by Nur Faiqah Shahri



Forgot to add this pics yesterday ...
yesterday went novena . weeeeeeeee..
yesterday .
i hardly sleep .
well , coz actually yesterday was "the day" .
i dun wish to talk abt it luhs .
well ya , it made me cry though , the way he say those things yesterday . wahhh . it shows everything ready , dont have to pretend . i noe ready . theres no nid for fate to decide .
its all shown in you .
Then yesterday also was the day when my sis's friend fought with her bf .
just like my case .
the guy say he want to study .
then . ya .. heard there talk yesterday , i noe how u feel zah . i noe ,
it sux alot !
coz for ur case was like , u guys stead for 1 yr plus . and its really hard to let him go just like that yeah ?
relax yeah ?
well ya .. i heard ur penknife yesterday on the phone . next time , if u want to cut . cut with me .
together we make a deep cut together (:
Today , actually , i was supposed to go to skool .
as i promised irwan that i wont do anything to myself and to meet him tmr ,
im sorry irwan . i dont feel like going school .
first reason : coz of yesterday that made me stay up late to just cry , im sleepy
second reason : today was the last day of skool ! i dont want to miss him . so might as well i just stay home rather than being hurt again seeing his face .
third reason : i dont wish to clean the classroom (:
hahas
last reason : i am having a bad headaches since yesterday , kept on thinking abt .
lalala . nvm .
Today also ,
my friends all called me .
keep asking " why u nvr come today ? "
turn by turn .
hahas . yeah , i noe u guys really do care abt me .
but , do trust me , i wont do anything luhs .
and ya , hilmi n shahidah !
what thing ?
u mean , after u guys went back frm china . i had to come back skool for some practise ?
HUH ?!?
anything luhs . (:
im gonna rest for now .
till here (: