored, going to aunty;s house at tpy soon, getta see yayan and ina(; miss them super much;D
well till here, GUYS just simply heartless.
:D

Oh yeah, this post is referred to someone that LOVES to critisize people around him.
like hello? yeah, i know i wasnt perfect at all, yes i know i have a fuckface or whatsoever you;re calling me like almost everyday. but please, have you ever realise how fat you are now compared to before? you realise that? no? then again, you want to insult people, hello? u get on a diet first then start of critisizing people yeah, coz somehow u wasnt that perfect either, even when u stand infront of the mirror, i know the mirror's too small for you. ohmygod, i pity you,KS. so yeah, heres what i gotta say, when i was trying to be in good terms with you yet you just cant resist commenting on others, look, i dont wish to insult you but please dont let me start aye. what i know, i dont comment others and i dont wish to do so, atleast i do appreciate that i have 2 eyes, 1 nose, a pair of ears, 1 mouth. ((; what more you gotta say? hate me, then keep it to yourself, coz i aint gonna listen to those comments you people gotta say. what i know, i lead my life without those unwanted comments coz you wasnt insulting me only but GOD too, HE created me(; so go on people;D i wont be listening to those critisisms aye. ;D
Okay, that was one thing, yes i was damn annoyed with these people that just cant keep their mouth shut! whatever luh, okay, heres something today, im disappointed and i regretted. on every single thing that ended up this way, "" , it hurts me to see you this way, i know. you;re trying your very best to move on but people just wont let you be.. i understand deeply how you felt, and with those eyebags i saw on your eyes, it hurts me even more.. i know you can move on slowly, bit by bit, i have faith in you, you're the strong and sweet that never gave up whenever it comes to getting something you wanted. and yeah, im sorry for all the things that've been happening last year, i dont know what else to say or do, im tongue-tied.);
when i really thought i could move on, yet in the end, getting myself hurt alot more.
yes, i was being dumb, yes i was such an idiot, yes, i know, i wasnt perfect at all.
but i knew nobody could turn back time now. i just wanna see you smile, the way you smiled when im with you. yes, i wished to see that smile of yours, still, whatever happens, deep within, my heart still wants you. just hope theres gonna be someone that could turn your life around. i'll pray for you every night for your happiness, i just wanna see you smile, "s"
okay, thats all about it. yes, im really upset to see the one i loved to fall and put on a frown on the face. i dont wish to see any,
and yeah, i dont care much about whats happening in life, im trying hard to get up and fuck off from his life and fucking dont bother him and act as if i didnt met him in life, im trying my very best to do so eventhough those memories were like stains on my mind, i couldnt remove it but i'll cherish it in the deepest side of my side.
no matter what, whatever happens, i just want you to be with the one you actually WANTED, not being with me all along when you dont even love me.
whats the point? i dont see it in you.
and enough with those famous last words of yours, "i'll prove it to you".
Like wow, the sky will fall if you were to do so.
well, by all means, just remember, ONLY have a girlfriend if you really think you can manage time well for both studies and girlf, and yeah, be much more faithful in a way and not to ever LIE. well, guys. what you expect, just come and go.
they wont be with us forever for i know nothing lasts forever.
well then, im much happy, im away from this miseries, away from his drama, away from getting my heart being torn apart once more, yes im free.
but only smiling and crying for at the same moment.
smiles on my face, tears in my heart.
oh shit, i just missed everything!
till heree.

okayyy weee! i got my phone back.
and hell yeah! today rained); LOL. but i love it luh! weather has been so damn hot these days!(; Oh okayy! so yeah, reached school.
okay bored.
nothing much luh, teacher gave back my phone. i was like hurrraaaayy!
and one damn thing i hate!
he didnt off my fucking phone! and the battery is damn low! -.-!
okayy whatever,
then yeah, reached and blabla.
chat with Afiq! ahha! hes at his school just now.
LOL!
funny siaaa! ;D

okay , those pictures are taken yesterday , before my phones confiscated! hahaha!
Okay, like so tkde keje!
Kristal's cute kan? ahhaha!
okay till here!

Hellooooo bloggaye.
yes today sucks, everyday sucks.
totally sucks!!
First, attire check. yes, i was tired as i caught the later train and had to walk so fast like fuck. then, teacher was being so damn mean plus annoying, first, My tie! its already on my neck! what moreeee?!! then my skirt! i folded coz its damn loose, get it old damn woman?!
then, my socks! wah fuck!
i was damn annoyed already.
GRRR~ then ya, malay class, teacher didnt come.
kaykay blabla whatthefuck.
then what, kena confiscate from damn fucking old man, chua uh chua!
stupid dumb old man, kay uh whatever. i dont care luh.
then whatever shits.
then assembly after school.
dman annoying, kept repeating the same thing! excuse me? its been 3 years! i know what to do for mid year exams!
grrr! wasted for damn god 40 mins.
then whatwhat. go meet damn form teacher.
damn annoying! grr~ i was damn pissed off uh.
like everytime i asked for it, he'll say, So?
i was like! Fuck you luh teacher!
then was like damn, i depend on my phone to look at the time so i could get to school in time.
and yeah, fine lorh(;
tommorrow late, not my fault aye(;
damn fucked up, first thing, attire check, then handphone then now, BIG FUCK!
i was like,. please luh! i had enough man!
can you people just gimme some ressst!
so what? Big fuck! u go add as many girls as u want!
add add addd!
sweet shit talk! what? gonna try your best to get ur trust back?
damn you!
fuck luh ehy.
ehy please luh! enough of making use of me!
enough of everything!
why are you so heartless!
cant u even think about how i feel?!!
you damn fucking sucko!
whatthefcuk.
im so damn mad now uh.
cheebye uh!
till hree uh!

Oh hello!
Today, noticed that the mrt arrived muchmuch earlier than i used to board. 4mins in difference, yes i have to rush! Damn! yesterday was one thing, i thought i wasnt gonna be late, lastly, i walked so damn fast, i just cant feel that im walking. whatthehell, yesterdays Napha test was okayy(; Im much satisfied with my grades, firstly was sit and reach, ohmygod, i realised my legs grew longerrr! HAHAH! XD
Im pretty sure it does! HAHA!
okayyy! Then was Inclined Pull up, Like hell yeah(; used to do only around 2-3 during P.E, but i got around 20 yesterday! WEEE! and then, was, Sit uppp! Like ohmygod, my stomach, ached so badly! ); i did only around 30plus);
And yeah, after that was, Shuttle run!!! GRRRRR! alot of people in the hall,
i felt like, shyyyyyy to run! LOL! then everybody went to sit at the back, in order to cooperate and went home early, i decided to run then, i got 11mins, So damn Badly! ); haiyy, i guess next time i should remove my shoes then,
Okayy, lastly was Standing Broad jump! again, everybody didnt wanna step out, so i went second right after (okay, i dont remember who) lol. i got 175(;
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Then weeeeeeeeeeeeeee, went homie bby!
Todayyy!
i wasnt late, oh thankgod(; dont have to rush like super damnnn bigfuck, eyecandy didnt attend school today); how sadly! then yeah(; first was CME, i wanna thank Shahidah for helping me out with my problems, THANKGOD so much buddy!
at least i felt better after i told you so.
okay, then was P.E
had to run for 2.4km, ended up with 2.8km!!! whatthehell?!
we ran following the new track, its damn sickly luh, i pushed myself really hard! still theres no improvement on my timing! I got 18mins13secs, thankgod, my birthday's on december, im still 14(; i passed my 2.4 atleasssst! Damn, i preferred running 2.4km than just nowww! My legs were like aching so madddddly! I cant even walk like i used to, normally! oh, this sucksss!
OreoBoy asked me to massage my legs, HAHA! i'll do it right after this then, since im a goodgirl luh kaaaaaaaaaaan!(;
okay, im so damn tireddddd! i took my nappy for 1hour only! my stomach's in pain plus my wobbly legs! GRRR! i hate Napha Test luhhh!
Like huhu, i talked with Ashraf;s mum yesterday, hope things went well.
THANKYOU MUMMY for helping me out in this sickly problems im facing! okayy, heres what happened, i didnt know Ashraf's phones confiscated, so i sent him a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong harsh sms with all my feelings poured inside, his mum read it and asked me what happened and stuffs, his parents are on my side, just hope things'll went well.
And Ashraf's lil brother;Mikhail, Hope adeq'll get well soon! I'll pray for you cuteness!;D
Okayyyyyyyyyy! till here people!
I love you guys!
Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

Like hello humans!(;
Today, im like super extra duper free! LOL!
okayy, like ya, as usual lorh, Ashraf with his stories, oh boy, damn sick with those stories aye? whenever i had that strength to move, you'll say you need me.
so yaaaaaaaa, phm2 jerh luh okayy!
okayy then, reached school as usual and again!!!
ass teacher talked about my green rubberband, like GRRR~ yes, ignored her jerh luhh. then Kristal reached, sat behind me, we laughed like siao >.<
haha! kaykay then first period was, Chemistry! Damn Test! I didnt studied!); okay i dont care much bout chemistry! i prefer physics!;DDD
then yeah, finally getta understand after the H.I teacher taught me step by step(; How great! haha!:D
Thenthen, was PHYSICS!
okayy, by then my eyes got sortzsz readyyy[Sore eyes]! So yeah, i cant really paid much attention); Then was recess a period after that,
kay then, i was like wearing only one contact lens on my right eye, the left eye is the one going crazyyy! so yeah(; LOL!
Blablabla, i didnt see my eyecandy during recess); how sadly!
then yeah! was English, oh boredyy!
then was Social studies and so on, was POA, DAMN DUMB ANNOYING DUMBFUCK relief teacher took over! Ohmygod, i HATE her mannn!
so damndamndamn muchhh! GRRRR~!
then was maths, i slept through out after i took my worksheets,
so sleepy);
then Kristal as disturbed me! );
ahaha! okayy then end of school

then yeahhhh, went Home straight(; what a good girl!
then yeah, now damndamn boredddy!

okay oreoboy, if your;re reading this, i feel like wanting some oreos too!);
haha!
Okay till here readers(;
Much Loves;D

Like woohoo!
Today, eyecandy wasnt in school);
sadsad);
Like okay, MONDAY man!
Helly spotchecks! GRRR!
yesyes, teacher was damn annoyed with my greeny rubberband!
hahah! like hello teacher, i want you to know i LOVE GREEN!
Like LOL.
so yeah, first was Malay!
God, i havent hand in my presentation!
somemore i didnt do, dumb danial escaped class!!! >.Then yeah, was POA!
like yeah, Ive paid muchmuch attention, im so glad i did!
i finally understood what teacher's been teaching all the while((;
then was S.S
okayy luh, but damn boringggg!);
Then again MALAY.
nothing luhhh.
Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, im so damn bored but yeah!
im damn excited with my tagged account!!!
LOL! so yeah(;
chatted with this guy,;ZaiZai;OreoBoy.
hahaha! damn cute luhh! kept talking about oreos.
HAHAHAH!
Then yeah(;
had fun time(;
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, since that Ashraf dont want to text me,
okayy lorh!;D
Fine with it(;
So yeahhhhh(;
I missed, missed, missed my historyyyyy! );
Badly!
Boohoo!
Kayy luh, ive been hours on the computer readyyy!
Boo, till here!

coz im damn lazy to update.
HAHA!
it would be 5th months weve been together if we didnt part.

Oh yesyes, Hello Bloggy! ((:
Finally my sore eyes ended! No more dragon eye!);
ahahha! Okayy, so Today was like, abit annoying plus boring!
Theres Social Studies test todayy. GRR.
So yeah, i reached school.
Ashraf texted me, yes i was purposely being so sarcastic towards him last night and this morning.
i was just letting go of all those anger i had on him! There you go!
Then he said i was ill-treating him, i was like, WHAT?
Its you or me? Damn you!
Then yeah, we fought in sms during morning assembly..
haiyy. damndamn annoyed!
First period was like, P.E.
hell yeah, i saw my eyecandy!! he really made my dayy! :DD
Then yeah, Mr.Chu never come..
so had some games.
i just stood around and watched others playy, like usual, ive got no mood to play any games.
then went back to class.
its like really fast!
Then was recess alreadyy.
I didnt eat that much, i dont know luh, no appetite these few days.
haiyyy.
then whatever stuffs.
then was social studies!
Grrr! Im so so so damn dumb dumb!
hahaha! Like exactly!
I answered the question on the wrong place! Ohmygod!
Im gonna fail for sure luhh! Boohoo);
after school, went to Toapayoh mac, to study for awhile with Shahidah.
ended up laughing all the while till Haadli reached.
Lol.
then yeah, i dont wanna stay any longer, so i headed on home...
Im swear, i so restless todayy!
I feel like doing something!
BUT i dont know what was ittt!
DAMN IT!
GRRRRRRRRRR!
till here people.(;

I really thought it'll lasts, but it turns the other way round as time comes.
I really miss the old you, );

Like hello BLOGGY!(:
Okayokay.
Morning was as usual.
My sore eye on my left eye remained red as can be. So fiery plus so scary!
HAHA!
I hate it luhh, cant even sleep! GRR! coz of that, i yawned almost alot of times!>.<>.<
then suddenly full of tear on my left eye and people thought i was crying!
Damn it, i hate it that way! GRR!
Okayokay, reached school(:
then first period was Malay! ):
boringgggg!
Then yeah, i swear i did paid attention too much todayy!
I didnt sms-ed that much in class. LOL!
weeeeeeeeeeeee! But still i dont get POA!
GRRR! Mr.Lim, Teach me one more timeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Then, yeah.
recess, i swear no appetite when usually i ate ALOT!
haiyy, people just pull me down luh.
Then, my sore eyes turned much worse!
went to class, was english by thenn,
My left eye bulged.
I really wanna go home since its damn irritating i cant even concentrate!
So after english, went to Office(;
Mum and Dad cant fetch me));
Boohoo! hahah! I stayed at the office, i felt like doing all kinds of things- Sleep,EAT,walk around,TALK and the likes!
Then, i stayed for while at the office and people around me are just wayyyyyyyy too caring!
so sweeet of them, first was Mr.Chia, he bought me tissue, then was Mrs.Ang being so concern, then was KianSiang,KokPeng then Ahmad came to visit me at the office..
Haiyy, people are just super damn sweeeet today!
Okayy then around 12plus?
Mum reached, then we went to Causeway to get my Nasi ayam!
Then went to an Optical shop, the people there told me that i had infection on my left eye and have to consult a doctor..
GRRR!
very well then.
went home right after thatt.
then yeah((:
i had a good rest till around 7?
Then yeah, Ahmad was being wayy too concern, i apreciate it alot luh(:
Then yeah, now chatting with AFIQ.

okayy till here((:

Labels: Sore eyes damn u

Ciara-And I lyrics.

[verse 1]
I dont need me a basketball player
All I need is somebody thats down for me
And he dont have to have money
His love is just like honey
Its so sweet to me
He could have everything in this world
But he'll sacrafice it all for me
And I made up my mind
Im in love this time
And it feels so real

[Chorus]
And I
Know that he wont break my heart
And I
Know that we wont ever part
Its time, time for us to settle down
And I
Wanna be with him forever

[verse 2]
They cant say that I am crazy
For makin him mah baby
But thats how its gon be
See I done been through many changes
But this one I aint changing
It's gon' stay the same
I can have everything in this world
But I'll sacrafice it all for him
And I made up my mind
Im in love this time
And it feels so real

[Chorus]

[bridge]
I love you
And all of the things that you do
Oh baby please
I need you (I need you)
So believe me (I do)
I do (oOoOOo)
Cause I love you (I love you)
And every lil thing baby (you do)
No no OoO whooOooa OooOo
They don't go know how I feel
Cause I know this is real

Aint this song sweet? haiyy. thanks to sister for introducing this song to me.
:D and i yes, i hate last night when i had such sleepless nights after a loooong revision i had on my maths.. i reallyreally thought he'd be there for me when i needed him that very night when i cant even shut my eyes! Hell yeah, what do you think?
He'd rather continue doing his things and dont bother bout me.
oh boy, You're living in a world of your own. i swear.

Okayy another song, by Ne Yo-Together, ITS FUCKING SWEET! Just look at the video



Okayyyyyy! till here then((:
Ive done my revisions! Gotta buck up! :DD
I love you readers! :D

Labels: you dont need me., You're living on your own world

Oh yesyes, Yesterdayyy.
Fridayy!
Like yeah, i was really DUMBDUMB. haha!
went to school with Brother. then yeah, he told me his ezlink is left with $1.90.
since its a new card, i thought when its below $3, we cant take the MRT.
from what i heard luhh, actually we were late alreadyy.
so we bought the standard ticket and waited for the next train-.-
then went reached home after school, brother scolded me and said we shouldnt have bought the standard ticket as the ezlink card can be used to board the train!!!!
GRR! okayy, stupid.
So lets continue, we took the later train, that shows that im gonna be late so i made is LATER.
reached Novena around 7.05am?
Yes, i knew if i walked dilly daly i'll reach school around 7.16am? around there?
Besides, im reallyreally lazy to run like one fuckk. so might as well come to school at 8((:
so wasted my time in Novena;Toilet.
Wasted time with my hair and stuffs like that.
Thankgod, Firdaus accomapnied me, i meant; sms-ing me.
at least i dont feel lonely.
damn disappointed with Ashraf luhh.
Counselling oh whatt?! Whatever aye, you'll NEVER change. Then soon, some aunties came in the toilet, i swear its damndamn disgusting luhh!
GRRRR! okay forget about it.
as i was busy doing my hair, over and over again.
i didnt realise i left my wallet somewhere at the cubical there.
one aunty found it and asked whether its mine, Oh thankyou!
then, around 7.56am? i was damn glad that its finally gonna be 8o'clock.
then walked slowly..
then reached the gate, Elvis was like annoying!
scold me like one fuck!
then confiscated my ezlink! >.<
Then went to the office, saw Danial.S kena scold by Mr.Chia. haiyaaa.
then yeah, Someone really made my day luhh!
Like seriously((:
okay so i have to go for detention after school.
then went to class, was P.E already.
Had to run for 2.4km, damndamn exhausting!
GRR! i swear i got gastrics all over.
i cant take it anymore siaa. regretted so much. for some reasons..
Then walked all the wayy.
Then yeah, my timing was 18mins!
Dam it, so baddddddd!
hahaa, nevermind, i dont care also.
After school, went for detention and was released so damn early!
hahaha! since we promised Mr.Chia about it(((;
then went to meet Ahmad with Hariz.
then went to Novena Park for some reasons((:
Thenthen, went to office to get back my ezlink then went to meet sister..
since theres something on.
To woodlands Civic Centre, saw my sister and her friends then waited for Irfan.
Like aiyooo, its damn hott!
Then after all done, i swear i had that BITCH!
who tried to still Irfan away from sister.
damn bitch, Next time before falling for someone, MAKE SURE, He's not with anyone else or you'll break that girl's heart or even yours.((:
then yeah, walked back home after thatt.
went to Grandma's house((;
was so damn annoyed by some things, LIAR,
thats all i wanna sayy!
fuck uh.
Kayy luh, today very boring
i want sleep.
Till here(:

Yesterday was like so APRIL FOOL! LOL!
Ive got really nothing to do, i told people im getting married yesterday night..
yes, i did invited alot of people. haha! ((:
Like such a plan luhh. hahah! :DD
Then yeah, at night, Shahidah tried to trick me and said she brokeup with Haadli.
from the moment i received her message i was like smiling awayy. haha! Then i replied asking whether its another april fool's joke.. hah! then she said, no then she wanted to call me upp. i was like, okayy! FASTER! hahaha!
Then when i picked up the phone, she was about to say something, i laughed like mad and she joined! hahah! SEEEEEEEEEEEE! You cant trick me when i tricked alot of people that afternoon! hahahahhahah! :DDDDDDDDDDDD
fun luh seyhh! You know what, I became a runaway bride last night.. the Tok Kadi played catching with me when i was at my room doing my DNT homeworkk. LOL!
LAME, i knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! hahaha!:D okay that was soooooooooooooo yesterdayy!


Ohh baby, I missed you.
maybe we're not together but yes i missed you so muchhh!
eventhough we just talked on the phone last night, I just needed you so much luhh, ohmygod, im feeling so weird luhh. This morning, i woke up as usual. was about to be late actually. haha! So brother and me rushed. LOL.
okayy! Then reached Admiralty, im REALLYREALLY pissed off by those Northlight Minahs, like so not needed like girls..
you're not happy just because guys from your school smiled at me, Like OHMYGOD, They just smiled, nothing more besides they wasnt even yours, excuse me? Even if i acted like one bitch, Do you know me?
Thats one question aite for you dumbos, Next time, dont have to say "ehy, aku mcm ssound uh siaa!" ehy ehy! Look here, Nk sound, sound jerh uh, whats with the "mcm"? LOL! you guys are so damn bullshit talkers luhh. Next time, disturb me only if you guys passed your PSLE, i would be glad to entertain you guys((:
so yeahh(: haha! Reached school as usual. huhu, First period was like, M.T! Ohmygod, i didnt studied! GRRRR! hahaha, Malay karangan, fail one luhh. confirmed!
after that was, DNT. teacher cant attend class, so a relief teacher took over. again, im really annoyed with the relief teacher, like soo KIASU. aiyaaaa.
Then we went to the toilet, wnt back to class, the "i HATE MOST teacher" took over! I was like, CCB! GRRRR! Then i played with my phone, she say keep. i listened to music, she say keep then stare at me like dumbfuck! Hate you siaa, You're just a relief teacher, oh COME ON LUHH!
Then, went for early recess(: Then yeah, sat at the mac donald and talked(: Boreddddddd.
then was English, another big fuck! Then yeah, Kristal and Siti was like arguing.
haha! Funny siaaa. thenthen was maths, Like i swear i slept for the whole two boring periods since i was so sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy! -.-
then was PC. like yeah, form teacher was like so cute. haha! Then after that, stayed back for maths erp, just me, shahidah and My jackjack teacher((: haha!
haiyaaaa. its really funny luhh haha!
then went to study with Saufi, Sebastian and others.
Went to Toapayoh, we studied at the macdonalds, like i GOT no mood to studyy! haha! then others were like playing around.. LOL.
Then after that around 6, went back home.
something upsetting happened luh. i dont wanna mention it luhh. haiyaa.
then reached home, I pitied my sister.
Brokeup with her boyf. like so bad news luh. ayo..
Then, i sent a long random question to Ashraf.
then he called, he started to shout at me since hes having some problems in school and its really bad.. haiyaa, i felt so bad siaa, i wasnt there whenever he needed me and i was like being so Not understanding towards him.. haiyy.
Then yeah, we settled down slowly, we're okay once more((:
just want him to concentrate really well for his N levels and yeah, No seperations luhh kayy,
Urghhh! tommorrow POA test! Its dead! I tell you! Its dead!
I didnt know a single damn THING! GRRRRRR!
goodluck to me luhh tmr! ):
hahaha!
Takecare, till here homies! :DD