That picture shows how ive been lately,
i just dont know myself. great huh?
Wednesday, Today.
umm yeah, Today i woke up around 4.20am i guess?
and yeah, got up, got all ready for school. and its already 4.50am like that.
went to the kitchen, helped sister with the breakfast(:
and weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
then my alarm clock rang, so yeah, get my handphone and wake him up.
i kept calling and calling, no answers.
so yeah, i didnt giveup though. LOL,
then soon, after i ate my breakfast and all. called him non-stop.
Then!
His dad picked up the phone, my heart was like pumping damn fast!
hahahaa!
then i did say hello.
thankGod, i wasnt scolded or something.wahaha.
then, went to school.
took the train around 6.34am?
then yeah, didnt sms much though coz hes not in the mood since he lost his drawings for art, so yeah, i dont wanna disturb him any further, then reached novena around 7 like that.
walked to school with Fiona(:
then yeah.
Reached school around 7.10am ?
then received a msg from him, he wont be going to sch today.
alright then, i called him up.
i was shocked at a moment.
then, yeah. i understand his situation, so be it.
then went to sit at the parade square. damn kecohh.
shahidah sit infront of me then Hilmi kept changing place to disturb me,
Woahhh!
hahaaaa! then teacher walked by the line.
then nagged at me bout my hair.
i did pinned up, but somehow, my hands rather itchy to pull down my fringe once more.
teacher admit that shes tired checking me on my hair.
hahaha, i was like, Yeah, u deserve it.
LOL.
kay then, first period was P.E then.
so yeah, went to the field and had Javeline?
so yeah, i did tried some.
all FAILED. hahahaa!
was scared to throw those things luh, damn pointed.
hha!
then, after that was English.
Kinda bored, did an essay in 45mins, i did damn longg. i guess i exceed more than 250words.
Lol, was lazy to do the wordcount. whatever lorhh.
then talked to shahidah bout how i felt and stuffs, yeah, She had the same feeling as me.
oh wow, yes shahidah, we do miss our "pasts" with ________. somebody.
we did wrote down our feelings on a paper.
we shared it and soon, She did cried.
i wanna cry out too, but i guess, im shouldnt be the one crying coz its all my fault in the first place.
well, i guess. Only Shahidah knows what im facing right now and who i really missed.
then after two periods of english is done.
Maths.
It sucks damn much luh, so didnt even concentrate.
then was Recess, my stomach kept on grumbling asking for Food Food Food!
hahahaaa!
so yeah, first when i saw the queue, i wanted to eat some breads only but then, we jumped queues:D easier mahh!
ate spaghetti with mash potatoes:D
its really Fun having recess with Irwan,Hariz and Ahmad.
haaa! all kind of nonsense came up.
i did laughed like an idiot, no denies.
hahaha!
kayee then, was POA, then Malay.
I didnt do my malay hw, there again, kena scold.
but then i did finish it up by end of school during socialstudies.
hhaa!
:DDDD
then after school, didnt meet him.
i dont wanna say it out luh.
what i know, when i reached home.
headed for my room. cried all the way.
i just dont know luh.
what i can say is that,
i know, im JUST a girlfriend, nothing much at all, so theres no point being jealous on you.
out of words.

and weeeeee, thanks for the tears.

till here people;D
Down my memory lane, i looked back to my pasts.
im still having this in my blog.
yes, i do ____ ____ in anywayy.
25th april08

Hello Holla! :D
Today is a Monday, its Lunar new year oii.
then yeah, i slept around two last night.
ive finally sorted things out with him(:
weeeeeeeeeeeee, and yeah.
but still, theres small arguments in between uh.
no denies.
then, yeah, woke up around 11 by my mum, asking me to have my bathe, eat and off to Pasir ris park!
i was like, great!
then i got up and got ready.
after all that, mum fed me and sister, haha!
funny, i know. heheh!
after we ate.
Father came back from fishing.
and lil bby brother have just wokeup soon after that.
so yeah, after everyone were ready.
off we go and buy tidbits at Woodlands Northplaza. then, went to fetch Grandparents:D
then second stop was Uncle's.
then fetch my great-grandmother(:
shes cute! then while waiting, beside me, theres a car. inside theres two puppies.
damn cuteee!
seriously. haha!
then after all that, went to Pasir ris Park:D
then reached there around 2plus like that.
ate nasi lemak, grandma's cooking! :D
then soon all that, came Soffy and DinieHaziq;MatYep.
haha! :D
then went to sit around somewhere. talked some stuffs.
we took pictures!
then soon, Soffy and MatYep went home.
then, we went to eat at Bedok :D
i had mee hoon goreng:D
then soon, sent grandparents, Great-grandma and uncle and aunty.
so yeah, now im damn exhausted!














and yeah, i wanna pierce these!

been thinking bout it, haha!


till here people! ;D

Unwell.
Oh great.
Friday.
it just sucks for me luh.
woke up around 4.50pm like that, damn sleepy, so just went back to sleep.
10mins later alarm rang. have to give bby a wakeup call.
and i did.
finally he woke up around 5.20?
then i took my bathe and got ready fer school.
my prepaids gonna be low already.
stil, i have that initiative to sms him to tell him my whereabouts.
then ya, been waiting for him sms for so looooong.
till i took the train.
i was abit fedup. so i just told him to sms me after school.
then he said, its ur choice then, ive got nothing to say, like that luh.
then i went to school alone. coz i know fiona had some meetups with her friends, so im okay with it(:
on the way, i saw shahidah,ashura&nabilah, on the way up.
so went to them.
then sat down,
then blablabla.
im okay already with hariz.
its so sweet of him luh. seriously, he apologized already on monday.
i was so glad about it(:
we remained close friends(;
then, during school.
first four periods.
first was CME.
Bored!
i swearrr!
then darius kept throwing those eraser on us!
GRRRR!
then teacher was ignored.
LOL.
then was P.E. a bored one!
seriously, just ran 3 rounds, and thats it.
then after that was english.
got my essay back. 18/30. atleast soemthing, danial was the highest, shocking indeed. but his language is good.(:
then POA.
danial had stand luh. then he turned his ass to my face, and PREEEEETTTTT!
u know what was it aye?
he farted!
damn asshole luh he!
thankgod theres no smell(:
then recess.
gt some fights luhh.
aiyoooo, damn scary siaaa, somemore infront of my eyes!
damn it, no teachers atall.
then after recess was making of lantern.
was not cooperative.
so, i went to the back and helped Siti with the class deco.
we doodle some stuffs on the black paper.
ohmy, its so vintage!
hahaha!
then kept laughing with the girls luh.
talking bout "hairs"/
seriously, its dirty.
ahah!
then went home lorrrr.
then waited for shahidah, since she had some meetings with the garnet members for cheer.
waited and waited, only Aaron turned up, the new student from 3n3.
me and shahidah made up some plans uh.
hope its a success then.
see about it on wed.
then went to take the bus.
while shahidah go meet Haadli.
took 21 to novena.
he wanted to meet at 1.50.
so i gave it a rush.
took the train to woodlands, then go to the 963 bus stand.
yeah, i did saw him in the queue.
tickled him, but no respond.
so went to the back.
i saw his lil sister.
then soon, took the bus.
he sat at the back.
thought i would be sitting right next to him but no.
instead, he putt his bag beside him.
fine, im oky with it uh, but a bit pissed off by it.
then played with my handphone.
then soon. reached the bustop.
he walked to the front.
i was at the back, still looking at my hp for the sake of looking at it.
then he waited for me luh.
then soon, we sat soemwhere.
he sat far away. i knew his not in the mood.
so i didnt want to sit beside him luh.
then soon, he finally talked.
but i didnt wanna look at his eyes.
talked about shahirah, shahirah,shahirah
damn it! i had enough!
then i didnt paid attention to his talks.
so just whatever lorh.
then, he finally changed his place and sit right next to me.
i just heck care.
then soon, we went to sit somewhere,
then soon around 4plus like that.
we went home.
just byes wihout hugs or any kisses.
Great huh?
so just whatever luh.
went home.
i was damn upset uh.
i cried alot too.
drastic changesin one-self. just simply too hurting for me.
what else can i do?
Nothing indeed.
so yeah, reached home.
so long i didnt check my fs.
so i did.
and how shocking was it?
he didnt feature me no more, he deleted all my comments and our picture together were private and put as "nil".
tell me was it fair for me?
TELL ME!
then i just send him a sarcastic comment saying how nice his profile was.
whatever luh. so sick mann!

Saturday! :D
today! :D
spent alot of time with my family.
i love it(:
we had our own barbeque at home(:
delicious-seyh!
hahah:D
still, my mind is occupied most by him.
whatthehell.
kay whatever.
till here!
happy lunar new year to Everyone!

hellooo people.
today just sucks xtra much!
im damn fed up with my teacher luh!
fucking irritating!
its like, almost most of the girls in class had such long fringes and yet, she targeted me!
i was like, whathefuck man!
seriously! hate her alot!
and coz of her, i'll try to go to school late on Monday!
i wanna escape the grooming check.
and i dont wanna see that teacher in the early morning!
fucking irritated.
kay uh, morning.
i woke up around 4.50am after the alarm clock rang,
then went to call bby using house phone.
so.. yeah. called him till 5.20am.
got all prepared for school.
then went out and meet Fiona at Novena mrt(:
then reached school. went to meet shahidah.
then we talked stuffs abt yesterdays fight.
then, still not settled.
then, blablabla.
after sch, acoompanied nabilah with shahidah and ashura to do her hw.
then soon, went to the toilet.
then go toapayoh.
reached there,
took the mrt and shahidah with ashura went to meet warrah to go lepak.
then reached woodlands mrt.
waited quite long for 963.
so.. yaaaaaa.
then soon boarded the bus then went to wait him at the opp block.
its like abt 1hour i waited for him.
soon, he approached me from far.
i was like asking, WHERE WERE YOU?
then he said he didnt know i was waiting for him at the opp block so he waited for me at bustop. aiyoyo.
then accompanied him do his artwork for N level.
then yaaa. funny!
plus cute!
missed him so much luh!
then went home.
i took 960. i was abit pissed off. i was sitting at some seats.
then i kept on having that sense of smell;smelly! came from my area.
i was likeee. i dont think its me, for sure.
then i turned back, god forgive me! a bangla behind me with his arms up!
damn smelly siaaaaaaa!
smelliest ever luh, like he didnt bath for years!
i swear it sucks.
when i getta know that, i shift away, but still the smell is radiating.
oh goshhh!
i cant take the smell, i swear!

then reached home.
Now eating(:

Till here!
w/double loves!

ayee ayee people!

Todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
woke up around 5.30pm?-.= that was quite late for me. didnt have my breakfast for today since i didnt have the time to make one.
nevermind then, didnt sms him that much luh.
waited quite long for his msg.
so just told him to sms me when he reach sch,
then soon, he told me that ive changed.
i told him and said that i should be the one saying that to him.
so he apologized.
quite okayy ready luh(:
im much relieved.
then met Fiona at Novena , we took the same train. haha!
then went to sch(:
STAY STRONG FIONA!
then reached school. went to the toilet for while.
then went out. searching for my class. saw shahidah standing somewhere.
we talked and like GILERRR!
i swearr! i was really happy for her luh.
and our friendship's getting much better.
then all the wayy.
after school.
went to LEPAK! :D lol.
then went to meet Warrah and her mum at fork&spoon.
went to eat.
then talked talked.
then soon, after eating and all.
meet rezuan& the others at nearby toapayohh central.
then shahidah,ashura and me, Non-stop laughters sia.
then we did our homework and all.
then went to some staircase i dont know where luh.
then rezuan with his guitar, sang.
all his songs that were created; SUPER NICE!
i swearrrr!
then yaaaaaa, for some reasons, i did knew something.
LOL!
just coz of my laughter, things turns to likes.
got nothing to say luh.
then around 5plus like that.
some arguments happened.
i was really shocked luh, i kept on talking nicely to shahidah to cool her down.
seriously, ive got no comments.
then soon went home around7pm.
called Fiona(:
Fiona, Relax aite? i knew how u feel. Stay strong(:
then Bby.
finally, i getta know whats really wrong bout him, the school that made him that way till hes so stressed up. dumb teachers! im so glad that my negative thoughts afterall didnt come true. ThankGod!
then i was reading some comments at shahidah went i saw...
* Harris
* Posted 01/15/2009 3:33 pm
* PS:im not SomBOng>....
i jus dun wan to talk or even luk...
at yr friend...u knw whu...n i dun reali lyk to bother her..
so hit me bck...

i swear i was damn damn dissappointed.
i mean like, Who started it first?
i dont mind him ignoring me, i didnt even care at all.
i just hate the stuffs you talked bout me behind my back,
it wasnt funny at all.
its really dissappointing.
i was thinking, maybe im the cause of it.
coz bby is strongly protective when it comes to me, so when my friend;his cousin talked bad things bout me, he'll be frustated.
and yeah, i didnt know things like this could happen.
and it turned out so badly, till bby fought with hariz.
really speechless.
if im the one to be blame, its okayee.
i can take it.
i just dont want us to become enemies, same goes to bby and hariz.
oh goshhh!
prepaid's low, sucks so much!
till here then.

OH wednesdaywednesday.
i should it sucks the same way like yesterday.
ytd night, i was waiting and waiting in patience for his sms.
i wanted to get some rest coz i wasnt in the mood all the while. kept on keeping everything to myself.
man, i just dont know luh, in some ways, u just changed,bby. urghhhh.
then lastly he did sms-ed me.
but only around 2-3 sms-es then went to sleep.
i didnt know what actually happened to him luh.
then the next day, was Today.
well, i made my alarm around 4am like that, coz i was thinking of making some breakfast today morning. but my head was just too heavy and somemore im so sleepy.
then next alarm rang, it was 4.50am, had to wake him up.
called his phone till 5am when he picked it up.
i was waiting for his reply.
but, nothing.
so, i just get up and went to have my shower then.
soon, i got all prepared for school.
todays grandma's birthday and Seri's birthday too.
I wanna wish SERI a happy birthday! may she be happy as always(:! andand to my grandma too! HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY!

okayee, then after all that, he finally sms-ed me.
i was abit dissappointed but i just replied his msg then, i went out late today.
around 6.20am like that.
i knew i couldnt make it to meet Fiona early this morning.
Im sorry fiona.

then soon, we didnt sms much, then i finally confessed to him bout how i really felt about him ytd. i told him, He've changed.
hes reply was. im out of words luh.
then reached school.
sms-ed him, no reply. fine.
then went to class.
first period was P.E.
then yeah, had to do sprinting.
hate it luh!
then end of P.E.
shahidah went weak.
i helped her out and stuffs, i was really worried.
then when we reached the classroom, teacher was not in.
suddenly, shahidah ran out of the class, desmond shouted my name and ask me to follow her.
i did.
then we went to the toilet.
i kept making some jokes non-stop .
then soon, we went back to class once more.
then soon, she went out and finally vomited all out.
i was panicking.
then i rushed to bring some tissues.
then soon, went toilet.
then back class.
again no teachers.
hahah! best (:

then recess, i kept checking my hp if theres sms-es or something,
sadly, no.
what to sayy. just off it luh, easier mah.
then after sch was Great!
had fun so much luh.
with rezuan making jokes and everytime wanna see me laugh, he says i laugh very funny one.
LOL.
then, haadli is super irritating!
i swearrr!
that SETAN BENJOL!
hahaha!

kaykay, then went to peninsula, then to fortcanning.
haha!
then went home around 5.
coz saufi's coming in awhile.
so, just went off lor.
then reached home at 7.
:D
till here.

Gotta post bout ytd and tday(:
monday
woke up quite early to make my breakfast(: sandwiches!:D
with Fish fillet,cheese and egg! :D
LOL. so simple.
huahuahua, kayee.. today bby's sch start around 9, so i dont have to wake him up.
kayee, reached sch.
wahlaooo!
my form teacher just sucks luh!
i have to stand and wait for them to dilly dally go to the front and back, i was irritated so i just settle down. soon, teacher gave me chance after some arguments.
damn it! have to clip this and that. asshole luh!
then first period was malay.
i didnt even wanna look at Hariz face! made me annoyed even more, man, whats got in to you siaa?
its a sudden change in him, i swear!
kept on insulting abt me behind my back to bby.
tell me it sucks, yes it was!
whatever shit luh, reallyreally damn dissappointed in him siaa.
ive got nothing else to say.
he sms-ed me and asked bout bby's number, i was fucked up and didnt even reply.
then soon, i sms-ed him and thanked him for those insults.
hes reply sucks so much; WHATEVER DICK!
tell me how am i supposed to be happy bout it.
what the hell luh!
then, handed in my compo.
then whatever stuffs, then blablabla.
after school, had to rush home,
just meet him fo awhile and done.
urghhh! i miss him so much already!

Today
the 13th, well i should say, 13th always sucks for me. i just dont know why. but it kept on happening. what a bad luck! no wonder.
woke up around 4 like that, still im sleepy!
when actually i went to bed around 9 the previous night.
urghhh! then got ready and stuffs, make my breakfast with sister.
was fed up actually,my prepaid's low, how great it was! cant even call or sms,
damn shit luh! i was bored already!
then soon, around 5 like that, my alarm rang, quickly rush to my home telephone and ring him up to wake him up.
it was like, from 5 till 5.40 like that, i was abit fedup actually, coz i dont want him to be late for sch AGAIN.
awwwwh! then ate my breakfast, brother gave me attitude. i swear i hate it man, at least appreciate that we made him a breakfast.
dumb asshole!
i wasnt in the mood and hes adding it up to the fire!
urghhhhhhhh! then, finally after several times ive called, he finally picked up the phone, i was much more relieved.
then, my sister gave me her $6 topup card since ive been persuading her non-stop for it.
then, went out from hme around 6.20?
then waited for the bus.
i just dont know uh, this morning or i should say TODAY just sucks!
alot i swear!
this morning, i dont know uh, the way we sms-ed wasnt as usual like we did.
i was reallyreally dissappointed uh.
at some point, i felt bad too, i just felt like the WORST girlfriend ever, and coz of that, hes late today.
tell me if i wasnt bad. oh great!
then met Fiona at novena.
we talked and we laughed abt her classmate luh. hahah!
then went to the toilet. wasted some time, still, i didnt received any msges from him.
oh haaaaa.
then till i reached class, till recess, then he replied me.
i was thinking too far away by then.
uhhh, just cant take it luh this thoughts!
then, i just bought icelemontea for recess.
then went to class and sit around.
then after sch, sat around with shahidah & nabilah.
with An making jokes around. funny!
then went home shortly after that.
i was in the mrt, then finally sms-ed him.
i just dont know luhh!
everythings wasnt as usual!
thats why i say, 13th just suck the fuckup man!
damn it sia, no mood ready.
what the fuck.

Holaaaaa people.
and today is saturday.
gotta blog bout yesterdayyy!
Friday
went to meet Fiona as usual at Novena,
we took the same train(:
then after that, we walked to sch.
seriously, i can feel how shes feeling right now. babe, Cheerup! i know u can do it!
okayokay, then reached sch around 7.04am like that?
okayee, no irritating monkeys at the parade square, how peacefully it was for me!
oh great!
then fiona went to her class. i went to the toilet. was quite lonely at a moment.
sms-ed him and stuffs, just to get myself occupied.
then tied my hair luh this luh that luh.
haha! then, its 7.10 like that ready,
the paradesquare were already filled up with ppl.
oh wow, then went to my class .
urghh! people kept dont want to sit at the front.
after a few agreements, went to sit somewhere in the middle uh.
then beside me was Joyce,Zhaskiah. Funny siaaa they all!
really laughed alot at the parade sq during the silent reading.
was bored then.
then teacher went around to mark attendance, teacher looked at me and sighed. ahhaa!
i was laughing away already.
LOL.
then went back to class.
and first period was CME, nothing much.
but its really meaningful.
about why im unique. but its abit highly thinking bout yourself.
so i didnt write much. but more to Rock and Chocolates!
hahaahah!
kaykay, next was P.E.
No teacher, No P.E.
so yaaaaaa. stayed in class.
nothing muchh also, went to sit with shahidah, helped her out with the sec1 orientation making paper cranes;hearts.
thenn kok peng and desmond is superly noisy.
with desmond saying things with Fucking at the back.
haaahaa!
funnyfunny, then they lent my phone. looked at some stuffs.
next was english, teacher didnt come also.
wahhh best!
then next was POA.
extremely sleepy!
i wrote down all the notes on my paper, then turned to my right with my head on the table and eyes closed.
i swear, cant take it. super sleeepy!
then, soon, the lesson ended.
and the period ive been waiting for, RECESS!
heaven i callled it.
haaha!
saw ahmad,irwan all queuing up at the bookshop.
asked them to buy for me my A3 technical drawing paper for D&T.
then went to eatt.
just ate bread will do with Peachtea(:
then, went to search for irwan. took my change and drawing paper.
then back to shahidah and others.
then went back to class, D&T was my next period till end of school day!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, went to the workshop.
laughed non-stop siaa.
seriously!
then learnt Toning&shading in D&T.
oh wow! my most favourite!
paid attention. hahaha!
then end of sch.
went to mactable.
talktalktalk.
then An came, hahah! that JENGJENG!
'hahahah!
then blablabla, soon, they went to meet warrah at the sch front gate.
okay lorhh, i followed and then went back home.
oh wooww!
waited for bby at admiralty, abit moodswing.
then after that, he reached around 3?
then he was so frustated about something regarding to sch.
well, i was like scared to see him that wayy.
he walked so fast and left me at the back alone.
i was like, "whats the point of meeting when u want to throw tantrums?"
then soon, he talked to me slowly.
told me the problems he faced in school.
i kept on comforting him luh.
he had to cut his hair.
okay, i do understand that he wanted to keep his hair just the way it is,
aiyaaaa. relax luh bby.
then after making some jokes, hes smiling away already.
oh great! :D
then talked and laughed somehow.

then went home around 4 like that.


till here then/
w/double love.
:D

aye aye!
HELLO PEOPLE!
IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!(:
heheh! i gotta write alot of things uhk!
hhaahhaha!
okay, here i goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

monday
and damn it! i forgot to bring my thermometer! assssssssssss!

then grooming checkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
kinda sucks, haha! funny siaaa my teacher.
i was the last one to get a grooming check,
okayokay, then she kept on nagging bout my fringe. i was like BLABLABLA.
then she asked me to go to the toilet. advantage uhhh!
hahahah! then i took a very long time.
then when i wentout, teacher was no longer there, i saw shahidah carrying my bag for me.
then i was like.. Phewww!
hahahahha!(:
well, thats for monday i guess? haha!

Tuesday

at lasttt! I brought along my thermometer. SAVED!
took temperature takinggg.
kaykay, nothing much.
was dissappointed on some things.
whatever. i didnt eat during recess. after sch, met baby! (:
was waiting for him at the Admiralty. infront of Cheers,
i reached there around 3?
kaykay, waited till around going to 4 like that.
i felt like vomiting, coz i didnt eat my breakfast.
grrrrrrrrrr!
then walked with himmm to home.
we sat somewhere and talked, laughed!
ahaha! then he sent me home due to my dizziness, so sweet of him.
i swear!
then went home. i did something wrong. but only he knows about it.
he called me, then we talked things out luh, he advised me and stuffs.
sumpah, ive never met a guy like him. he let all his feelings out and made me feel so touched till i cried.
awwww! shyg dier sangatsangat seyhh!



wednesday
rabaaaaaaaaaaaaaak u know! he asked me to give him a wake up call, aiteaite, i did! for 54 times!!! from 0500 till 0624hours. sumpah man, lameeeeeeeeer dier bangonnnn! then he got school late lorhhh! aiyayay!
well oh well, morning, went to sch with Fiona(: weeeeeeeeeee!
had a great time, talking and walking to sch with her.
yeahyeah! then reached sch.
teacher approached me once more bout my fringe.
Teacher: Faiqah, ur fringe uh, have improvement i know. But still ur fringe touches ur eyes.
Me: eh? got meh cher? cher, u ask me to pin up half of my fringe, i did seyh. and btw cher, checking is on monday whatttt, why check me today?
teacher: yes, yes, i know. doesnt mean i check u on monday only. seriously, pin up ur hair.
me:kay luh kay luh cher.
teacher: kay sit down.

LOL!
funny siaaa, seriousy!!!
irritating knowwww!
hahahh!

then after sch, met him again! "D
then went to his house area.
spent much time bby! :D

huahuahua, then he sent me to the bustop.
had my new friend, Bang-Ga-La! hahahha! yamaak amak amak! yeahyeah!
LOL!
ahhahaaaa, kaykay mepek.
then had super fun luh waiting for the bus, played hide and seek, argued.
aahahha! many kinds of things uh! hahahah!
but mostly, Laughters!
haahahha! LOVE IT MAN!(:
TODAY UH SIYAAAAAAAAAL
first thing, woke up around 0500 hours, called him up. and this time, he did woke up.
hahahah! :D
the got readyy, brother was waiting for me while im getting readyy..
then went out around 6.15am?
took 913 to admiralty.
(: took the mrt.
then meet Fiona at Novena(: at the Mr bean. aah!
:D
then we talked and talked.
then reached sch, we went seperate ways, i went to the toilet uh.
seriously, super irritated by a few monkeys sitting aside, kept on disturbing me.
what the fuck?
i went in the toilet and stuffs..
then blablabla//

then went home after that,

negative thoughts kept on playing on my head!

Hellloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! :D
im back(: ahahah!
Saturday baybehhh!
at night like that, went to Bilal Restaurant and eateateat! :D
hahahahhaha!
so thenthen. went to Sembawang Shopping centre bby! :D
okayokay luh, quite fun.
abit bored lorhh.

then sundayyy!
bredboredbored at home!
I swearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

then helped sister with her artt!
sketch for her the Old clock closeup.
a sudden interest in Art, lol.
now in Design&tech.

blablabla(:

till here.
w/double love!

Hello(:
Great, first day of school kinda sucks for me.
oh wellwell, as susual, woke up at 5 this time round.
supposed to wake Bby up around 5.20am like that, after i had my bathe, LOL.
was about to wake him up, then he missed called me alreadyy.
hahah! cute luhh BBY niehh! geraaaaam!
okayeeokayee, then,
waited for sister,Mum,Brother to get readyy.
after all that, mum sent brother to his school for his first dayy. haha!
so yeah, sister went to sch with Fanfan. then me,mummy,brother took 911 to woodlands interchange, then catch the Mrt around 6.18am? around there luhh, put on my earpiece! :D
then blablabla, crowded as always.
then, mum and brother alighted at Bishan.
left me to stop at Toapayoh,
urghhhh! i miss bby so much! cant wait for after school!
kayee then, took 143..
then reached school around, i dont know what time.
saw Yusuf, Farah and Hilmi.
talked and joked around with them while waiting for shahidah.
then soon after that, they reached.
went upp.
then, got a grooming check, legs started to numb after long talks by principle and mrs ang-.-
boringggg!
then, kena check by my new teacher.
wahhhhhh sweeswee, just haveto pin up alil bit on my fringe.
kayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
then went to class, im sitting with... ---> Danial Bin Salleh!
Bad luck i guess? hahah! but hes quite fun luh, very funny!
then after that, accounts class, talked about alot of stuffs.
then , was waiting for recess to start, waited for the clock to tick till 10.30am was superrrrrrrr damn hungryy!
hahhahah! upper sec ready mahhh! so recess was laterr.
aiyaaaaaa!
then, recess, didnt eat, i didnt have the appetite to eat.
then chatted awhile with Fiona(:
then bought GreenTea, sit somewhere at the Macdonalds table.
talktalktalk, then went to class.
after recess was D&T.
i swear the teacher for F&N is super loudd!
kayee then, all the Art and D&T students have to go to different classes.
bust off to 3N3.
oh yesyes, was kinda boringgg.
then soon, have to go to the Hall.
damn it!
then spent time till 1245pm like that? i think so.
super damn fcuking Boring i tell you!
taklehhhh angkatt u knowww!
then after sch, something bad actually happened but people just cant realise what was it, so just keep myself to it and only Fiona and Bby knows about it.
then just went off to toapayoh.
talked and laughed around with Ahmad,Yusuf and Hilmi.
Funnehfunneh.
then took 57 since 143 was super damn slowwww!
then walked half way to Mrt station.
waited for him.
wasnt in the mood, so didnt quite talk to him just now in the mrt,
buat bodoh jerh uhh.
andand One thingggg!
after the assemblyy!
sucks siyoool, this girl uh ehyy, walked behind us, then talk out loud luh saying "nk step lawaa jerh tawu!"
ehy bontot, i didnt do anything to you, so u just freakng shut the hell up!
plus, sape yg step lawa pon, kau ke aku?
ehy, nk ckp, tengok dulu uh siyaal! takde keje laen perhh!
bodoh peyh HITAM!
u sucks Big time siyool!
babi!


kayeekayee then, walked around with him, to his place!:D
funfunfun!
got my huge huggg&KISS!
:DDDDDDD

Mwah, Iloveyou.

Special thanks to Fiona and Bby.
Fiona: thanks for always being right there whenever i needed you. it seems that we're facing the same thing. Iloveyou alottt! thanks once again for everything my FRIEND! ILOVEYOU!

Bby: Thanks for the encouragement to keep on going and to not think negatively in life.
You really do understand me fully! ive never regretted to have you right next to me, Iloveyou,bby!