by Nur Faiqah Shahri
I feel like picking up a habit for smoking .
seriously . hmm . well , i dont think i care about myself now luhs , juz dont feel like it :)
I just trying to find ways to be sick babey ! for a reason not to come to skool . coz now , it hurts everytime when im in the class . my classmates keep on saying "
saufi , saufi , saufi ! " guys guys guys .. hear me out fer once alrights ! it hurts alot ! omg ppl , im really sorry ! but for now , really , my name is faiqah not saufi or wadever wadever you guys wanna say . JUST SHUT UP !I admit okay , these days im very very very sensitive . i noe that . but just stop it till here okay .
Just gimme time and space for me to realise that after all , theres no use of being sad if he doesnt even care . Nvm , back to the first thing .
Should i ? or no ?
well , im still confused . nvm . i'll think abt it soon (:
Guys are willing to sacrifice almost anything if they truly love a girl .
Its sumtink i've been thinking abt since yesterday .
But ....... Did "he" ever sacrifice anything ?
I dont think so is the answer .
Thats why , i felt bad everytime . What i feel now is that now .
the love he had for me last time is fading reallyreallyreally soon .
justwait for that moment .
it will happen soon .
It's impossible for me to wait for him for years . its very impossible .
Coz in the years of waiting , i confirm ! the feelings will slowly fade away , slowly .
but dunno luhs , if he is super faithful then i dont think it'll fade away luhs .
haizz .
Boy , now ure super free yeah ? without me :)
i decided to just let you go luhs , since thats what u wanted the most ,
coz u seems to be more happy without me . so , ya ..
when you're happy , i am too . infact , not so .
Love comes and love goes .
thats what happened .
i guess you should just throw me far away from ur life if u think my presence to u is just so disturbing .
Well , forget abt it .
now . after skool . While waiting for the "presidents" to come . me , hilmi , irwan n haris was like sitting at the mactable for nth tat kind , soon , rezuan and friends came . hes so super irritating i tell you , at least he made me laughed . hahahas . first ! he'll say "eh , where saufi uh ? " . i was like looking arnd , then he say "eh ? i ask other ppl , that girl turn for what ?"
i noe its super irritating . but really .. hahaas . then he played with a spiderman doll or sumtink , i oso dunno how long he practiced to make the spiderman doll actually pray .
LOLs . i swear thats super CUTE ! LALALALA .
wow . hahahs . my mly teacher asked the pupils who are chosen to go negri sembilan to stay back to welcome the two other skool that is coming to have some briefing or what the hell luhs .
teacher promised us that they will come very soon ! very soon !
ouh yeah ? we waited from 1.55pm till 2.30pm noe ! thats soon to you
u noe what tcher ? u waste our time waiting fot them and to just lead them to the library and ya . go home . that is such a waste of time luhs !
But !!! when the Bendemeer sec pupils came .
i and shahidah spotted two hot guys .
wow ... can melt noe !
but got one sweet guy frm st.andrews . wow . super sweet !
like he at least said "thank you" with a cute smile when we open the door for them .
but thats for shahidah luhs .
hahahahs .
CANT WAIT (:
LOL .
so gatal seyh ! LOLS .
we gonna hav fun yeah frens ?
woohoo ! till here then (:
