by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Friday yoooo! tchrs day celebration. Quite boring though but sungguh happening. after the celebration, upsetting luhh. bby always giving me alasans not to meet. seriously hate you luhhh! its gonna be fasting month. aiyoooh!super upset luhhh! end up, went to novena with my gerek friends, went to hagaround till 1plus when we go to eastcoast park for a surprise party for shahidah.
Then, we took some time luhh, toook this bus, that bus to eastcoast. then walked. then finally, received a call, bby's prepaid low ready. whatever. whether its true or not. i just dnt know!
then, soon, walked super loooooong then. went yo macdonald to meet nizam/. he waited for sooooo longg! so sorry!
went to buy drinks . super exhausted! then azza came. i admire the way she wore her clothes. Nice bodow! (: then, after that, still shahidah dontknow whats happening. then lastly, she saw fafa and rachel with their gorgeous dress with foods on the table.
soon, they told her everything. and yeah, she got shocked. Took alot of pictures then lastly, cut the cake then left two last pieces. Fafa planned to smash those to micheal and shahidah's faces. ahah! then a great plann.
end up, shahidah get soo badly chocolate-ed. hahahs! then decided to went home. good thing, im not involved in the chocolate fun. WOO!(:
then nizam and shahidah sent me to the bustop. took the bus.. and while in bus,
theres something in my mind..
heres something that bothered me.
Bby, you kept adding the scars to the one you left recently. it hurts so deep within. All those iloveyous you used to say to express ur love wasnt there anymore.I dont seem to know why. Do you know? that i accepted you with full of sincerity and love..But in the end, why waste it? The cheerful colours in me were just temporary and now its just replaced by plain and dark colours trhat meant nothing but those things you did, bby. It hurts so much but u dont seem to realise but u keep on doing it.How could you? abandon all the trusts ive put on you?bby, Pls appreciate what ive sacrificed for you and Pls remember the day when u begged for us to be together, But what happened after we've been together for 1 month plus?. bby, Ive done my part to give you my whole heart and erase off the guy that have once vistited my heart,i just did all those for you., But have you done ur partt? No, i dont think so you did, It really tells when you said you still loved her. then, what am i to you?Pls think wisely, i do understand ur situation but whats the point loving her when you had me in ur heart? Seriously, Im upset with what uve done. bby, youve brought me to a world with full of smiles but when impossible things occur, it wont be lively as before,i know that i wasnt the whole u. and im just nobody to stop you from loving. i do know all that, BUT! pls, spare some thoughts to the one that have given u the whole heart! Bby, u wasnt serious at all.
Ouh god, ive been thinking abt these all this while. im just so confused.
then reached home around 7 with mum.
locked myslef in the room., cried all i want.
that got me sick till now.
then on saturday..
First, i checked my friendster after a long period of time i didnt touched the comp.
then i realised , bby, you loved her more than you loved me,
u kept on adding the tears to my eyes. i just doint knowww.
then went to Malaysia.
BLABLABLA.
at night, again, i cant sleep. super sickkk. and here againn..
Bby, uve finally, broken my heart into tiny pices and u managed to escape coz u were once there in my heart, U tear my heart apart just like tearing a piece of paper.Im hurt once again. Boys are definite heartbreakers, Ive given you my whole heart when in the end you abused it.
How could you be soo cruel? Im thinking of sometyhing right now. i think i wanna break up, Though i know its hard but its better for you and me.coz i know you loved her much more than you loved me,.Its better if u would just let me go. Ask her for a patch and keep on smiling than hurting me much deeper. coz ur freedom wasnt always there when youre with me. Maybe when youre with her, Theres no rules and ure free as a bird.
so, my suggestion was, Leave me bby. Coz i know i wasnt ur soul, and i ought not to be.Eventhough u have my soul all along but nothing was happy.Although, u vowed that you only have me in ur heart, i know it wasnt for real. coz i know u meant nothing behind it. I dont expect us to end up this way.but i have to. To sacrifice my love, for you to be happy as always. Go on with her that meant everything to you.
Goddddd! im soooooooo stressed uppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont know what to do ready.
till here.
by Nur Faiqah Shahri







Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
yesterdayyyyyyy!
theres erp afta schhhh!
for those who failed for maths and for that matter, cant meet him, somemore theres soccer interhouse tournament for baby. Garhhhhh!
at least i met him for awhile before my erp. awwwww, missing him so much siyooool!
after the erp ended, quickly went with shahidah to Bugis.
took 851.
then ya... Nizam and others reached liao.
talked, laughed.
planned abt the chalet !
weheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
:DDDD
soon, took pictures before i chiao for home.
reached home around 19:10.
Its good that the lie went well.
hahaas :D
Today was stupid luhhh!
especially, the assembly, im not happy.
it was drizzling and confirmed it'll be heavy.
damn! must stand there at the parade sq with the principal, summore got time to say farewell and stuffs.
aiyoyo!
then went back to class,saw baby in class, so weeettt!
ahas,pity him :D
then blablabla.
After sch, cant meet him, he went for friday prayer and had to go for some other stuffs, had to cancel our plan.
):
missed him so badly.
soon, shahidah, ashura and nabilah made me alive once again:D
thanks alot guys;D
Planned abt the chalet once again and tmr's outing.
but im not sure if tmr i could tag along/
then after shahidah and nabilah went for CCA.
me and Ashura did alot of dumb stuffs, wasted papers.
draw "eggs"/ HAHAH!
then.. went to mctable and planned to scare Nabilah for her partyy!!
cant waittt!
garhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! :D
till here then:D
3more days yayangku!
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
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Today.
Woke up late after having some stupid saw-eyes.
haiyoo, then like rushing lorh.
reached tpy interchange around 6.55 like that.
and yeah, saw someone.
whatever. i thought hes not taking 143 and felt much better.
but no, he did. thank god, he sat on the lower deck, wawawiwa.
LOLs.
then, 1 more stop, reach sch ready.
take off my earpiece.
then Fiona sat beside me. Ouh wow, shes so sweet luh! and yeah, abt those critisizing stuffs, we both dont bother anymore yeah? so sweet of you, Fiona.
thanks for the wish(:
soon, the others went up first.
i decided to wait for my dear friend, Shahidah(:
then went up.
almost late. but yeah, not!(:
blablabla, Lishan sat infront of me.laughed non-stop bout the retro teacher..
tkleh anggggg oii!then, realized he didnt come today. Sadly, he didnt inform me. so disappointed.
i felt tired so suddenly.
continue tmr then.
(: