oh hello.
oh well, early in the morning, never stopped getting disappointed by him. ):
how sad eh?
i did wake him up but yeah, im not sure whether hes awake.
then soon, when im in the mrt, he said he took the bus and saw Shahirah, I dont know for what reason must he add that girl's name.
then yeah, its very upsetting.
just a few more days to our 3rd month and we fought for a whole 1 bloody week!
grrr!
met Fiona at Novena.
went to school.
then yeah, my mouth's abit swollen, coz i pierced back.:D
then yeahhhhhhh!
sooon, i put my handphone to silent w/o vibrations.
so i didnt know he smsed.
then yeah, even more disappointing!
"Just noew shahirah told me she love&admired me. but im NOT TOO SUCH whether to accept her she kept looking at me, i dont know how to react."
what the hell i tell you!
u have a girlfriend already and yet, u can say NOT TOO SUCH WHETHER TO ACCEPT HER?
fuck you!
then i replied uh!
then after recess. i went to class and broke into tears so suddenly.
i kept looking at the sms-es he sent me last time, they were so sweet.
the promises he made .
oh mygod, i cant help it anymore.
i kept crying till end of school and my eyes are out of tears.
theres nothing more i could do, im so weak when it comes to these things, how can i possibly cope with it? =(
then after school, went to meet shahidah.
i told her everything/
and yes, being with my friends really made me forget everything, i suddenly smiled so broadd.
with That Haadli of shahidah's!
really fucking annoying luh.
then yeah, went home around 6pm.
hell yeah im already sick now.
i dont wanna blame anyone.
just that i wanna thank him for those tears.
seriously, how thank you.



then yeah, till here.