ay yay yay! :D uh gees, today was like BUEY BUEY BUEY! i swear uh ehy. geram siyoot ngan Bapak aku tuh! pantat uhk. i reallyreally miss that lil friend of mine, shahidah. and of course, ashura and nabilah! urghhh! planned to meet today and yet again, Cancelled. how i wished, they would understand whats happening. heres how it starts. ashura sms-ed me whether todays outing is on or not. i asked her the time and place. so yeah, its 1pm at cityhall. it was around 12+ by then. called mummy, she allowed me to go but somehow that dad always comes home whenever he wants to. so, its kinda hard for me to sneak out without him knowing, and wth wth, mummy asked me to ask dad for permission first before going. so i gave it a try, damn shit, just the way i thought, No. i was so annoyed and frustated of course! damn ! then, have to cancel the meeting then. sumpah, buey giler buat aku. Then, wasnt in the mood uh seyh. everytime cant go out, then whats the point of having Holidays?! grr, bby was super understanding, perhaps, hes the one that calmed me down, coz i cant stop cursing that OLD GUY. GRRRR! oh great, at home. do what? listen to grandma's long story telling; shut up. then tmr, well, hope i can meet him without any stops to it. damndarkhole dad, hope u'll get busy at work, oh wow!