by Nur Faiqah Shahri
I hate you but i still do love youuuu.
111108 ended here babyy.im sorry super much.
But i HAVE to let go..
I had enough of EVERYTHING.
what else can i do now?
i dont wanna continue this ayee?
i'll stay single till whenever i feel like i want to.
Thanks for the memories bby.
we'll remain ttm(;
Okayyy ding geding ding! UPDATES!!!!!!!
FRIDAY NIGHT.
i went to my cousin's house at Sembawang. Since kakak amalina will be engaged the next day, we helped out with the "cooking".
Lol, we just helped out by going to the NTUC to find the vegetables and stuffs.
yeahyeah, that night was when we ended the 111108.
what to do?
so whatever, then went home around 2200hours?
SATURDAYYY NIGHTT
Soffy followed us home((:
then yeah, dad and mum all asleep, Soffy and sister played the computer and its already midnight? so yeah, i went to my room, sms-ing with Ashraf, haiyy, damn annoyed by his friend uh, Amira. aiyaaa, Ashraf was kinda not feeling well so he fell asleep. then this dumb bitch liked Ashraf, then she used Ashraf phone to text me, i was like, damn pissed off. keep emphasising on our break up, i really got fuckedup! called her bitch and stuffs. then yeah, she kept on being such a slut, like oh man! shes gonna sleep with Ashraf luhh then wanna make herself pregnant luhh just to get Ashraf;s love, i was like... oh my goodness, you need a counsellor? i was like advising her no matter how many hurtful words she said that could actually make me cry but i just kept on ignore all those things and to safe Ashraf, then soon, its already 2.09am, she said shes gonna do it. i was like, by all means. i wont disturb the two of you luhh, then i went off dozing awayy,
then its alreay 3.15am? i woke up once more, received a loooooooooooooooooong message and this time, from Ashraf. he complained everything to me and stuffs and i didnt even bother to reply so just went back to sleep. haha! :D
then the next morning, i go ask lorh what happened.
Sundayyy luhh seyhh.
Okayy, woke up and ate chicken rice..
then soon, went to Sembawang once more as my parents will be cooking for everyone of us at my aunty;s house. so yeahh.
we got ready, then i sms-ed Ashraf and asked him what happened luhh, then he didnt reply, maybe hes still asleep, so yeah. whatever. then went to causeway then took 962 to sembawang..
baby brother fell asleep while we;re on our wayy.
haiyy, then soon we walked from the bus stop and its helly hottt!
then the moment i reached my aunt;s house, i lay down and restt. HEAVEN!
then, Ashraf texted me and complained everything..
i was like.. oh okayy. She likes you, go ahead luhh!
haha! then he replied, saying he dont wanna be in contact with her anymore, i was like, oh hha okayy.
then soon, he said he regretted and stuffs for treating me the way he did when i was still with him. nevermind ,i still do love him anywayy.
he said its very hard to find a girl like me and sorts of stuffs,
i was like, oh really? but theres alot more others chasing after you..
haha, then he said, No, im not like any other guys.. nevermind , i was thinking of patching up, i will wait for you no matter how long it takes...
hahahahha! FUNNY AYE? then i sayy, LOL, theres alot of guys said that to me too.(:
then he replied the same thing luhh.
sweet-talkers ayee?
so yeahhh, then soon, after my parents finished with their cookinggg! woohoo! POWERRRR!
LOL, oh waitttt!
Ive forgotten, i remembered yesterday while waaiting for my DAD to reach Sembawang, Soffy, sister and me went to buy bubbletea at Sunplaza despite the rainnnnnn.
so we reached, and i swearrrrrrrrr! then nyonya super the PEKAK!
tk blehh angkatt wohhh!
we said, one oreo crush and one oreo chocolate then she kept on talking with her friend then made two oreo crush, we were like pissed off alreadyy,
then she go make another one,
so we walked in Sunplaza first, thinking to let the rain stopp then we head home.
but then yeah, we planned to play under the rainnnn! :DD
so we turned back and bought another bubbletea for Sufyan.
and yeah, WHATTHEHELL, my sister's bubbletea NO PEARL!
hahah! Soffy complained then the aunty go put pearl for my sister.
siyaaaal luh, so funny siaa!
Huhu, then we headed home, we walked like damn slowly when its raining cats and dogs!
Rabaaaaaaak oh razaaaaaaaaaaak! haha! like my hotstuff's saying! :DD
then we walked long ways to reached my aunt;s house.
hahah! ;DDD
we reached under the void deck and got all wettttttttttt! but fun siaaa!
after that, we all were like sooooooooooooooo damn extreme coldddd!
like yaaaaaaa!
then we headed home and parents cooked Black Pepper Crab for all of us((((:
yumyum! ;DD
i ate a little only since ive got no mood))):
then yeah, then again, we went to buy bubbletea, this time with my other cuzzys(((:
then we bought ALOTTT!
then soon, we slacked at the void deck with Adi messing around like one PORNSTAR!
hahahahhah! serious mannnnn!
then Hotstuff with his MAINTAIN UH!
hahahaa! i had funnn!
then soon, time flies, headed home((:
Hell yeah, Mondayy, I didnt do my Malay homework!!! FUCK!
computer somemore know how to sleep onlyy! cant even turn onnn!
FUCKKK MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! seriously no moood siaa yesterday nightt.
then cant sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep till fucking 2am!
so yeahhhhhhhhhh!
DAMN MONDAYYY! TODAYYY.
woke up as usuall.
then today THANKGO, damn teachers were called for meeting in early morningggg!
ALHAMDULILAH!
then yeahhh, MY MRS HATE TEACHER IS BACK FROM HER DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNN COURSE! AND I FUCKING HATE IT!
UNDERTANDDD? hahha!
huhu, no mood siaa now, people kept texting me!
FUCKING ANNOYING EHY PEOPLE!
so yeah, schools end, i slept for almost every lessons!
oh great, but i did paid attention for my sciences! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
OKAYYY! till hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE@
