Today was like.. abt to late for me.
LOL
waited for shahidah. while waiting for shahidah. shared some probs i had with irwan.
abt that FAUZMI. dumb asshole!
Irwan was damn furious luh seyh. He ssuper mad when he gets to know.
he go sms that stupid guy.
it was unexpected that a quiet boy like him could just say those despicable words!
omg! super madd luh. i shouldnt have made friends with him.
regretted.
then ya.. kian siang all get to know. all wanted to help. but i just dont want to make this small prob to big one luh.
but simply the words he used on me is JUST too MUCH!
justt.. simply .. GRRRRR!
then in music lesson. damn stupid egg. we talk our prob luh.
u waste ur time teaching for what?
so ahmad, i know how mad you was just now after reading those stupid msges.
blablabla.
then math. huhu, im getting more to maths now. WOW!
hahas.
then P.E
damn Gorilla! need to run abt 5 rounds in the field.
dogshit luh! damn tiring. i almost fainted.
after each round, the girls need to rest for 2 mins.
DAMN!
my legs hurt so much ! i dont feel like going school sia.
blablabla.
then recess.
ate bread and drink.
then science.
Kiansiang! super irritating luh YOU!
kept asking me to do ur hw.u think i ur dog uh?
hahas, no im not gonna do it for you:D
dadadada.
then stupid malay class.
ouh ya. rezuan, sorry when i say "mak kau mati" :D
yes, i learn tamil . why? hahass(: just kidding.
huhu, Fcuk, my hpwas with kiansiang.
u asshole luh!

ASSEMBLY, lame luh! abt SBS transit!
what only.
then skool. rushed to back gate. For some" fresh" air/:D

wahh, shahidah, dah mcm pernah tryy jerh? :D
laugh wityou alll thee way sia just now.
cant tke it! super funny.
especially abt "kiki" and "kk:"
LOL.
doraemon, super irritating luh you.
hahas, saw ur sister just now.(:
like real.
went bugis with nizam and shafii.
ali cant come.
AHMAD! what you mepek-ing?
dorang nk kiter turon buat perhh? pantat.
tak heran uh ngan fauzmi,
(:

back home around 7/
lols, wahhhh naseb, father takde hal(:
blablabla/

GTG! :D

HUHU.

let me tell you abt thurs.
i just dont want to waste my time telling abt what happened in class.
AFTER SKOOL!

hahas. went tpy and waited for those guys to come.
sat at the staircase.
then nizam came. soon, shafii and ali.
hahas.

we went to eat at fork and spoon.
then went HDB hub. hahas. doraemon was damn CUTE!
nyahahahaas.

okayokay, NIZAM's voice was SO HOT!!!

then went back home around 6.

LALALA.

nextday.

im feeling lazy to type.
okayokay.
after skool. went to tpy to accompany natasha.
lalalalaa.

find accessories for the splendours.
huhu, nth that suits what i've wanted.
walked at tpy for so many rounds!
jelak OII!

thenthenthen., went home around 3.

then get busy.
lols. Irwan kept calling me.
and Fauzmi kept sorry-ing.
GO AND DIE LUH FAUZMI!
after all those things u've said to me , then u can simply just say SORRY?!
BULLSHIT!

whatever, i dont simply like/love you.
coz whatever happens, my feelings remain.
well, everybody knows that.
so now, fauzmi, stop ur drama, coz i dont need you.(:
im not being heartless.
ure such a liar man.
can take it(:
so now.. find somebody new that can tahan with ur nonsense(:

kaykay done!
nizam's following for splendours!
gagagaas.

thenthenthen, planned to meet ahmad and irwan at yiochukang mrt,
i guess we didnt meet!
but wait for those two princes!
how ridiculous!
and AHMAD, aper jerh, ader batang takde api. klakar perhh?
hahas(:

then met ahmad and irwan. waited for nizam , then nabilah and ashura.
walked to nanyang poly.
blablabla.
saw penguin walking in.
we laugh like siao.
then. farah came.
sorry for not waiting for you !
around 7+. went inthe auditorium,
sat SOOOOOO far away from ahmad and others!
FUCK!
hahas,
the perfomance was ya.. okayokay.
ppl behind me was EXTREMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE noisy!
kept on shouting like siao.
hahas, whatever.

then got some break.
went macdonalds with nizam, ahmad and irwan.
SUPER long QUEUE!
hahas.
finally ordered.,
and ya.. nizam and sis... E.T huh? hahas.
walked down.
foods are not allowed .
so ya. finding ways.

stuck those foods sumwhere.
and irwan and nizam, still not statisfied with burgers.
hahahahas. cute luh they two!

lalala.

sat with them'
then end of show, i didnt noe that shafii is already there!
omg! i was like.. "since when you came?"
hahas

lalala, sorry guys cant go home with you all.
my father picked me up yesterday,
sorry hor! but i had so much fun luh.
especially that nizam .
so FUNNY.

(:

Seri and Jingwen was SOOOOOO gorgeous!
(:
Talking bout todayy.
first, woke up so late..
super tiredd.
then.. went lepak w zah.
went to buy bubbletea.
blablabla.
went carpark.
well you knw.
(:
then.. father called. asked to go hme, go out and eat.
went to onan road. to eat,
tell you abt the restaurant. un-stop-able hindustan songs.
quite irritating though . hahahas

after that, went changi airport.
blablabla.
then went home.
hahahas.
(:

BYEBYE

BOOOOOOO!
TODAY WAS AS USUAL>FUN!
hahas.
okayokay.
woke up quite late.
fauzmi sms-ed.
huhu, lalala. reached tpy around 6.50 that kind.
Budak tuh alek kol 11pm seyh! ngan si "dier" lagik! tak ajak horr..
hahhaas(:

reached skool, irwan complained that hes so so so tired abt yesterday outing.
hahahahhahahas! same luh!
huahuahua, doraemonku takmo malas2 taww(:

Science, Played bingo.
I've got a BINGO. HUHU!
hahas, didnt even study luh seyh.
clever horr.. LOL!

after skool!!!!

create some stupid songs for cikgu with shahidah , farah and hilmi.
hell fun!
hahahas, should have copied down the lyrics,LOL
nice song guys,
met the guys at PS.
HES THERE HES THERE! AWWWWWWWWWWW! HOTTY one!!!!
hahahahahhahhas, waitwait, im crazy now.
lol.
He did came just now. HOT as usual luh seyh, even when hes hair wasnt as HOT as the before.
HU cares?
LOLS!

i swearr i miss him.. lastly, he did follow for the outing. and sadly, went home EARLY!
DOGSHIT! lols!

okok, after we arrived. waited for those princes to arrive,
Mybaby got some fight with the guys.
haizzz, relax luh mysyg!
(:
while they had a talk.

i and farah sat near the waterfall.
Lols.
hahas, DORAEMON! kept on wanting to push us!
hahahs, notty doraemon!

after the fight ended, HE went home! SADDDDD! he cant follow us alongg.
OMG! i misshim againnn. LOLS

gagagagas. after we ate and all.
went to the fortcanning park AGAIN!
hahas, that kude kepang is as usual irritatinggggg!
nvm luhh!(:


thenthenthen, another haris, dunno where the hell he went to,
he wanted to bring along his girl friend. But the girl was like... Gedik kind.
EWW! we dont allow him to follow(:

lalalala.

i've got something to say to this GUY!
---> Pls! u dont have to lie just to see if im jealous between u and her.
Pls LUH! even doraemon told me abt you redy.YOURE BAD! i noe inoe!
at least i layan you.
haizzz.. whatever luh, i hate it when u kept on lying just to see if im jealous, its not abt 2-3 times, its more then that. if its really true, then just go ahead with the girl , give her a chance atleast.
dont have to say sorry coz i noe u will do it again luh.. we remains friends ONLY okay?
coz i cant love you. i just cant. i dunno why. :D

so.. we remain as friends yeah? just wanna make it clear, i dont hate you/


DONE!


just now, had to go home quite early around 6 as my mum was waiting at Causeway point.
to buy some THINGS! weeee :D.
left the place around 5.00pm .
thenthenthen, took 139 to tpy.
while in the bus, farah and hilmi and me, kept on talking abt the 2nd day on the negri sembilan trip that sucks alot! and that day is the day i called that Buffalo , "pantat periok" (:
nice name huh?
had alot of fun with you GUYS!

OMG! i just dont want to end our friendship luh! huhu, miss you guys and of coz that haris no.2
hahahahhahahs(:

so ya.. ahmad, u know everything redy, so now UR TURN! (:
hahahhahas:D

Huhu, alot of HW not done.

OR no assignment marks.
damn! lol , i rmb that that word.!

LOLS!

KUDEKEPANG! --> sakk btol! :D

Just now was like fucking fun :D
i mean AFTER SKOOL!
hahas.
nvm let me start with the FIRST day of skool. well ya, SUCKS Alot!
i just hate school luh.
my bag was like damn heavy rock dumped inside.
finally left those thick books under my table(:
huhu, first day of skool.
MONDAY!
attire checking. stupid teacher of mine,
keep telling me bout my hair. HEY! it isnt messy okay.
OUH pls!
i kinda hate both of my form teachers luh.
received the new timetable.
huhu, new subjs, replacing geog and homecons.
HISTORY AND DNT.
both subjs that i suck at the most.
tchr kept on repeating abt assignments marks or whatever.
i didnt come on last day of skool so i didnt noe whats going on.
STILL, i have to hand it in all TOMMOROW!
dogshit luh!
grrr!

kiansiang and others kept saying i smoke i smoke.
i noe luh, no need to tell.
kaypoh siaaaa.

nvm forget abt it, those scumbags.

AFTER SKOOL WAS GREAT FUN!
Assembly was damn boring.
talktalktalk non-stop.
the guys arrived ready , outside skool waiting for us.
kept on sms-ing and calling.
i was like "when is it gonna end!"
gRRR.
hahhas. after the LONGGG assembly, went to meet those effing hot guys,LOL
then ya..
went novena with all of them.
huhu, waited for them to eat was like.. wasting alot of time. especially that kude kepang and friends.
hoorr., damn notty. finally get scoldings from that hot guy. hahs

after we ate, went Fortcanning park or something.

FUNFUNFUN!
butt.. wasted, didnt take any pics just now!
SHIT!
nvm.
those ppl make my life more meaningful with those laughters.
thanks aloT!

KudeKEPANG!--> sorry uh abt just now, we wasnt taalking bout u luh seyh, we laughed abt other things(: takmo amek hati horrr.
cheer up uh, u disturb me can , hahahas(:
had fun luh with you although irritating at times. (:

GTG PEEPS!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


i guess im really moving on right now, if hatred is what you want, i can give it to you(: just to make u happy with it :D

I gotta say sorry to some ppl.


Sorry iskandar, if i didnt sms u for a number of days, i dont wanna disturb u as u've told ure busy, so ya...

Sorry to the guys i've rejected recently ; Apit and Fauzmi, im swear im sorry, its not that u guys arent perfect or what luh, i thought could wait for that someone but things do change lately.
sorry again.

Sorry Weezal, i dont have any birthday presents for you yesterday but Bestwishes from me to you! happy belated birthday, stay long with her!

Sorry shahidah and others, for yesterday thing, u guys shuold have told me earlier instead ,
so sorry that i cant follow u all , i know u guys had tons of fun with those cute guys :D

Sorry Fauzmi , i didnt reply ur sms-es just now. i told you ready right bout what happened? so.. ya, i'll msg u soon (:






Let me say. Today just sucks the way it seems to be.
Let me start.
Today, whole family at home. grandma was like wanting to go hospital to see my aunt.
mother asked me to send her there.
I was like... URGH! i wanna stay at home pls.
homeworks undone. Lied to parents that its all finished. but it wasnt at all. packed my bag.
super heavy like hell. then get to noe, tmr only have to bring MT and Maths.
whatever luh.
Then Grandma changed her mind, she wanted to go to my cousin's house at tpy instead.
okay , i followed.
halfway in the train to angmokio.
my brother vomitted.
i was like.. Hang on there, reaching. LOL.
then alighted at Bishan to go to the toilet nearby, he threwup. then went to eat at mac donalds.
lalala, after eating, took taxi to my cousin's place.
talked about skinnies and whatever clothes luh while walking.
then reached
talktalktalk,
played with my lil cousins and watched tv.
ate a little bit.
then went back home.
okok, the stupid thing is coming ahead.
took the bus 238 to tpy interchange, went to macdonalds to buy macspicy and large fries for sis.
bought everything. then brother wanted to eat.
i say, 'okay, how abt we just eat at home?"
my brother was like one shit, i can see.
"okay, u want to eat here then thats it, go eat! we will wait"
Fuck, he stared blankly at some other ppl instead of eating,
i noe he was showing some attitude.
whatever luh bro.
"u want to eat or not? if u dont want then move on!" I SAID.
he did said something back.
so i pushed the chair and walked out myself, leaving my grandma and that DOGSHIT behind.
i swear i wasnt in the mood already.
i walked fast like nobodys business, forgetting abt my grandma.
i was so sick of him. for these years i've been patient towards him, hes just TOO much!
and i cant take it already.
just tap the card and waited "at least" for my grandma.
grandma starts to nagg. BLABLABLA.
then this time, that dogshit, scold me some unreasonable words.
Hell DOG! u dont dont know the meaning of those words then be it! u dont have to use it.
what a stupid dog.
i am seriously hating that brother of mine. well i guess, he wasnt my brother at all!
ran down the stairs. he started to call me all kinds of things,
last ly i shouted infront of the crowd
"if youre so clever to go back yourself then GO! i dont even care abt you!" then i walked off.
he said back "i dont even need your help, BITCH!"
simply no respect!
im really so damn fucked up. i swear i was.
i went to the very far end .
then grandma came to me , with those words as if shes supporting my brother.
just the same.
whatever, Grandma! u dont even care about all those things he did to you. like for my state, i've never been so rude to you.
and still , ure on his side.
be it!

i was seriously sticking to my words, im going back myself!
the mrt came,
i dont even wanna look at that brother of mine,
im so stressed up.
omg.
reached woodlands. he looked at me with those stupid looks of his,
EWW! just dont call me your sister,
i hate you so much brother, so muchhhh!
i feel like slapping your face but i'll get it back in return.
ure just the RUDE-ESTT brother i've ever had,
i swear.

i know ure very close to hayati; eldest sister,
so? doesnt mean im not ur sis right?
ouh whatever, go on luh.
I know, i wasnt a good sister, i dont love you or what.
see yourself first on what u have done!
respect me for who i am then i'll respect you the way u want!
LOOK! im Ur SISTER okay? not an outsider or what,

from now on, i wont talk to you. i wont!
i just wish you dont exist at all.
i just cant accept you the way u are. i cant!
ure too much man, change !



i swear i cried all the way.
too upset on what happened. adding with Fauzmi's .
omg.

i've got nothing else to say luh.
im so imperfect.
not like others , appoint what i see, perfect than ever,
i wanted to be the same, but i just cant.

whatever.


"it take 1 second to say "iloveyou" but it takes a lifetime to show it"


what i gotta say, Im not prepared for SCHOOL yet!

nvm.

happy reading:D

its in the pic, last goodbye!
Yesterdays thang, all thrown away FOR GOOD
Going back home (:

For three days i've been away .
i miss alot of ppl ! hahhas .
especially my cuzzys and of coz, HIM .
arrived skool around 6+am .
then saw alot of my friends waiting at the coffee shop .
hahas .
irwan went sumwhere with haris for "sumting".
tak ajak seyh irwan !
hahahaas (:

the kampong was super duper fun luhh .
played alot of "lame" games .
then ya luhh, of coz sumbody caught my eyes.
he sat infront of me .
with shahidah beside . he looked back with his cute smile and waved .
hahahas .
getta noe , its him that asked for shahidah's no. last time .
so ya.. nvm .
just forget it .
at the kampong .
i remembered irwan kena bit by this lil guy .
hahahas .
irwan ran around the playground like madd .
huhu,
then learnt how to make a basket..
hahahahas. i made it ! but, with the help of the makcik .
without her, it will not turn out that nice luhh .
hhahaas,.

okok. the first day in hotel was superduper ultra FUN .
first, we bathed .
then .. the boys knocked the door .
hahahas .

thenthenthen . unbelievable .
we tonned till the next day .
super sleepy.
hahahahas . remembered the times in the toilet .
Irwan's room was soooooooo MESSY !

clothes everywhere .
hahahas .
then ya..
nice babe
thanks irwan for keeping it for me .
(:

the next day. in the morning , while having breakfast .
that stupid pikachu go tell teacher abt the boys in our room till morning .
CHEEBYE pikachu .
dah gemok buat hal MOK .
super madd at that pikachu .

hmm , the second day , played alot of games .
FUN . went to kambing farm, all superduper cute but Scary luh especially when they stick out their heads, smelly it is.
then

played the cak lempong
ouh wow . nice rythm.
huhu, then that day luh i saw how they slaughter chicken . some guys volunteer to pull out the Bulu of the chicken . huahuahua .
EWWW.
huahuhua .
FUN
but ya...

thenthenthen, after that we rest, then all the st.andrews student went to pray . lalalala . all balestierians pemalas ! none of us went for prayers.klakar oi. after the prayer, went to the farm. BORING, i swear, summore superduper hott! then after the farm thingy . went to this reserved house to change into our baju kurung, then, after we changed and all, went to the kampong again, then sat in groups(only our school with ali and khai) . well ya, that bitch is simply irritating when she laughs , SICKO! then. that pepek asked us to go join with them, ouh PLS ! i wont ! . hate that bitch luh , super bitchy siyool . then at last, we had to. so ya.. just sit in circles. learnt dikir barat. OMG! his voice is super HOT. lols . we had to practices for the last time then do the performance for the last day. its super nice.

after the practice, the tour guide brought us at the back to see fireworks, damn nice! I WISHED TO TAKE PICS but my phone is SOOO flatt .

saw the groom and the bride to be.

hahahs , the groom is so naughty , i cant see the fireworks that clear luh , coz ppl was like crowding infront of me so i cant get to see, the Groom say. "ouh , u short uh? nvm i bend down", wth... nvm. whatever.

after the fireworks, the the groom and the bride sat on a chair , then some ppl carried them. ouhwow, special luh seyh. hahahas

then we sat to watch the perfomance made specially for us by the ppl there. yeah great.. lastly, we were to dance with those pirings. i dropped them a number of times. so kukumalu. then played the cak lempong. hahahas, all screwed up! then lastly did the dikirbarat, WOW !

:DDDD

THAT NITE WAS THE WORST FOR ME AND MY ROOMMATES!

okok, let me start, first, i bathed followed by farah. then while shahidah was bathing. Ali and khai knocked the door. huhu, they wanted to ton again. they ask luh, "sume dah mandi lom?"

hahahahas. of coz ya, but shahidah is still in the toilet, they insist to come. so just let them in, we talked abt that bitch. hahahas then called irwan to wish him a happy birthday. then ya.. suddenly, the "pepek kecot" knocked the door , asking "wheres ali and khai?" i replied "huh? i dunno them," acted as if i dun even noe them. hahaas. my face was all paled up. then after that i asked shahidah to act like still bathing in the toilet with ali and khai inside without the tchr knowing. then farah went upstairs to tell the others. the tchr came in again and wanted to wait until shahidah finish bathing, WTH! i was freaking sick . i swearr ! coz like, , if they get to noe. i'll be super dead as i LIED.

soon, i called ashura and nabilah abt what happened while the tchr went outside, I swear she looks like 1 gangster. sooon, nabilah and ashura came, they really helped us out. thanks alot to God and they two. without them i dunno what will happen, we call ali and khai out then opened the window in our room to let them escape. then the tchr knocked again, waaaaah, she really like 1 shit sia. i say luh "if u dont believe then i guess , u cn come in and check" .

then soon, Ali and Khai acted as if nth happened. they walked from the other side. then lied that they went to the carpark. hahHHAHAHHAHAS

freaking funny and lastly relievd.

I swear i do miss them luh, super fun w them around

gtg. :D

Aloha PPL ! :D

huhu, tmr i have to go to Negri sembilan .
Cant wait to spend time with my lovely friends to Bomb those stupid Bitches from THAT school !
HUHU (:
and ya .
Yesterday , around 00.00am.
watched Chart attack then watched JACKASS ,
i cant simply sleep coz i CANT :D
Jackass was superduper funny :D
and ya.. Haziq and Wee went home . BORED !
Lets talk about the dance practice yesterday after i escaped for 2days .
hahas.
Definitely FUN ! i didnt expect for that though . but still it was FUN.
eventhough the song sucks with the hardwork the others did was simply not wasted .
At last , i wasnt KAKU anymore . after we danced for 6-8 times.
Woots ! cant wait for the perfomance . BUT ! must bring Baju Kurung , WTH?
that sucks . huhu(:
thenthenthen, after the dance.
Cikgu reward us , each $5.
Thanks alot ! although we kept on Maki-ing u yesterday .
hahahahahaas .
well ya .. after that the others went home .
then me went home luh .

huhu, tmr !
i half way packed my bag .
only pack my clothes .
haiyoh , i havent change money yet.
Shahidah, Farah Is mY ROOMMATES <
Confirm bestgiler siol ! haas (:
well , we'll have fun there .

PPL, im gonna miss u all like hell .
--> CUZZYS !
-->FAMILY
-->BABY ALY
huhu . and others too :D

i wanna search for my clothes now . huahuahua (:

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....
You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
Always be my baby

its been so longg since i last posted .
hahas (:
well ..let me say abt monday luh kay .
MONDAY
i have to go to skool for some stupid dance practice for perfomance at Negri Sembilan .
ouh SHIT !
then like ya. woke up around 10 then , reached skool around 12plus .
met hariz at the 7-11 then went upp .
ouh well . tiring though . hahaas !
huhu . then the dance pratice turns to slacking.
oh my ! coz no tchr was around . so Hilmi and Shasha tell us the times they spent at Shanghai.
its sure to be fun !
hahas ..

LALALALA .
okay
TUESDAY

my cuzzys; wee, haziq and adi came in the morning .
hahas .
that made not to go skool on that day .
coz that day, my sis's bf ajak us go to "lobang" at yishun.
to get some ... "......"
hahaas , only my cuzzys noe .
like wow . Marlboro Green huh at about $6.50.
Woots !
hang around at the playground .
wow . I bet Dunhill's better than Marlboro Green . (:

Adi and others was likkee .. FUN !
hahas had fun times with them so MUCHH !
thenthenthen, after a stick . then went northpoint to eat !
nyahahahas (:

so FUN !
then go back , change clothes then go again .
this time went to the uppest storey at the carpark .
left about how many sticks ony .
so fast nia . hahas

huhu , then at night , went to lepak sumwhere .
went to the carpark .
"rolling" uh babe .
hahas (:

then went lepak under my block lorhh .
hahas (:

went back around 10+ .
huhu .
wah seyhh . then didnt sleep till .. 4 plus redyy
haziq is otf non-stop .
Wee is so fast asleep .
Adi and sis was like watching some videos at youtube .
hahas .
Mamat also asleep .
huhu .

TODAY

huhu , nothing much luhh ,

just that i dun wanna go the dance pract ,
so give excuses .
(:

lalalalas .

till here .
nw want go lepak (:

huhu . yesterday was fun .
cuzzys come my house as they're super bored at home . so they came here .
To eat , play . hahahas
Ouh yeah , rizal , u say ony u dun want to read my sms-es . and lastly u did yeah ?
then now u nie how miserable it is huh ?
(:

btw , its so fun having u all . but without Soffy around was quite bored though.
i miss u Soffy !
super duper muchhh ~

huhur , yesterday , as per usual , slept around 12am , watched Ghost Hunters with Adi , bro and sis .
woahhh . quite scary though .. especially the sound effects .
ouh wow .
hahas . after that watched Miami ink while my bro and adi went to bed .
hes so HOT ! LOLS (:
its fun though watching ppl having tattoos for a reason why , for memories of their loved ones .
ouh wow .
ahhas (:
thenthenthen . after the show , i kept on yawning . and yawn and yawn .
went to bed .
but then soon , my sis asked me "whats so special about him huh ? that make u so hard to forget him ?"
i replied and told her the times i spent with him . It makes me calm down though and slightly smile ..
i miss those times soooooo much ! thanks sis for being a listening ear yesterday .
after the talk .. then still cant sleep .
sis keep listening to 'i dont want to miss a thing" by David cook .
ahuh . its sweet bangerttt !
i almost cried though listening to that so meaningful song .
hahahas .

then still not sleepy . so we turn on the lights and draw ,
draw anything that cross our minds .
yeahh , funn .
soon sleepy , so sleep
hahas (:
woke up around 1.30pm today .
wow ! world record ! (: LOLS .'
today , Wee came in the morning !
its so fun having him around . then went downstairs to "lepak"
as my father wasnt working then played the comp . so ya ...

went down , saw wee and others play soccer downstairs .
huhur .
its fun though .,
ouhh wow .

I hate THAT MOTHERFCUKER under my block that keeps on gossiping !
OUH PLS !
if u dont like us , then Fcuk off SHIT !
dont give that attitude luh . not happy can talk wad ., then settle everything no nid to hide like one stupid dog luh .
got no brain izzit ?
Stupid dumb asshole !

(this prob im facing only my cuzzys and my family noe)
(:

simply hate that bitch luh , Eh BITCH , just go geylang and werk there luh , no nid to talk much and gossip non-stop . what u get sia ?
keep on gossip luh dog , go on .
i wont care either coz all of it were just make up stories by u .
Dah tue2 pon nk kaypoh2 .. asl luh tak nk mampos skali . kan bagos !
kecik2 tak nk mampos dah besar menyusahkan org .

Gi beros puki luh pompan !

wow ! im so so so so mad over that Powerful Gossip Aunty downstairs !

mati tak nk .







hoho , till here then (:

18 april 2008-When he waved at me outside the 7eleven (hahas)
19April2008- when it all starts .
21 april 2008- went to school together for the first time (wow)
5th may 2008- The happiest day of my life , [[spent the most time with him]] and this is the date when he drew that drawing :D

13th May 2008 - the worst day of my life ! [[the day that i really regret on what i've said]]
we seperated eventually D:

22nd may- was supposed to be . but it didnt .
29th may - Totally OVER !


ouh wow .. like .. so sudden yeah ?

yeah totally , i missed him too much !

i miss his sweet voice , sweet sms-es , looks .....
OMG !

nevermind , i just wished i could just move on just like that .
but it aint easy as it seems to be .


WOW ! all listed huh ?

till here then :D

woits ! yesterday was like ............................. ummm .
okok , let me start , yesterday night , i cant really sleep that well after i played comp with sis till 2am .
then .. its like a sudden noe , that i kept thinking about him . i dunno why (?) , i felt so upset at a moment then soon , i cried . Coz i really missed the times i spent with him , and i appreciate alot to Allah for meeting him in the first place , he is The Sweetest Guy i've ever met , i swear .
yadayadayada , i noe its over between me and him , but its really hard to forget those memories luh , i may say i've forgotten all the memories but deep inside , i thought the confidence i had could really make me forget about him , but it doesnt work the way it should be .
and ya , Bunn , thanks alot ! i swear u did make me smile that night :D thanks alott !
whatever it is , i noe its over .

yesterday too , got one guy , i get to noe at imesh . hes been chatting with me for days .
i treat him as a friend only , then , yesterday , he say he kinda like me . then , when i say im not ready after what happened and trying to be faithful to sumone . he started to say bad things about himself . i dont mean to make u this way luh , its that , we havent met eachother and yet u suddenly liked me ? BULLSHIT !
but just one thing , im sorry . thats all i can say , its not that ure ugly or what .
i promised to be faithful and i'll stick with it .
just ... stop saying ure ugly and unwanted or what . but just be patience .

yesterday slept around 00.56am. quite early luh .
hahaas (:

then ya .. Bunn , how are you ? dah baek lom ? hrp2 u okay redy . :D

huhur , till here then .

(:

awwwww ppl !

yesterday slept around 2am . woke up around 12noon . wth ! i realised i havent touched my hw !

sumore got alort ! oh my oh my !

i've got sumtink to say to Seri : Hey baby , be happy and move on babe , i noe its very hard luh , i noe .. but things doesnt turn out the way it should be . good times turned to bad times ..
im sure , he'll be coming back for you darl . i'll pray for you . i want you to be happy and smiling !
dont cry everyday , i noe its very tiring , dont waste those precious tears ! like ya , im always here for you (: have fun this holidays , and spend your time having fun not crying for those miseries . ouh please ! dont yeah ? im trying to move on like what u asked me to , and i did ! its successful ! thanks alot :D
for now , SMILE from YOU ! :DD

ouh wow , this morning , around 11+am , ppl keep calling me .
well , im not sure who until i woke up around 12noon .
it was from Soffy !
Ouh babe , sorry if i didnt pick up the phone . im super duperly tired ! hahas (:
yeah babe , i did watch the movie yesterday with my parents and sibling . its sad that half way yesterday we went seperate ways yeah ? you guys go eat then went for the movie but i went to eat then went home .
ouh really i do miss youu !
i wanna go out with you , but my freedom was so tight now . ouhhh my god !
but i guess tmr i can go out luh , (i guess) ,though of bringing you along then walk2 and take pics
. hope ur mum will let you go yeah ? and hope nothing bad will happen again like last time .
hahas (:

Bunn , Its not that im not in a mood . hahas , i kinda miss him noe .
like soooooooooooooooo missing him .. hope hes having funn .
sorry if i reply ur sms super late .
dun worry , for a while onyy luh this missing thing .
soon , okay (:

OUHHH BOREDYY !

wanna edit some pics ! :D

till here then ! :D

SoffyandME
My hot BOYFIE ~ my father luh
im glad im taller :D
im sad i was shorter ! :DDD