i closed one eye to watch you walk away
i miss a sight of you):



nvr gonna be erased off, it remains the same.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwww, boredom!
heres my photography for today!!!

ohmy, tears rolled down once the song played.
gee, i really dont know hw to handle it.
ive let it out but it wasnt a success.
when ppl kept on saying, "You're so willing"
when i kept on waiting/
its a big mistake to have moved on last time.
when i didnt know what was coming up before that.
now its worthless, promise was a promise.
but im the one who broke it.
garh, why am i so stupid?
doing things without knowing.
Happy memories made me cry even more.
twisted in my story thats already twisted.
its worthless to keep on recalling coz it wont repeat itself at once.
ohmy, God, give me the patience and that willingness to jiayou and wait..
answer my prayer every night.
coz i need that someone..
gees, i was typing everything down.
i calmed down for a moment.
haizzz, ive got nothing to say.


Goodbye.

your kwn? knal tak? hahaha!

i'll do the makeups tmr for my layout. sorraye(:

uh geesss!
ytd was like a dream come true.
ive gotten my Guitar bby!!! :D
i was like.. dumb, in the first place when my dad asked me to choose types of guitars.
im so interested in strumming.
the rythm,
was like wowww.
BUT.. just one thing.
i dont know how to play a song. ): hahaa!
but my cuzzy is coming to teach me how.
weeeeeeeeeee(:

im quite dissappointed with ________s.
it seems that something was hidden from me.
well, ive got nth to say.
But the sudden cancel on our meeting; supposingly should be today.
gaaaa, what kind of _____.
dumb assholes, i'd better spend my time at home.
super madddd!

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you

[Bridge]
Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
And let's get messed up and listen to probably...

The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you

A song by ButchWalker-Mixtape.
and i swear this is for someone.
when i look back, i realised everything was wrong.
how i wished we could start anew.
but since its all my fault, just want you to know that i knew how u felt when i listened to this song.
im sorry for everything.
but youve just changed.
and i just cant turn back time since its too late,
so i guess now, i'll just wait no matter what. Sorry once more, Saufi.

Last goodbyes lovely teachers(:


BOOOM!
i gotta write alotttt!

{Monday}
well, baddy! teacher caught my extension! asshole!!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
went to Far east after that, walkedwalkedwalked(:
{Tuesday}
sheesshhh! forgotten to hide my extension hairrr! asshole once more!
thank god, tchr forgot abt it.
after sch, went to catch a movieee! at amk hub:D
watched house bunny.
its an awesome show. just giving confidence for yourself to be accepted and just to be yourself(:
{wednesday}
Went to Tea Chapter!
it was greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat! played with the teaa!
ohmy, so bad siaaaa the taste!
hahahaahahahah!
{thursday}
Last day of sch!
it was such a sad one!
form teachers gave us the two last class photos with advises on the back of the photo for each and everyone in class.
iim gonna miss Ms.mai and Ms.ling badly!
took the last photo for the last time and disturbed ms. ling for the last time.
hahaha!
after sch, went to far east and wasted time.
walked from far east to school!
hahahahah!

had fun../
to ppl! have a great holidays!
cant wait for next yr siyaaaal!
upper sec liao! haha:D

What about now- Chris Daughtry(:


Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

yo!
lemme writeeeeeeeeee about ytd! :D
yesterday[wednesday]
yesterday yo..
hmm, after escaping for two times, decided to go to sch since i heard my teachers has been giving warnings to those who escaped. my mother was okayy abt the escape but not Dad.
so.. ya. yesterday i went to sch.(: lol.
okayeee. so.. theres a special assembly luhh.
haiyooo! quite boringg. so wasted time in the toilet.
(:
around 10 mins like that then we(shahidah and me) went up again.
that kiansiangg was superly irritating!!!
i feel likeeeeeeeeeeee! urghhhhhhhhhhhhh!
that asshole. hate him yo.
then after that was recess and weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, ashura and nabilah had recess the same timing as us!
(:
ohmy! that botox is superlyyyyy irritating luh eh! not happy can say out luh no need to look at me like hell, oh shorty.
u and that pirated Zz is just so....... meant to be friends.
i bet that friends of yours is justttt so lonely .! ): sad for you horr.
hate you like 1 dogg:D
okay whatever.
so.. ya..
i hate hate hate it!! my phoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
grrr, i dont know what actually happened to my SIM carddd!
it suddenly off by itself then cant even on it!
i was soooooooooooooo mad abt it.
summore alot of saved messages from ""!!!!!!!!!!
i swear im gonna regretttt!
goshhhh! stupid SIM carddd!
then yeah, quarrelled with mum ytd night.
me:mum, see luh my SIM card..(showing my phone to her)
mum: then? what u want me to do?(in a bad tone)
i was like/ omg! i was damn maddd.
so ya..went out for a ride with my cuzzys.
and i swear with every puff, im trying to make myself highh.
yeahyeah, i was so gilerr on that point of timee.! so..
EOY EXAMS RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
English-67.3(3)
Maths-52.0(5)
Literature-60++(3)
MT-66.3(3)
Homecons-57.0(4)
DnT-67.6(3)
science-48.0(U)
Geography-45.0(U)
Art-53.0(5)
history-55.5(5)
and yeahhh!! i get 8th position in class and 20th for lvl.
damn, ive slacked alot..
fom 4th to 8th in class.'
that was bad yo.
and my form teachers knew what actually happened in between that made me struggle to study up for the end of year, Love.
so.. yeah! :D

Today luh siyaaaak! Thursdy!
woke up at 6.00!'
i swear i dont wanna go to sch.
FIRST, im so not in the mood to go.
SECOND, i dont wanna leave shahidah alone in class.
THIRDLY, im sleepy!
so ya.. lastly, i get over it and called up shahidahh.
went to sch.
rushed like hell.
no time no time!
so..
weehee, i wasnt lateeee!
the flag raising, me and lovely was laughing awayyyyy after some jokes.
i swear it was funny!
laughed like... HEHE!
then blablabla,
took the last class photo! so saddd, i dont wanna leave my classmates! i dont wanna leave my class and andand i dont wanna leave my lovely ms.mai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and yay! sch gonna end soon! but boringgggg! cant see "".
)))))))):
after sch, was ! greatttttttttttt!
went to cityhall to eat longjohn!!
with the three baduts! :D
after eating, went to tpy to check on my SIM CARD-.-!
so.. ya.. after that met ashura at the staircase,,
laughed like maddddd with my girlfriends! :D
fun luh ehy!
i swear i did had fun(:

tmr no need go school!!! :D
promotion day bby!
monday getta know what class im going to! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ppl, ive changed my number(:
:DDDD

gtg(:
adios!