daadeedumm .. im slowlyy releasing the bad memories last time and what happened juz a few weeks back . and theres people who has been helping me to forget all that and be happy they are my cuzzys especially weezal and soffy <3> my sister; hayati . she has been struggling to understand me and makes me smile everyday without fail . I love you sister !! my friends who helped me alott - Hilmi , Saufi , Yingmin and some others Thanks alot for keep wanting to lend a hand to make me forget and accompany me when im lonely . SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL OF YOU PPL ! hahas . Juz wanna say to Hilmi ; my best buddy , "just forget abt what happened yesterday , u hav to understand that shes that wayy , btw , we hav been friends for almost 2 yrs and it wont be good if we just seperate just coz of misunderstanding . CHEER UPP ! :) " To my Cuzzys First Rizal " i juz wanna say , thanks alot for giving me advise to stop cutting my hand .. you helped me alott . and i dunno how can i help you to get your love that you've been hoping for . I noe ure strong , you can do it ! if i can forget him , why cant you ? .. i still keep those sms-es u sent me saying "dun worry too much , move on :) btw when ure given a chance, use it well " .. i'll remember that cuzzy ! " Now SOFFY ! "sorry if the words arent in yellow , its super light . :) . thanks for making me cheer up everyday my syg . u helped me alot !! abt ur spongybob , juz be patient ! he'll be yours one day , juz wait . eventhough he dont usually reply ur sms-es or always away in msn . i noe he actually loves you deeply like you do . I'll pray for you ! u've made me happy . why cant i ? i hope my pray will be answered and ure gonna b happy with him . IF he doesnt wanna b with youu , DUN BE UPSET OKAYY , eventhough i noe its hard to let him go juz like that , i believe in you , theres alot others guy out there . BETTER ones ! that can accept you the way u are .YOURE strong ! i know u can ! and u noe what soffy , i feel like crying wen i type this to you . OKOK i'll try to hav patience in me .. I love you soffy as much as u do :) My caring sister ; hayati shes the one that is struggling to understand me .. although i've been veryy stubborn this days , i noe ur relationship between u n irfan wwould be forever . even theres alot of probs on settling the stupid NABILAH .. i noe you can be setie enough .. ure pretty and dont say you're not , afta u cut ur hair . ur beauty is revealed . believe me . irfan wont easily let you go juz like tat . LOVE YA SIS ! :)) I dunno why a sudden mood of writting all these . but it really comes frm my heart .. ITS TRUE happy reading :)
