by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Todayyy!letme skip to AFTER SCHOOL. so let me starttt!
i effingly hate MY PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gosh! i was so damn fucked up just now.
straight away after sch, i did went back home and i didnt hangaround or whatt!
why cant u guys at LEASTT believe me?!!!
after erp, went back home, took the train,
Mum sms-ed me. its kinda odd luh coz the day before she didnt bother to sms me to ask where am i.
then she asked where am i and why im not home yet?
i replied, im otw home now, just took the train, i had two erps just now, forgotten to tell u.
ouh man! i did replied her msg, and what does she say?
she said that i didnt even replied her msg.
god damn! i was so frustated luhhh!
damn! then, half way, father called. asked me where am i and asked me why i didnt reply mum's msg, i say luh " im in the train back home, and i did replied her msg just now..."
father:"go home and show me the form for ur ERP.
me: wtf(in my heart), this class was last min! and theres no forms givenn!
father: i dont care, go home show me.
put down the phone.!
Fuckerdog!
i was not in the mood by then.
stopped at ADmiralty then walked back home,
i did cried just now while walkingg, in my mind was "what did i do that made u lose trust on me?"
when i get angry, sarcastism gets through me, i said to mum
"ouh good, then next time, i'll make my tchr call u WHENEVER theres ERP without fail!"
and my mum's reply was soooooooooo GRRRRRRRRRRR!
she said" good, why not?"
I WAS LIKE.!!!
I SWEAR IT SUCKS.
then walked. some stupid guys kept on shouting to get attention.
dumb assholes,
then reached home, i realised, my sis happened to feel the same way i felt.
then received msg from Dad, i really love him, i swear i do.
he sort things out saying that it wasnt about loosing trust or lying, he just wanna make sure im okay. understandd?!
i replied , "yeah, i understand, pape luh eh."
then he said , " if u not happy that ur parents cared abt u, then i'll tell ur mum to not care abt u and u lead ur own life'
god damn asshole!
okay by now, u guys should know how bad it is luhh.
i swear im not gonna talk to themmm!
Its like... Parents! i need a LITTLE bit of freedom. i just need A LITTLE!
goshhhh! im super stressed out now,
so i wanna say sorry to parents for being rude just now.
super sorry, just telling u guys that the way u showed ure caring doesnt evn show u cared.
thats all.
so now, im just putting those aside...Let me talk abttttt!THAT BAGG AT peninsularrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOSh! CANT WAIT TO GET THEM SUPER REAL SOON!ANDANDAND, CANT WAIT TO PUT ON THOSE WITH MY BUDDIES!OUH WELL, ALL I WAS THINKING ABT WAS THAT FOR THE WHOLE DAY!lol!SO TILL HERE THENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!:D