Fridayy! met bby, heres the picture we took :D ainkaink! superhappy! (:
hhehe! ily luh seyh(:

hey ppl, check out this song, sweet right? by Ten2Five- I do.

On this bright day I wanna swear
I will always be there by your side
Yes I promise you babe,
that i will always treat you right
Cause so many man i know,
you're the one that i love so true
Every little thing you did to me
Nobody else can do

I do, I do, I do, Ido I do love you
I do, I do, I do, Ido I do need you
I do, I do, I do, Ido I do think about you
Theres nothing more that i want but you

Don't keep the problem inside
Just tell me and we'll try to fix it up
we gonna going through this together
I'll be there for you anytime you want
Cos so many girl i know,
You're the only one that i love so true
Every little thing you did to me
Nobody else can do

I do, I do, I do, Ido I do love you
I do, I do, I do, Ido I do need you
I do, I do, I do, Ido I do think about you
There's nothing more that i want but you

Just believe what i say 2x
Its not a game i'm trying to play 2x
Never felt this way before 2x
Now I love you more and more

Gotta do..gotta do...gotta do coz i do love you baby
Oooo...
Coz I do, I do, I do, Ido I do love you
I do, I do, I do, Ido I do need you
I do, I do, I do, Ido I do think about you
There's nothing more that i want but you

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sweeeeeeeeet! :D
wee, ive succeeded! LOL!
buying books on 1st dec:D
andand, birthday gonna come supersoon with him! :D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

since bby loved it when i took picture this way, here it is! specially for bby:DDDDD

yohaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!~
aww gosh!
doing fine with Dad ytd, but im still not satisfied withe householdchores! =.=!
okayee whatever.
in the morning, dad cooked for us, Fried mee w VEGETABLES! =.="! ewwww! i hate vegg! but nevermind, then parents,bby bro and maternal grandma went to wedding invitation. so we stayed at home, brother had some money to go buy bubbletea and asked me and sis to tag along. oh well, we followed him then. bought MilkTea(: then we hangaround for awhile. then went home. otw bck home, saw dad's car just passed by, they seemed angry. haha! then went home,
parents were back at home once again, then bby bro slept and mum soon slept too.
oh well, so, i was super tired and slept.
then around 5.00pm, went to grandma's house.
ytd, watched SAW III. andand, i swear its super scarryy plus ewwwy!
its super violent i suppose. i watched it online. (:
hmm, actually, ytd, parents wanted to bring us to watch some roadshow.
but then, end up at grandma's house, since she cooked alot ytd, so we decided to go there instead,
and yeah, i was so so so damn FULL. i swear! butbut, grandma cooked my favourite dish! aww man, gotta eat once again.
then, summore, i had to hide my piercings.. grrrr! thats why i dont wanna go grandma's house.
thenthen, watched the mummy.
till around 8.30pm like that, went home. grandma gave us some money:D
hahah!
then back home, continued to watch the movie.
then went into my rm.
sheeesh! actually bby planned to talk on the phone around 12midnight.
but while waiting for his call.
soon, i dozed off, my phone was in silent,
just vibrations. Lol.
then he called,
bby:why didnt you reply my msg?
me:huh? u did? waitwait, oh ya! i fell asleep halfway, im sleepy,darling.
bby:oh oh okay, u go back to sleep, sorry to disturb, tmr morning when u wake up, sms me ASAP. goodnight, sweetdreams, ily bby.
me: sorry bby, i swear im superduper tired. goodnight too, u better sleep uh you! alright then. sweetdreams, ilyt:D
then back to sleep.
but i cant seem to be sleepy anymore.
thought of calling him, but i was half-dead.
grrrr!
then just try to sleep.
today!
woke up around 1130hrs. around there uh.
then woke up, beep-ed bby.
then take a bath and stuffs.
then,sis went out . brother now not at home.
grandma's cooking in the kitchen, bby bro sounds asleep. Bby currently bathing i think.
hahahahha!
i did took some pictures just now, out of boredom.
im gonna be busy editing photos.
and weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! finally, i get to overlay my picture and him :D

thats the result! ;D

weeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

BBY! IMY LIKE ULTRA MUCH!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

till here, w/double love. TC!

oh ppl, importantimportant!
LOL! :D
i called 1633 just now. lol!
weeeeee, unlocked my PIN code, now back to the old number.
hahahha! sorraye guys.
gosh!!! imy bby superduper damn much.
still, i hateyou, dad.

urghh damn, sicksicksick of Dad.
seriously, i dont what am i and sis to you mann?
im so stressed right now , coz of you.
and definitely, im so damn tired, u expect us to wake up early every morning to do all the household chores, and i know that two doted little brother of mine was ur all-time lovedone.
i know, sister and i meant nothing at all to you.
but know what? i dont even think i belonged as a daughter to you. i just know that mum is just the only one that loved me just like a mother, and not definitely you.
what you care is just watching us do all the work; day and night.
even if its 2am in the morning, even if the mess wasnt done by us.
i just wished, i wont have a dad but just a mum that can definitely cope with me and sis.
every night, i just cant sleep, till 2am and then i have to wake up around 9am.
exactly, do i have enough of sleep? NO!
and what do you want from us , dad?
what?!
everything you do was just confiscating of our handphone, but whats the reason of confiscating that handphone when we already did all the housework?
i just dontknow who to share with, to talk to and cry with.
i just know , i suffered with my sister all along, with such a dad that doesnt even showed any love and care, even if im lying on the bed sick, yeah right, i dont think he'd send me to the doctor.
oh whatever,
only god, sister, knew whats happening to me in life,
plus, bby's hp is confiscated and again!
my hp! i accidentally locked it and didnt even know the code! =.=
i was damn sick luh!
damn! shouldnt have done that man.
stupidity.!
then now, dad,mum, two lil brothers are out, just like one whole family, WITHOUT us!
and whats that dad?
u even asked us to do all the housework, if all of those wasnt done, handphones will be confiscated,
whatthefuck?
damn, i felt like i nvr belong to them, i felt adopted!
seriously.
i just dont know if i had a dad.
urgh, ive got no appetite today.
exactly i dont.
and , thanks to you, dad.
for giving such a "nice" holiday at home!

till here,
W/double love. ppl. just contact me thru friendster/email or blog, or the number ive used previously, 8232.......

damn bby! i miss you, alotalotalot!

bambambiaaaa bambambiiii.
im seriously abit gilaaaa.
okayokay, heres what happened when we meet.
took 963 to his house, waited for him at the bustop.
around 10mins, he reached.
when we settled down, he read my diary which he asked me to bring along..
he kept on saying sorry, with the wound on his hand, made me feel super badd.
i mean like, just because of a teardrop, thats what happened to him.
awwwww! damn!'
then finally, we were back again great as usual.
gosh, im sorry baby.
just hope it'll be a lesson for us to learn from yeah?

ohoh, talking about love.
theres asong in my friendster profile.
the lyrics saying,
" whats love? its about US, is about TRUST."
thats when i realized, without trust, i dont think the story will go on smoothly.
well, thats the only thing i could sayy,
pssst! blogs under construction, finding blogskins that i like likeeee HELLY!
so ya.. sorry for the messy bloggy.

Till here,
w/ double love.
bby, may it be forever for you to repeat those mistakes coz i'll be forever forgiving you.

urghhh damn.
yesterday yesterday yesterday!
i was damn hurt luhhhhhhh! cant help it.
those words was soooooooo damndamn Not needed!
why must those words came out, why cant you talk to me properly the way u used to?
i seriously cant forget all those words, Bby.
whatever it is, ive forgiven you.
stop ur sorrys.
im totally fine.


Yesterday was the past, yesterday was gone.
freakingly what happened yesterday was still present in my mind.
that patience right inside me, wont make me stop loving you.
oh whatever!

yeah, today im gonna meet him around 2pm.
just dont know how to face him.
maybe i would just fell down on my knees and cry,
i'll to get over it.

Till here.
tc. w/love.

oh sweeet!

Firstly, i swear im gonna miss the two lovely of mine! ASHURA&NABILAH! just received an sms from lovely Ashura. they're going to SouthKorea nowww! damn hell yeah, im gonna miss you two! seriously, but anyway, just hope u guys gonna have a Fun&safe journey to and fro.
IMY guys! take care(:

oh sweetly today.
Met him, i swear i MISSMISSMISSMISSMISSMISS him so damn muchh! :D
weeeeeeeeee, i was damn happy to have met him just now.
ThankGod.

geesh, ive got nothing to say. Friendster was once okayy but super damn ass laggy!
grrrrrrrrr!
SOFFY, relax aiteee MOOMOO!
ahahaha!

LOVEYOU:D

i'll post tmr. hahaha!

:DDDDDDDDDD