woits ! yesterday was like ............................. ummm . okok , let me start , yesterday night , i cant really sleep that well after i played comp with sis till 2am . then .. its like a sudden noe , that i kept thinking about him . i dunno why (?) , i felt so upset at a moment then soon , i cried . Coz i really missed the times i spent with him , and i appreciate alot to Allah for meeting him in the first place , he is The Sweetest Guy i've ever met , i swear . yadayadayada , i noe its over between me and him , but its really hard to forget those memories luh , i may say i've forgotten all the memories but deep inside , i thought the confidence i had could really make me forget about him , but it doesnt work the way it should be . and ya , Bunn , thanks alot ! i swear u did make me smile that night :D thanks alott ! whatever it is , i noe its over .
yesterday too , got one guy , i get to noe at imesh . hes been chatting with me for days . i treat him as a friend only , then , yesterday , he say he kinda like me . then , when i say im not ready after what happened and trying to be faithful to sumone . he started to say bad things about himself . i dont mean to make u this way luh , its that , we havent met eachother and yet u suddenly liked me ? BULLSHIT ! but just one thing , im sorry . thats all i can say , its not that ure ugly or what . i promised to be faithful and i'll stick with it . just ... stop saying ure ugly and unwanted or what . but just be patience .
yesterday slept around 00.56am. quite early luh . hahaas (:
then ya .. Bunn , how are you ? dah baek lom ? hrp2 u okay redy . :D
